The ups and downs of the urban jungle

Although the alcohol content of the red wine was very low, Yang Hui drank almost half of it. Although he wasn't too drunk, his mood was a little low and he was still walking in a daze. Lin Bing was very clear-headed and followed Yang Hui closely. The two got out of the elevator, Yang Hui opened his room, and Lin Bing followed him inside. Yang Hui entered the room and fell on the bed

"okay! You should also go to bed early! I'm not in a good mood today! Want sleep"

"Go to sleep if you want, are you afraid that I will molest you? When I went out with you before, I drank too much and wanted me to come over to accompany you, but you didn't dare to call me. Now that I have taken the initiative, you still want to chase me away?"

Yang Hui suddenly sat up from the bed and stared at Lin Bing.

"Lin Bing! I would really rather you treat me the way you did before, than want you to - change anything? Lin

Bing met Yang Hui's sharp gaze, paused for a moment, then avoided it, turned around and poured two glasses of water, handed one to Yang Hui, held the glass himself, lowered his head and sat on a stool nearby.

"People! Many times they are actually very contradictory, and what they say is completely different from what they think. I was like this before, so I was very tired from life. Now, I don’t want to be tired anymore"

"Lin Bing! You have really changed!"

"yes! I've already said this! I have it all figured out now! Do you really not want me to change, do you really want me to be the same person as before?"

"I-I don’t know either!"

"But I know that if I still stay the same as before, I will feel tired, and the people I deal with will also feel tired. That way, sooner or later, you will be unable to tolerate it and kick me away. I don’t want to get such an ending."

"Lin Bing! Your change really surprises me. You left the most beautiful image in my heart, and it was completely shattered"

"So do you feel - pity, or do you feel - happy!"

"I feel cruel!"

"So you mean - you really - don't want to accept me?"

"no no! I - as long as you are willing to follow me, I will - cherish you even more!"

"cherish me?"

"Yes! I have always cherished you and have always cherished you. I don't think of you as that kind of girl, just because I cherish you more!"

"Mr. Yang——"

"Lin Bing! Now that the words have come to this point, can I give you some advice? In fact, between men and women, cherishing is true love. This kind of love is the most important and profound affection between each other. In modern society, people live very impetuously. Especially those of us who have to mix in society, we usually look cool, but deep down we are extremely lonely. Life is all about socializing and coping, everything is fake"

"Nothing is true?"

"have! But I can only hide it deeply in my heart!"

"what is that?"

"like!"

"like?"

"Yes! true love!"

"So - do you have it in your heart?"

"No!"

"No?"

"not allowed!"

"Why?"

"Not worthy! Not qualified!"

"so! You are actually - very tired too! Very bitter!"

"Everyone lives a very tiring life! Very bitter!"

"Mr. Yang! thank you! Taught me another life lesson! I am also very tired, bitter and conflicted! In the past, we all took love very seriously and seriously. But later I discovered that it was all illusory. Later, someone told me that only reality is the most real. Therefore, I want to live realistically and grasp reality. However, you told me again today that this is a lie and that is the truth. I really don’t know what to do now."

"Lin Bing——"

"Mr. Yang! You'd better ask me to resign and let me leave!"

"Why?"

"I'm tired too!"

"you are tired?"

"yes! I'm tired! In the past, I lived a noble and self-centered life, and no one accepted me. Now I have become realistic and practical and no one accepts me. I don’t know how to be accepted, loved, cared for and loved by others"

"Have you ever loved someone with your heart? Do you think that you don’t need to love others with your heart, and others should love you with their heart?"

"I——"

"Don't think that you are young and beautiful, this is your capital. Don't think that you can exchange everything with these. This is the most fatal lack of young girls like you today. Do you understand now?"

"You bastard - I hate you.——"

Lin Bing suddenly became hysterical, cried uncontrollably, covered her face and rushed out. Yang Hui was stunned for a long time before he got up and chased out the door. However, Lin Bing had already entered his room and slammed the door. Yang Hui followed up and knocked on the door to apologize. The door was tightly closed, and only the tearing cries could be heard inside.