Catalog of the Lost - a searing epic

Zwei was the first object of Emer's great admiration, and he was kind and enthusiastic, and on summer evenings he would raise a bonfire in the middle of the square, invite all the people in the Nu Hall to dance around it, and the young boys and girls would dance around it, and he would sit with the old people and drink quietly, and in such a pleasant life, his face would often show a smile of relief and contentment.

Filled with ideals and ambitions, Zwei believed that he could change all this by going to the top of the country, and he told Emel about this idea, and Emer always regarded it as a dream, believing that it was the right choice.

Probably because Zwei was the lord of Numen Hall, Emer simply thought that the nobles were all people like him, but the reality was incompatible with his ideas, and only after seeing and experiencing it with his own eyes did he know that people with ambitions and ideals would inevitably run counter to happiness, and those who tried to achieve their ideals were worthy of respect, and those who still maintained their hearts in the process could not be dirty.

Emer didn't know why Zwei left Numen Hall, but what he had said to himself always made him feel that all the reasons were his own, including Zwei's death, in the final analysis.

"Emer, remember to be strong, whatever happens, be strong, be a strong person, and then go and resist, even if I don't say it I know you will definitely go, because you are such a person. "

"You have the power to save everyone, so it's your responsibility to save everyone, I'm sorry for giving you such a big burden, but I will help you, Jack and I will help you together, you will meet a lot of excellent people in the future, don't miss them, their help is the key to your success. "

And in his final farewell, he himself said: "Emer, I'm going to the capital, I'm going to be the best of the nobility, I'm going to assist King Faro, and... No, it's still a bit early to say this, but... When I see you by King Faro one day, I will see for myself what kind of person you have become. "

But the promise of that day will not be fulfilled after all.

In the dark and damp dungeon, Emer was tied to a shelf, his hands and feet were firmly tied, his side was surrounded by all kinds of torture instruments, and a black-clad killer was whipping his body with a long whip, the wound left by the whip was like a fiery red brand, which would remain on Emer's body for the rest of his life.

Emer closed her eyes tightly, enduring both physical and mental torment.

He hated his stupidity, knowing that the war was not over yet, but he only relied on the excellent equipment and majestic momentum of the Lester army to think that this war would be won, he had clearly seen, the madman who killed people without blinking, picked up a huge weapon and could cut off dozens of people with a wave of his hand, even if it was the Lester army, it was impossible to win so easily.

Emer hated his own cowardice even more, and he was so eager to hear the news of the end of the war that he never wanted to see it again, so he lied to himself that the Lester army would be victorious, and that the sacrifices would be blinded.

The dungeon was so dark that only the torches hanging on the walls could bring some light, and the oppressive atmosphere deepened Emer's self-reproach, and all kinds of insults came to his mind, and then in the midst of the staggered insults, he heard the voice at the end of the darkness.

"Did he speak?".

"His mouth was so hard that he didn't say anything, and he whipped more than a hundred times, and he didn't even make a sound. "

"I'll do it. "

Slay Gosho walked slowly, took a bench and sat in front of Emer, and said, " It's a good place, right, Emer, every time I get here, my restless heart calms down, I'm not normal, indeed, I've been born with an incurable disease, which makes it impossible for me to live like a normal person, and I always lose my temper inadvertently, and I regret it afterwards, and once I couldn't control my temper, and then slapped my adoptive mother in the face, and later even if I sincerely apologized, my adoptive father didn't forgive me for my mistakes, they condemned me according to the law of King Faro, and put me in a dungeon.

Can you imagine? There are not many children who disobey their parents like me in aristocratic circles, a group of children are locked up in a dark dungeon, and over time everyone becomes abnormal because of fear, they beat and bite each other, and after the imprisonment is over, they are forced to smell incense for mental illness, stabilize their mental state and then slowly return to life, all children who have experienced this punishment will remember their fear and will no longer dare to disobey their parents.

I thought I would never be cured, but the first time I was locked up here, I heard crying and begging, and the sound was so beautiful, and the way those people went crazy made me crazy, and I really felt that this was a wonderful place, and even if I was later released from prison, I would not want to return here, so I slapped my adoptive mother in the face again, and again, I was punished by the law and put in a dungeon.

But this time the punishment of me hurt what little self-esteem I had, and they stripped me naked and threw me naked into the children who were still screaming, and guess what? When they saw me naked and funny in the faint light, they laughed, and they laughed when they were still crying, and they laughed very happily, and we were all in the same situation, but when they saw me, they forgot their fear, and just laughed.

I hate all this damn thing.

I am not rebellious voluntarily, just because of illness, but this world does not tolerate disease, and the law of King Faro does not care whether you are disobedient because of illness or not, as long as you do disobedience, you must be punished, and over time, everyone will become a slave who will not resist, and I am a slave who gradually gives up even my dignity, but so what?

Seeing this, my adoptive parents stopped taking me in, even though they were close confidants of King Naza, but patience eventually came to an end, and then they sent me to Ibirbino, where I met an old man named Gosho, who was in charge of compiling the historical texts, and he told me that it was not normal, and taught me how to return to life, and with his help I found a cure for my illness, which was to stay in a dark and damp dungeon for three days, during which I did not eat or drink, but only sit, so that I could maintain my sanity for almost a month, and thanks to this, I was able to think and live like a normal person。

For a long time after that, I followed the old man to compile books and write history, and under many investigations, I knew that I was the orphan of King Naza, and I knew that the essence of history is actually only conceived by modern people relying on the only evidence, in other words, what kind of history people prefer, then what the past is like, all the truth is not important, and the whole imperial kingdom has always been hypocritical.

At that time, I was too eager for the truth, forgetting that I was in a hypocritical environment, just to restore the true history and running around, after many investigations, I learned the truth about King Naza, he is the ultimate winner after the three kings competed for hegemony, there is a legend that the word is determined, he did not waste a day of time, when he knew that the imperial kingdom had no possibility of recovery, he chose to sacrifice some people, in exchange for the future of the imperial kingdom, so he was spurned, after the imperial kingdom had the basis for change, he created the original law, which brought long-lost order and stability, his life ended at that time, and later people hated him too harshlyand put the selfish name of the law in the name of King Phara.

Although I can't judge the veracity of this history, because most of it has been heard from people who have followed King Nazar in the past, I choose to believe that it may be irresponsible, but it was a salvation for me at the time, and I suddenly saw a light in the dark world, and my ideal was to fulfill King Naza's unfinished law.

In matters of the law, the person I am most grateful to for is Zwei, who has put forward all kinds of views, almost all of them at the level of the common people, and therefore the most important, thanks to him I have completed the law, but the moment I have done it, I realize that what I have done is useless, that the king of Faro will not allow me to tell the truth, nor will he allow the whole law to be given, and only by becoming a king can this be made possible.

I envisioned a world where children would be taught to be respected, where strict supervision and checks and balances would produce true fairness, and where people would be free to choose their own path in the future, rather than being forced to compromise by the environment. The land will be distributed to everyone fairly, as long as you do your own thing, no one will starve or freeze to death, in addition, we must make good use of the characteristics of each place, open a variety of tourist facilities, so that everyone can enjoy the beautiful scenery, that is the only gift given to us in this truly fair world.

In order to make such a royal kingdom born, I did not hesitate to let my hands be stained with blood, and I did not hesitate to let my image be stained with stains that could not be washed, even if I became a puppet enslaved by the dirty nobles, I did everything to save my father's image, he should not be spurned by everyone, he should be a hero admired by everyone, I take the fulfillment of King Naza's last wish as my only mission in this life.

But what about you, what have you done?".