A former fool wants to change the world

"The 37th cup."

I was stopping by to help out a little while upstairs. I heard brother Diluc gnashing his teeth.

It is said that the acting captain - that is, the lion's tooth knight, Jean Gunnhild, fell ill due to overwork not long ago. Half a day ago We went under the big tree in Fengqi Land again, and it was said that we were almost attacked by the Abyss Mage, but the traveler who saved Mondstad went over to check the situation, and he should be fine.

Of course, Brother Diluc was definitely not angry—— This is most likely just because the contrast between the bard in green clothes below and the word-of-mouth wind god Barbatos is so great that brother Diluc, who has known the truth for a long time, still can't accept it until now..

Also mixed with some hatred for the Knights.

But I don’t think this is surprising. After all, there is no rule that a certain god must stay in a certain place and do fixed things, let alone Barbatos, who is known for his freedom. With gods like this, how can we expect an organization without any majesty?

But it is also possible that I have already guessed it, much earlier than they accepted.

And although the huge dragon They always say that he doesn't do serious business, but Mondstadt is like spring all year round, and the power of the gods must have contributed a lot. Most of them are just teasing the Fengshen himself.

Then let's get back to the topic.

Sister Ningzi went to prepare food for the acting leader. The drinks were gone, and I had a good impression of the group leader, so I went to the store first and moved the necessary things down from the second floor.

I heard that this consolation party was organized by Kaiya’s brother in the name of a traveler. The form and style feel very different from when he was a child.

My previous impression of my dark-skinned brother was that he was shy and introverted. What exactly have they experienced? My intuition tells me that this is not an issue that should be brought up for discussion.

The party downstairs was still going on, and I quietly slipped away from the balcony on the second floor.

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Since then, it seems to be the obligation of every member of the Knights of the West Wind to force the acting leader out of overloaded work to hold a banquet. I can always see her being pulled or pushed out of the office,"Forced"Enjoy a rare moment of relaxation.

Sometimes it was Brother Kaia who had a drastic change in temperament, sometimes it was the knowledgeable Miss Rose Witch, but more often than not, quite a few members worked together to embrace her directly into the gift of the angel.

I do feel a little envious, but what does that have to do with me?

Then one day, I needed to find some joint lubricants for Sister Ah Shao. Everyone was busy with their own affairs, so I could only ask Yuanxiu, who had been to the snowy mountains and was familiar with me, to take me to an alchemist named Abedo. buy there

"Frasiti……？"

He stared at my face and suddenly muttered to himself, then shook his head

"……It's nothing, I'm confused."

I bought the things I needed, and before I left, Abedo asked me,"Have you ever had any questions or confusion about yourself?"

If it refers to life experience, there is no such thing.

I have already lived like this, how can I find my biological parents again?

If simple measures could really solve any problem, the world would not be what it is today.

The inventory is completed, Abedo picked up a bottle of liquid from the shelf

"The reagent I developed can recall some of the things you have witnessed but not remembered. I would like you to try the effect, but I heard that you don't like medicine very much, so don't force yourself."

I reached out and took the test tube handed to me by Albedo. There was azure liquid flowing inside.

"Can."

I heard myself saying.

I opened my eyes.

From the first perspective of this body, it seemed to be in the arms of a woman, with an adult man standing next to me.

My first feeling told me that I I need to call these two people my blood relatives, my biological parents

"Please continue!"

"Frasity, is that right?"

The man in front of them in the huge pointed hat looked up.

"She is a lovely girl, but it is a pity that after a while, your family will face a huge disaster. She will die at the hands of a robber who robbed her of her wealth."

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"Wait a moment!"

I heard Miss Mona, who lives in Mondstadt, calling me.

"Were you... abandoned by your biological parents in Mondstadt Cathedral?"

It was about to be lunch time, so I went to the Deer Hunter and ordered two takeaways. Miss Mona ate very deliciously.

Since the economic situation is like this, there is no need to spend all the money on divination.

And Miss Mona gave My answer is,"This is what I believe in"

"I have no business being an astrologer if I can't live up to even the most basic truths."

It is said that Miss Mona had a senior who taught her this.

That senior caused the separation of a family due to incomplete divination results. She only found out today that the child in that family was me.

"This is an irreversible fate."

But astrologers cannot see through people's hearts after all.

Although it is true that I was abandoned in Mondstadt Cathedral after the results of his divination, but even across the dimension of time, I still felt the true feelings of my parents in that memory. Emotions, reluctance, and determination to protect me.

My biological parents did not abandon me, but used an extreme method to save my life.

Who can be sure that the most evil person will not use the child as a threat?

"Don't leave in a hurry, I haven't finished speaking yet! You have survived disasters that ordinary people cannot imagine. If you cannot completely let go, you will surely die because of it."

I thanked Miss Mona and left.

After all, I am not the one who actively stirs up hatred. If I had just kept to myself back then, how could I have become what I am now?

I quickly ran to the bell tower to blow the cold wind, trying to fill my heart with emotion. Suppress the anger

"hello!"I don't know when that bard came to me.

Did he have the time to pay attention to a person who is dispensable to Mondstadt?

"Little girl, it’s not okay to be sulky alone here. I’ll give you a gift!"

"Thank you, I am not qualified to accept gifts from gods."I was about to unfold my wings of wind and jump downstairs.

The other party hurriedly covered my mouth.

"This is not something you want to say, sister!"

I finally poured out the complaints buried in my heart,"Bard, do you think Mondstadt is blind or deaf? Don't you know how ostentatious your behavior is? Regardless of whether you can summon the Dragon of the East Wind by playing the piano, such a big dragon called you by name before, and the echo resounded throughout the entire Star-Zhailing Cliff."

"Then look at how weak I am now, and having the heart of God taken away, I am undoubtedly the weakest among the seven gods! There's nothing you can do, right?"

Hahaha.

Let's not talk about whether that thing has any impact on your strength. You obviously voluntarily got beaten by the"lady" who was once a Mondstadt.

That moment was firmly remembered by the traveler, and the overflowing anger and powerlessness almost overwhelmed me who felt the same way.

But that part is obviously a rip-off

"So, here is a birthday song for our bitter-faced lady!"

Birthday?

"wait——"

I'm not done yet - wind. Breeze.

The two people standing in front of me turned around. They were familiar faces that I had just seen this morning.

"child."

I saw them smiling and extending their hands

"Come back, we are waiting for you."

I heard many people say to me that they have faces that I am familiar with.

The corners of my mouth also raised a big arc. After all, in their eyes at this time, I was still the seven-year-old Lugobias.

I remained like this The expression was condensed into a big sword with the water, and it was slashed with one sword like Sister Ningzi taught me.

The warm color and the past were cut apart by the sharp water, and the controlled force did not hurt the creator of the illusion in the slightest.

"Eh?"

The green bard seemed very surprised by what I did.

"I appreciate your kindness," I bowed to him,"but I can't indulge in false memories, and I won't forget what they actually experienced, which is a betrayal of the past."

Although I sound a bit like a child who is ignorant of the world, pain is the proof that I am alive.

I must face the fact that they are dead long ago. What is the difference between indulging in the illusion of the past and killing myself with my own hands?

I will give them Revenge, that is the only meaning of my survival so far.

It is easy to say let go of grudges. I am not a saint. If I don't remember them, who will remember that I once had a group of family members who were killed without any reason. ?

And whether it’s Miss Mona’s complete letting go at noon, or Wendy’s immersion in it in front of me, it’s not what I want.

"You are very courageous, Miss Lugobias!"I heard him laughing and applauding,"Then I will play a song for you as a commemoration of your birthday!"

My birthday?

I only know that I was probably just one full moon on the day I was found, but when exactly was I born?"clear

"I am the best bard in Teyvat. How could I not know such a thing? It would be great if you could go to Zephyr Cathedral after listening to it!"

……All right.

Then the god in front of me began to pluck the strings

"Girl who is as fierce as a torrent, may your life be as sweet as a clear spring, may your path be as pure as the current, may your future be as broad as the sea."

The God of Wind smiled and ended the poem with a line of recitation.

"Welcome back, people of Mondstadt.

The city of freedom is always waiting for your return"

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Lugobias went to the West Wind Cathedral and met Sister Victoria. She said that the wind god asked the church to return the things left to Lugobias [my] parents to their original owners.

So she became the legal heir to an underwater building and the property in Fontainebleau, and she would be able to leave after a while.

But...this is definitely not what she [me] wants.

I looked at the gem in my palm. That was my birthday and graduation gift from [Sister Ningzi].

The unique drop-shaped gems, refined by the supreme flames, are the only thoughts she left for me.

This gift was even handed over to me by [Love Poems Lingkong]. [She] asked [Ai Shi Lingkong] to tell me:

「You see, you are already the new sun, and I am very proud of you. Next, move forward boldly and be yourself」

——Because that lonely, paranoid female madman will definitely keep her hatred in her heart forever and become her eternal obsession until she reaches the end of the world and until she is old.

Your soul and unwillingness are still alive, nourishing your flesh and limbs, revenge is wrapped around your skeleton, your life still exists

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Note: This article is written in the first person by Lugobias, and the ending [Lugobias] is written in the first person

《Random Drop Theater":

Me: Mithras and Lugobias have birthdays close to each other. How do you plan to solve this problem in the future?

Bernin: Be prepared first.

Aishi Lingkong: Then there will be no dinner on the 15th. At 11 o'clock in the evening, I will bring out the cakes and delicious food for Mithras, and after 12 o'clock, I will bring out Lugobias's.

Me: Can you eat two big cakes?

Perron: Eight people. Suddenly I noticed that most of our birthdays fall in the second half of the year.

Me: Is it really okay to eat cake as rice?