The ups and downs of the urban jungle

As Sun Jian listened, he suddenly felt a tremor all over his body. He was stunned for a moment, then rushed forward involuntarily, kneeling with his legs in front of Ding Pei.

"sister! I hope so too! But! sister! I'm afraid I can't control it! I just like to be with my sister, I like to see her smile, I like to smell her scent, and I like the feeling of being close to her.——"

Sun Jian murmured, reaching out and hugging Ding Pei's knees tightly, and Ding Pei pushed Sun Jian hard. He murmured hastily:"No! Sun Jian! We can't do this! We can't!"

"sister! I love you! I love you so much!"

"Don't——"

Ding Pei suddenly stood up, pushed Sun Jian to the ground, and hurriedly hid in his room, paying close attention to the door.

Sun Jian slowly got up, stumbled into his room, and fell on the bed undressed.

Sun Jian thought about it. Wasn't it all because of Ding Pei's pity and pity for him that he was here today? Now he is still so frivolous towards his benefactor, he is really worse than a pig or a dog!

Sun Jian thought of this and slapped himself hard twice. He sat up suddenly and wanted to go to Ding Pei to apologize and repent. He got up and walked to the living room and saw that Ding Pei's door was still closed. He walked to the door and hesitated for a long time, but did not dare to knock.

Sun Jian felt frustrated and desperate. He silently turned off the TV and lights in the living room, returned to his room, and lay on the bed undressed again.

After Ding Pei hid in the room, she leaned behind the door and couldn't help but burst into tears. She didn't know whether it was because of excitement or sadness. Her heart was still pounding and her face was so hot that she couldn't stop her tears.

Although she and Sun Jian met by chance, they hit it off instantly. Later, the siblings got along with each other and cherished each other. They cared for each other and took care of each other for such a long time. My love and affection for Sun Jian had already penetrated into my empty soul unconsciously. He tried his best to pull his emotions back from that sensitive zone, but she found that it was too late.

She is very aware of her beauty and charm, but she is also very aware of her current identity. She is already the mother of a child and someone else's wife. No matter what, she can't stand the torment now and should live her life peacefully. Sun Jian is still a young boy who has just entered society. No matter how good or cute he is, he is not his own. Once such emotions are triggered, it will ruin his life.

She regretted that she had been too close to Sun Jian during this period, and that she had inadvertently touched her inner loneliness. She very much hoped that Sun Jian's true feelings for her were just a momentary impulse under certain circumstances and a misunderstanding that was not deep in his heart.

She also hopes that as time goes by, this misunderstanding that should not happen will be slowly eliminated.

However, she herself was unable to control this inner desire and yearning in the first place. The more she tried to prevent the spread of this emotion, the more she felt that the desire in her two hearts that had been ignited was so difficult to conceal.

She had almost no doubt that Sun Jian's feelings for her came from the heart and were extremely sincere. There is attachment like family members, care like flesh and blood, and there is also the flame of love that is on the verge of breaking out. Until now, she didn't know how to deal with it. She originally wanted to use reason to extinguish the other party, but her own flames burned even brighter.

Ding Pei tore his hair frantically and opened the door suddenly - the living room was dark and silent. But in Sun Jian's room, there was still light coming from the crack in the door. She tiptoed to the door, wanting to see what was going on inside and hear what was going on inside. He even hoped that Sun Jian would suddenly open the door now. But this is just her imagination.

Sun Jian lay quietly on the bed, carefully recalling everything that had happened from meeting Ding Pei on the street until now. He still hasn't figured out what he has that can make Ding Pei treat him so attentively and caringly?

He worked very hard, hoping to give Ding Pei some reward, some repayment, but he really didn't know what to do? What to do? He has been feeling very depressed and annoyed about this!

Ding Pei is indeed too excellent and perfect. Before meeting Ding Pei, he always felt that Lin Bing was the best and most perfect. But after meeting Ding Pei, I realized that the beauty of a woman lies not only in appearance, but also in the temperament that shines from her bones. That is the true and complete conquest of men.

Perhaps it's not just the age difference. In Sun Jian's mind, Ding Pei is indeed an angel-like deity and his God.

He liked the feeling of being gently touched by Ding Pei and was very attached to Ding Pei's warm and soft embrace. Every time he thought about embracing her passionately, he felt a sense of shame, a sense of defilement. Ding Pei's body and soul were extremely holy in his eyes.

But there is no doubt that he is in love with her, every hair on her head, every breath on her body. This kind of love has already penetrated deeply into every cell in the body and into every crack in the bones.

The biggest pain in Sun Jian's heart is that he must not have the slightest distracting thoughts or reveal the love he has for Ding Pei. He cherishes Ding Pei's affection and ambiguity towards him very much. What’s more, Ding Pei needs the same kind of care, distress, connection and care for his relatives!

It's like standing on a tightrope high in the sky. He would never dare to make the slightest deviation or take the slightest risk. If you are not careful, you will be in an abyss.

Sun Jian fell on the bed and suffered in pain for a long time. He couldn't help but get up again and opened the door involuntarily.