The ups and downs of the urban jungle

Since Ding Pei chose to marry Gao Ming, he also chose death.

The dreams of my youth have long been crushed by reality; the pride of my natural beauty is now only a soulless body. Perhaps, the whole world thought that she was having the happiest life now, and only he knew that her living like this was no different than dead.

Ding Pei even forgot about it. When did she start to have an inexplicable disgust towards her body? Especially when Gao Ming occasionally wanted to be intimate with her, she felt an uncontrollable nausea and wanted to vomit!

Gao Ming's reaction to Ding Pei was always because he had something in his heart and never dared to embarrass himself. On the contrary, Ding Pei herself suspected that there was something wrong with her body and secretly went to see a doctor. After a comprehensive examination, the doctor gave her a reassuring conclusion. This is not a physical problem on her part, but a subconscious psychological reaction.

Ding Pei's mental illness, as time went by, gradually transferred to the trivial details of daily life. No matter in spring, summer, autumn or winter, the most diligent thing she does is to take a shower several times a day, almost for several hours each time, as if there is some bad luck stuck on her body that cannot be cleaned no matter how much she washes.

Later, she even didn't let go of the sheets and quilts at home, washing and drying them repeatedly. Then it extended from bed sheets and quilts to a change of clothes, tables, chairs and furniture. As long as she has time, she will keep scrubbing and washing. Slowly, Gao Ming accepted her mysophobia.

In fact, the two basically separated from each other after giving birth to Mengmeng. Basic married life is almost cut off. Originally, Gao Ming was often busy until midnight because of work and social activities. And Ding Pei had to go to bed early with her child. The two of them live under the same roof like this, and the opportunities to meet and talk every day are actually very limited. Later, Gao Ming fully accepted Ding Pei's mysophobia, and Ding Pei also fully accepted Gao Ming's staying out at night. The two of them had a tacit understanding, neither arguing nor fighting, nor interfering with each other, and they lived in peace.

The biggest advantage of Gao Ming is that he never dislikes Ding Pei no matter what. He always puts his family and children first. No matter how he earns money, he never hides it from Ding Pei. In every aspect, he can be considered a good family man. As for Ding Pei, in addition to being young, beautiful, and versatile, her character is absolutely gentle, virtuous, and knowledgeable. She knew that she had failed to fulfill her duties as a wife, and she never cared about anything Gao Ming did after he left home. Only in this way can we maintain and build such a harmonious and happy five-good family.

Of course, these are family privacy, and neither Gao Ming nor Ding Pei would let anyone pry into any clues about their families. Therefore, Gao Ming and Ding Pei's private villa is almost never open to the public, including Ding Pei's parents. Ding Pei and Gao Ming usually come to visit, but the family rarely reunites at the villa.

After Sun Jian moved into Ding Pei's parents' house, Ding Pei's own villa lost even more appeal to Ding Pei and even Meng Meng. Although the villa is luxurious and spacious, the house is empty and deserted all year round. Apart from sleeping at night, it can hardly perform any other functions. A luxurious house is just a place to stay.

After Mengmeng started learning English, Ding Pei also had more reasons to stay with his parents. At first, when Mengmeng couldn't bear it and fell asleep, Ding Pei insisted on going back to his home. Later, Ding Pei's parents found it troublesome, so what's wrong with their daughter returning to her parents' home for a night or two? As a result, Ding Pei was no longer stubborn, and Gao Ming felt it was reasonable. Regardless of whether Ding Pei goes home or not, the two of them will not bother each other.

But on this day, Gao Ming was too busy to go home until the clock turned. Gao Ming, who had long been accustomed to the darkness and desolation of his home, opened the door in a daze, and suddenly saw the light in his home, and he couldn't help but let out a scream. Unexpectedly, this scream also frightened Ding Pei, who was already asleep on the sofa in the living room, covering his ears and screaming. Gao Ming just woke up from a dream and quickly stepped forward to hug Ding Pei and comfort him.

The two of them slowly came to their senses, and Ding Pei hurriedly broke away from Gao Ming's arms and drank a large glass of cold water, and then slowly calmed down.

After Gao Ming calmed down, he looked embarrassed and confused:"It's so late, why don't you go into the room to sleep? You're still sitting on the sofa in a daze."

"You also said that it is more difficult to meet you than to meet the emperor in a year. I'm waiting for you to come back and ask about finding a job for Sun Jian."

Gao Ming touched his head and seemed to have forgotten it a long time ago! Fortunately, he reacted quickly. As soon as he rolled his eyes, he remembered the bad things that he and Lin Bing had been struggling with in the past few days. If Sun Jian was asked to help Lin Bing, it would be too late. It can be regarded as an insider arranged by himself, wouldn't it be the best of both worlds? After an intense brain teaser, Gao Ming immediately showed a relaxed expression

"Why! Recently, I just came into contact with a cultural company and approved a good project for them, which is quite promising! How about letting your godbrother go there first and stay there for a while?"

"Cultural company? The project you approved?"

"This project is really good. As long as the company can operate this project well, the company will be up and running very quickly."

"snort! I'm afraid I've met some young and beautiful girl again! Otherwise, would you be so interested?"

"These are all my job responsibilities. It’s convenient for others and myself!"

"That is, then you should keep this convenience to yourself! In this kind of company, are you looking for a job for him or dragging him along?"

"Now that college students have just come out, don’t they just hang around like this first and then think of something later?"

"My parents really treat him as their son now. Even if I don't have any objection, Sun Jian is willing to do it. It's not easy to talk to my parents. In other words, it's not very difficult for you to find a decent job. Why do you make my parents unhappy?"

"Okay! Then wait a little longer. I have to wait for an opportunity for this kind of thing. I won’t have to ask for help just for this matter, right?"

"I just want to remind you not to forget it, and I don’t ask you to specifically ask for help. Anyway, his body has not fully recovered yet, and he happens to be working as an English tutor for Mengmeng again. There is no rush for one or two days"

"that is! Isn’t this great! Don’t be too anxious about work! Since I promised you! You don’t have to keep it in your heart forever."

"yes! If I didn’t remind you today, you would have forgotten all about it! In your head, I think you are just pretending to be those young and beautiful little girls all day long, how can you remember anything else?"

"have a look! here we go again! I'm so busy running around here and there every day, how can I have so much time to spare? You're just too busy. You have to think about something if you have nothing to do."

"yes! you busy! I'm free! I'm always looking for trouble! I'm too lazy to argue with you, just take care of yourself and don't lose this black gauze hat on your head!"

"Don’t worry! Absolutely not! but——"

"But what?"

"nothing!"

"clever! There is no longer a day or two between us, and we don’t have to play riddles with each other. After all, we are still confused. Over the years, I have always turned a blind eye to you. I just don’t want to cause trouble, but I am not an idiot! I just want to be quiet and peaceful! You also have to be content and know what is good and what is good"

"Yep! I have always said that you are the best woman in the world, both beautiful and virtuous! I am very contented!"

"So much the better!"

At this moment, Gao Ming felt a burst of excitement coming out of nowhere. He couldn't help but lean over and wanted to hug Ding Pei and make out. Ding Pei stared at Gao Ming uncooperatively. He suddenly felt an inexplicable feeling of nausea in his heart and struggled to get away. Turn around and go back to the room. Gao Ming lights up a cigarette out of boredom.