Catalog of the Lost - a searing epic

Before she knew it, it was late at night, and during this time, Enya told Emel everything she knew, and watched as Emer's expression gradually changed from initial sadness to anger that was difficult to hide.

"I have said everything I know, and as for the king's reasons, I really don't know, I am just an ordinary woman, three children froze to death in the cold winter, for the sake of other children who are not dead, I really have no choice but to get on the boat. "

Emer didn't speak, silently glaring at the ground, his fists clenched as if they were about to hit the ground.

At this moment, the door of the warehouse slowly opened, and Emel was also attracted by the sound, but the person who opened the door did not come in immediately, and after a while, a familiar figure appeared in Emer's sight.

"So you're there," Yuni said, glancing at Emer and then moving away, scanning his surroundings as he scanned his surroundings, "What's the matter, it's like you're going to kill someone." "

After Yoni's reminder, Emel slowly suppressed his anger and asked, "Is there anything wrong with this late hour?" "

"It's nothing, I just want to be sure of something", Yuni's gaze tossed a few times before it fixed on Enya's face, and when he was convinced of his thoughts, he breathed a sigh of relief, "What, it's not, that damn dream has ruined my eyes." "

Emel recalls that night, when Yuni saw Enya's face and saw her as his mother, and must have mustered up the courage to come here tonight.

"That's all I have to say, Emer, I'm too irritable to sleep tonight, and something happens at this time, so stay with me a little. "

Emer immediately replied in the affirmative to Yoni, then stood up and said to Enya as he walked back, "As long as you do not act hostile to us, I will guarantee your safety. "

Just as Emel was about to walk out of the warehouse, Enya stopped him and finally said, "If you want to know more, go find someone, the second warrior of the Empire, Montel, who is the only one who wants to stop us, and if it were him, he would be willing to help you." "

"I see," said Emel just as he was about to close the warehouse door, and after a moment's hesitation, he grabbed the warehouse door and said, "Thank you." "

After leaving the warehouse, Yoni just walked side by side with Emel and remained silent for a long time.

Yoni noticed Emer's strange appearance, and knew that he must have asked about the war when he went to Enya, the Imperial Man, tonight, and judging from the results, the answer Emer received must be difficult for him to accept.

Slowly, Yoni began to walk ahead, leading Emer's trajectory and taking him to the walls of the fortress.

The

season has already entered winter, and the cold wind has begun to blow, but the warm winter day without clothes for the Imperial people makes Yoni unconsciously wrap his clothes tightly, bury his head in his jacket, and complain: "Ah, it's so cold, why is this damn winter getting colder and colder." "

Still silent, Emel pressed his palms against the wall, supporting his body, looking out into the endless darkness of the night, looking for the slightest light of the long night.

"Can I ask what's going on?" said Yoni.

"She, Enya said, is because of God. "

Yoni sighed and said, "I've almost guessed that this is the case, but the reason why you're angry is probably because the god in their mouth happens to be the one you believe in." "

"No, Yoni, although I grew up in the church and worked as a clergyman, I never believed in his existence, because 'if he really exists, then what is all this,' I told myself. "

"Are you angry because of the ignorance of those people, and you slaughter them just because of your faith..."

"They're being used, Yoni", Yuni stopped talking, just quietly listening to Emel recount what he had just heard. Enya described their hometown, which is a place where they can't survive, in the hot season, the food planted in the spring will be burned away, leaving a dry wilderness, before the cold winter comes, they must build an airtight shelter, stuffed with firewood that can last for three months, the skin cannot touch the air, in a cold winter, because her children have no experience in winter, so they are accidentally exposed to the cold wind, and by the time she drags the child back...

Almost all the people of the empire are like this, the children who can survive safely are getting fewer and fewer year by year, but they have no choice, and at this moment, a monk went to their kingdom, and then began to bewitch them, and for more than twenty years, instilled in them the current mind, and encouraged them to start this war. "

"Is this the truth", Yuni smacked his mouth, "It's boring." "

"Boring, you say it's boring", Emer yelled at Yoni as he turned around, "so many people died because of this!".

"That's why it's boring, because their purpose has been achieved, and they live so freely here. "

Emer looked puzzled and asked, "Do you mean it doesn't matter if we're all dead?"

"I mean, you're so stupid, don't you notice it? Those guys are like us, they have their own ideas, they can learn, they can read words, those placements in the warehouse, they must have learned from observing the furnishings in the room before, because it makes us feel more intimate, for such cunning guys, you believe them when they say a few words? Stupid or not, or do you have compassion because you have been underestimating them because of the battles you have been fighting, and suddenly there is a gracious imperial woman with a group of children as tall as you, and you will believe whatever she says?".

Emer was dumbfounded, all his anger vanished in an instant, and after calming down, he thought about it carefully, and found that Yuni's accusation was justified.

"When I was in Lulu Town, I asked him why he did this after killing the Imperial, and he replied to me that I felt that killing people was a very interesting thing, and if I think about it, I have been killing people since I was very early, whether it is a big man who is taller than me, or a young man younger than me, in short, I will kill anyone who might harm me, and I have never thought it is strange, until now I want to think about it, why am I killing people for? I guess I subconsciously think that killing people is a fun thing, and it would be great if that would be the case, and I wouldn't have to go through the condemnation in my heart anymore. "

"I don't know, I don't understand it at all. Emmelton felt weak in his legs and sat down against the wall, muttering in his mouth.

"You'll soon understand, because it's all the same, the Empire is the same, the Imperial is the same, they're the same, and we're the same. "

"Like whom? You're saying we're like the Imperials, you're insulting the dead, Yoni. "

"It's not an insult, it's just a feeling," said Yoni, who sat down next to Emer, put his arm on Emer's shoulder, and said, "Don't you feel that people do the same thing? Isn't it the same thing to kill, to be killed, to live, to die?" The Imperial people came, chased us and killed, before the Imperial people, it was the Imperial people who wanted to kill me, I didn't want to be killed, so I killed them, when they killed our young people who went out, they would hang their heads on the flag and laugh wildly, kill them, and when they repelled, the people around me were shouting, only I was silent, because I didn't feel that it was something to celebrate, and now I understand, because people are crazy, and they all feel interesting because of killing, crazy. "

"Maybe so, but... Sometimes, killing people will have different meanings, such as... For example...", Emer smiled bitterly, "It's over, after listening to you, I feel that all my thoughts have become dirty." "

"yes, that's why I don't care what the point of this kind of thing is. “

"Maybe it makes sense. “

"What's the point, what's the point of you killing someone?".

Emer was stunned for a moment before slowly replying, "It's not to kill others, it's... I want to live to rebel. “

"So do you still have to have sympathy for them?, and your sword, when it cuts off their heads, will be discouraged by the thought of it?".

"I'm like... Understood", Emel took a deep breath, "War, it's really a boring and boring thing. “

"I feel the same way, ah~ It would be nice if there was wine, in that case, I could continue to scold you a few more words, but now, I can only tell you that you are still very young. "

"And you, Yoni, you're tired of this life. "

"Yes, I've been tired of it for a long time, but what can I do, I've been stuck in the quagmire for a long time, and I don't want to leave because I'm used to the quagmire, but... How do you get out? It is the most stupid thing to know that there is nothing on the quagmire, but to try to go upstream, and when you finally swim to the top and find that you have reached the top, that is the real despair. "

Yoni silently looked at the lightless night sky and sighed again.

"War or strife is really a boring and boring thing. "