The ups and downs of the urban jungle

After that, Ding Pei didn't come to his parents' house for a long time, and Sun Jian suddenly felt an inexplicable depression and loss. He also couldn't sleep for several nights. Various shadows of Ding Pei are always appearing in front of his eyes. Especially the faint sadness and plaintive expression he saw that day that he rarely saw.

He has been thinking hard in his mind. Why didn't Ding Pei come to his parents' house? I don’t even care about the vague tutoring anymore. Obviously, Ding Pei is deliberately avoiding himself, but why?

Sun Jian turned over all the words he said and all the situations he experienced that day on the outing with Ding Pei over and over again in his mind. He thought about it over and over again. He felt that he didn't say anything too outrageous that day. Don't do anything inappropriate. Could it be Ding Pei himself - he didn't dare to think further.

He had always firmly believed that Ding Pei belonged to that kind of quiet, indifferent, happy family woman and leisurely woman.

But now he saw Ding Pei's heart. Could it be that Ding Pei didn't want to see him again because of this?

From the first moment he saw Ding Pei, Ding Pei was perfect in his heart. Ding Pei broke into his world with the mythical beauty of an angel. Until she came completely close to him and he could intimately touch Ding Pei's perfection, Ding Pei was still a myth in her mind. Such beauty.

She is his benefactor and his closest relative. He loves her, but he doesn't know how he should love her. As long as she can be so happy and happy, he is really willing to give his life. But then he thought about it. He now has nothing and nothing. He relies on Ding Pei to live a normal life. What does he have to give to others? Some of them are worthless and no one will care about them!

Did Ding Pei really treat him out of sympathy and pity? Do you really treat yourself as a biological brother for the sake of your parents? But Sun Jian could clearly feel an unbearable loneliness and a burning flame from Ding Pei's calm expression.

He also believed that he had already been deeply attracted by such an almost perfect woman.

However, he was still worried and scared. What was he worried about? afraid of what? I don’t seem to be very clear either. He was worried that he would lose his judgment, and even more afraid that this would cause any harm to Ding Pei. This is not only a crime against Ding Pei, but also a crime against himself.

But deep down in his heart, he longed to be closer to such a woman and rely more on such a woman. She can not only give herself the greatest happiness, warmth, tenderness, and pleasure, but also give herself a life full of sunshine.

Thinking of this, he strengthened his confidence. For such a woman, it would be worth it even if he died a thousand times!

Sun Jian was tortured and struggled in love and love like this!

In the days when Ding Pei didn't come back, Sun Jian seemed to be a different person. Nothing tastes good, nothing you do tastes good. He tries his best to be well-behaved and attentive every day, playing chess with his father and helping his mother with any chores he can. But the smile on his face was obviously forced to act rough. My whole body seemed to be duller than before, and my face had lost a lot of weight in a few days. His parents didn't know what was going on, so they carefully inquired around and asked him if he was in a bad mood because the work had not been completed yet. Sun Jian obviously felt that he was inexplicably frustrated because he didn't know how to face his parents. Since his parents mentioned work, he simply admitted it.

In order to show that he was in a bad mood because of work, Sun Jian suddenly hurriedly bought many newspapers from the street and carefully read every recruitment information. Now he really wants to go out and find a job as soon as possible so as to forget these endless worries and anxiety.

But just when he was about to seriously look for a job and divert his attention, Ding Pei suddenly came again with Mengmeng. Thinking about it carefully, it seems that the second elder secretly called Ding Pei behind his back and even nagged him.

As soon as Ding Pei entered the house, he reported Sun Jian's work problems to his parents. Gao Ming said that he had already said hello to the director of the TV station, and the other party did not refuse. It should be a promising issue.

TV station, this is a good unit! Good career! Being respected, the benefits are good, and the job is very stable. When Ding Pei's parents heard this, they danced excitedly. He quickly called Sun Jian out of the room and told him the good news.

Sun Jian came out of the house and suddenly saw Ding Pei. He was unprepared, his eyes were nowhere to be seen, and his mind went blank. He didn't seem to listen to the news brought by Ding Pei at all. Instead, he said some childish words incoherently. I am not a major in this field, I just rely on my connections. I wonder if people will look down upon me when I get in!

"Stop it! Until now, my brain is still not clear! What era is it now? Is that all you can do? Not relying on relationships? If you don’t rely on relationships, what can you rely on? Can you make a living here with your skills?"

When Ding Pei heard this, he was really angry. In fact, Ding Pei's anger was not directed at Sun Jian alone, nor was it just directed at Sun Jian's few words. These days , Ding Pei has always been holding in his heart a nameless anger, nameless fire, it is so uncomfortable that he has no place to vent.

"Sun Jian! I just want to remind you that as a human being, you must learn to be content! Know how to cherish it! We must learn how to face this society——"

"sister! I don't mean anything else! I just feel that I always cause trouble for you——"

Sun Jian didn't know what he said wrong just now, and he didn't know why Ding Pei was so angry. He just felt aggrieved, secretly wiped his tears and walked into his room.

The two old men looked at each other, their faces changed. Ding Pei's mother stepped forward and snatched Mengmeng away, glaring at Ding Pei fiercely:"You damn girl, where did you take the gunpowder? Do you think you can talk like that?"

Ding Pei's father also came slightly closer and lectured her in a low voice. :"Pepei! It is conscience to know how to repay kindness, and it is also conscience to show kindness without intending to repay it. As a person, you must be strict with yourself and be lenient to others. This is the quality and cultivation of a person."

"dad! mom! It's because I'm in a bad mood and talk uncontrollably. I'll go and persuade him"

"Go in and apologize to people properly. Don't always think that just because you have helped others, you can yell at them and they will have self-respect. I think this kid has a very kind heart and is very sensible. If you continue to bully others like this, I won't be able to forgive you."Ding Pei's mother chattered a few words, picked up Mengmeng, and winked at the old man:"Please advise others carefully and be sincere. Let's take Mengmeng down for a walk."

Ding Pei's parents hugged Mengmeng and went out. Ding Pei suddenly felt flustered again. Thinking about his unknown anger just now, Ding Pei raised his hand and lightly slapped his mouth, and stood there blankly to calm himself down.

Sun After all, it was because of Ding Pei that Jian became the godson of the family. The two old men seemed to really regard the siblings as their darlings, and they would often give enough space to the children and the two young people.. Let them communicate well and deepen the sibling relationship, which will also better retain Sun Jian's heart.

Ding Pei felt a burst of unknown fire, and even he felt baffled.

After returning from the resort, Ding Pei's mood has not been better.. At home, whenever she meets Gao Ming, she doesn’t have a good face. He doesn’t seem to care about Sun Jian’s affairs at all, and he still doesn’t care about her at all. How can she still give him a good face? Her daughter sometimes asks her about her homework, Ding Pei didn't have the patience she had before. She raised her tone after saying less than three sentences, and was so frightened that she didn't dare to say a word.

Ding Pei couldn't come to her parents' house because she was angry. She didn't even know who she was angry with? Why was she angry? But She has been angry and outbursts recently.

In such a mood, she is afraid to see Sun Jian, she will definitely be upset, and there is an inexplicable anger in her heart. When she thinks of that day, she was in front of Sun Jian, She actually showed such vulnerability and sadness. In front of such a little boy, in front of her godbrother. What was she doing? Was she trying to win his sympathy and pity? She was his sister, she How could this be?

She was very upset and angry. This fire had been kept in her heart and had nowhere to release it. It happened that she met Sun Jian who refused to comment on a word. Of course she vented it all over her head.

But after venting, she He was also discouraged and at a loss.

Ding Pei just thought about it for a while, then got up, silently walked to Sun Jian's door, opened the door gently and went in.

Sun Jian locked himself in the room, sat in front of the table, his eyes flashed Ding Pei came in quietly, closed the door, walked over, reached out and stroked Sun Jian's hair affectionately. It was an apology and a comfort.

"how? Angry?"

Ding Pei's warm caress immediately melted Sun Jian's heart and made Sun Jian panic.

"No! I'm not - not angry!"

"Not angry? Sister, you still don’t know the little Jiujiu in your heart! A man must be able to bend and stretch. Don't always feel wronged. I know your self-esteem is hurt right now, but that's the reality. Sister too - she came here like this!"

"sister——"

Sun Jian suddenly hugged Ding Pei's waist tightly and couldn't help crying:"Sister! I'm not! I don't have it! I just feel - I don't want to rely on him - and I don't want to cause you any more trouble! I I would rather go out and find any job by myself. I am not afraid of hardship! I am not afraid of being hit! I will work hard! I will honor my parents well in the future! I will honor you well!"

Sun Jian's hug and sob suddenly made Ding Pei All the thinking and vigilance of these days were instantly defeated and disrupted. Her heart completely returned to its soft and compassionate nature. She was not surprised or flustered, nor did she push away in panic, but gently stroked his hair again.

"younger brother! Don't be like this, you're not asking him to do this, it's all what he should do. You are a grown man, why are you crying for no reason?"

Ding Pei was a little flustered for some reason, and there was a burst of sadness and love in her heart. She was a little hesitant and at a loss, but she still let Sun Jian hold her in his arms and sobbed as much as she wanted to vent.

"sister! I don’t know why, but when I see my sister, I can’t help but want to cry. These days, my sister doesn’t want to see me. I thought she would never care about me again.——"

Ding Pei was touched by Sun Jian's emotions and burst into tears. She wiped her tears in a panic and tried her best to calm down and cover herself up, but her voice was still trembling and choked:"Fool! How could it be? Isn't sister here? Isn't sister going to keep an eye on him these days? Hurry up and give it to you When work matters are implemented well, sister feels at ease!"

Sun Jian couldn't help but cry again:"Sister! I miss you! Don't be angry with me! I really - miss you so much! I'm so afraid that you will be angry, Ignore me no more. I hate myself, but I don’t know why I offended my sister. Sister! You must tell me what I did wrong. You can hit me or scold me, but don’t be so angry and ignore me. How am I? I am here now. Although my parents are also relatives, they need to be taken care of and respected. I am a real relative like my sister, you know?"

"younger brother! Stop crying! Sister knows! Sister knows it. I’m telling you now, I’m just like you now. I only have you as my only relative, and I miss you too! Sister will only be so happy when she is with you……"Ding Pei has completely returned to purity and nature, with her own emotions naturally dissipating and revealing.

"sister——"

Sun Jian suddenly raised his head, wiped away his tears, and looked at Ding Pei infatuatedly, revealing a smile through his tearful eyes. Ding Pei suddenly felt shy and hot, and hurriedly broke away from Sun Jian's arms and moved away from him.

Sun Jian did not dare to face Ding Pei again, so he could only sit there blankly with his head lowered.