A former fool wants to change the world

Wind passing through the wilderness, please stay for a moment for me.

How long does it take for a fresh wound to be condensed into a scab by time and pain and then fall off naturally? Almost no one knows this better than Berning. The scars that appeared under the old scabs were often glowing with new white color and itched like ants walking around. They always reminded her of Hu Shao's gentle touch and reproachful words for fear of hurting her.

How did she answer her best friend at that time?

"It's not that doing the right thing doesn't come without a price."

My parents' persistence, my teachers' goals, and the sacrifices of everyone from previous generations to the present... Now it's just my turn."

Sennisai thought.

It's just a bad life that should have died at the age of ten. The worst The result is nothing more than this

「Lin Gong Chao Ye chased after him early and leaked all the copper pots to kill him at the beginning.

Half a wisp of blue clouds crosses the moon, and a regular silver mirror is cracked into a comb.

He poured himself into the water to pray for longevity, and the scattered smoke filled the king's emptiness.

The bones have been attacked by the new cold, and the willow shades are sparse due to sunlight.」

……

【See you again, dear man in heaven】

【Sunnyside has done her best. Even so, do you still want to criticize her?】

【No, no, of course not.

Many years ago in early winter, she became a fake messenger of God on the day she turned ten.

When I saw her as a child, using her ordinary childish body, to climb up to where your advance envoy was little by little to seek answers, I knew that I would definitely not be able to turn a blind eye to her, even if the law of simulation There are better candidates.

She was the only one who reached out to me to seek the truth. This deserves to be rewarded, right?】

【The reward you are talking about is to bind her with a responsibility that is completely impossible for one person to bear, such as saving the world?】

【I won't have high expectations for her. When expectations exceed her abilities, they will only bring her devastating failure and the pain of being unable to respond.】

……

"This 66 billion times the weight of the sun, the most cold and crazy creation in the universe is right in front of me."

【This is the tomb of history. 】

The palace made of bones and lies is my only residence among the empty stars. Wild beasts devoured everything, fire chewed everything, and the boiling river of blood rolled before them. The red sky was neither day nor night, and it was impossible to tell where the sun should be. The calls for help came from all directions, but they could only echo in vain in this forest made of death.

Strange gods reached out to her.

Boom boom. This heart beat so fiercely that it almost burned through her palms, her senses, and the narrow space and time they were in, running freely towards the mountains, rivers, vegetation, and stars.

Boom. She heard her pulse like the wind blowing through the pine forest in the peaks of the West Sea, like the waterfall falling down the long river, like the undulating tide hitting the steep rocks under the moonlight, and then the moon changed to the sun, and the sun changed to the moon.

She has never seen the blue sea tidal.

Why are you so submissive? When did you become so weak? Do you think death is heaven? After all, you are the only one who will truly die.

What about the reality you actually have? Is this world where everyone will sleep forever a purgatory? In this case, why do you stubbornly guard everything?

You are afraid, you are afraid that countless lives and deaths will repeat themselves in your reality, you are afraid that you will face the death plan of everyone every time you open your eyes, do you want to use countless deaths to offset their deaths? That is impossible.

So are you giving up? After seven sweet days, you will usher in the dark and sweet eternal dream. Or if you continue to persevere and wear yourself down, then at dawn, after the bell rings twelve times, you will die in physical pain.

Do you want to forget everything? Forget their deaths again and again, forget the ladder paved with your own corpses - however, only in this way can you fall from the top of the tower, before the stars fall, abandon the memory of suffering forever, and return to the person you said you were. People are still watching over your"heaven"

……

"Your faith cannot bear the weight of a drop of blood to save the world? ridiculous.

You want to change the world, but you don't want to get blood on your hands. At this point, you still want to be alone and keep yourself holy. Your salvation is based on hypocrisy, your firmness is based on weakness, and your holiness is the greatest irony of your ignorance.

What are you still worried about? Stretch your hands into the dirtiest abyss and let them be covered with blood that cannot be washed away. You must admit that you are already... full of filth."

Look at the failure of your own survival so far. You are not even trusted by your own body.

The mountain wind swept by, and she realized that the night was so chilly. The fallen tung leaves were blown in front of him and flew far away.. The play has begun, and there is no way to turn back.

How could she not understand. She remained silent in the exhaustion of strength, just like for many years after that, she was silent in the night rain and the lamentation of the window lattice. She stayed in the silence of the night for a long time. Sitting there, with only my soaked clothes by my side.

The world goes by the flowing water, and it seems like a dream.

When I chant crazily, the darkness should lie down and listen quietly, and the darkness should see my beard swelling up, and passionately and painfully joyful. She coldly welcomed and resisted the huge fire of time. The flames upward, holding my long hair and flying like wings. Dare to burn yourself in time. It will crystallize in eternity. The suppressed anger burned behind her, forcing She stood in front of the flame. The fire came from behind and shone on her, making her shadow dark and long, covering her path.

She only hoped that the spark of hope would light up in front of her. Although the faint light cannot dispel the shadow, it is enough to lead her to a brighter and warmer future.

……

"Who is the most important character in every heroic story? Is he a hero? Wrong, it's me. I gave them the chance to be heroes, the chance to die for what they believed in.

One day you will find that everything you do is in vain. The world does not need your name. The justice you uphold will deteriorate with the times. The only thing left is the hero's name."

When you ask someone a question, if she answers something different than what was asked, it is already an answer, and there is no need to ask any more questions.

Why did she and Barnabas part ways?

Because they have different ideas, and even if they have the same goal, they will not choose the same path.

Admit it, the one who is as pure as ice The ideal warrior has long since disappeared. Whether she was pretending to win over you from the beginning, or she gradually forgot her original intention after taking a high position. Is it my destiny to hold the sword at the moment of awakening, or is this the destiny of the sword? The fate of the world? Suddenly everything has the answer

——So what if you know me, I just do what I want

"You have never seen the life-saving blow of this broken body!"

Darkness passing by, please take me away.

……

A little cold.

Shao Shao, who was already an inhuman body, didn't have to worry. She looked up and saw her best friend sitting on the roof gazing at the moon in the distance, shaking unnoticeably.

"Not like a birthday boy"

"……To put it bluntly, it’s just an ordinary day. After so many years, I didn't expect you to still remember - it's enough to have someone by your side."

She gently pulled her best friend's leg, and he jumped down with the force.

"Why do you think I disturbed your interest in admiring the moon? Shao Shao took off his coat and put it on Berning's shoulders,"I brought you some longevity noodles and put them on the table. Eat them while they're gone.""

She was pulled into a warm room and hugged into the arms of her best friend.

All days are not as bright as tomorrow, she thought.

There is no need to fear the future, and there is no need to cry about the past.

……

So?hard?to?let?go, it’s too hard to let go,

And?I?still?hear?the?sound?of?your?voice?singin?in?my?head,

I can still hear your voice echoing in my head,

I?cant?surrender?cause?the?ropes?slowly?coming?apart,

I can't surrender because the rope is slowly unraveling,

But?hangin?by?a?thread, life hangs by a thread,

Its?gone?on?for? too?long?and?this?is?it, this has been going on for too long,

So?take?a?look?into?my?eyes?one?last?time, look into my eyes one last time,

So?we?never?forget?the?way?we?were?before, so we never forget how we were before,

When?we?came?alive?at?the?moment?we?met, we met That's the moment of awakening,

This?is?still?worth?fighting,?still?worth?fighting?for, all of this is still worth fighting for,

A?glass?thats?half?empty?wont?wash?away?the?mistakes, a half-empty glass cannot wash away mistakes, it?only?makes?a?mess,?its?worth?defending, although it can only create confusion, but Still worth protecting,

A?tiny?glimpse?of?what?it?would?take?to?make?us?better?yet, a glimpse into the past might make us better,

Its?gone?on?for?too?long?and? this?is?it, this has been going on for too long, so?take?a?look?into? my?eyes ?one?last?time, so?we?never? forget?the?way?we?were?before, so that we will never forget how we were before,

When?we?came?alive?at?the?moment?we?met, when we meet, that is awakening At this moment,

This?is?still?worth?fighting?for?a?love?that?wants?to?live, for the fresh love, can still fight,

Ill?give?you?all?Ive?got? to?give,

I give you everything I can give,

So?lets?try?one?last?time?so?we?never?forget, let's try one last time so we never forget,

This ?is?still?worth?fighting,?still?worth?fighting?for, it's still worth fighting for,

Now?that?we?know?just?who?we?are, now that?we?know?just?who?we?are Who,

Now?that?weve?finally?come?this?far, now that we've finally come this far,

Im?ready?for?one?more?battle?scar,

I'm ready for one more battle scar

Cause?this?is?still?worth?fighting?for, So

? take?a?look?into?my?eyes?one?last?time, one last time Look me in the eyes,

So?we?never?forget?the?way?we?were?before,

So we never forget the way we were,

When?we?came?alive?at?the?moment ?we?met, when we met, it was the moment of awakening.

This?is?still?worth?fighting?for?a?love?that?wants?to?live, for the living love, we can still fight ,

Ill?give?you?all?Ive?got?to?give,

I give you everything I can give,

So?lets?try?one?last?time?so?we?never?forget, let us do it again One last try so we never forget,

This?is?still?worth? fighting?for,

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I'm ready for one more battle scar ), this is still worth fighting for

,

(Im?ready?for?one?more?battle?scar),

I'm ready for more battle scars,

This?is?still?worth?fighting,?were?still?worth?fighting?for , all this is still worth fighting for..