Hidden Yao Era
Chapter 53
"Well, it is, but the opposing fleet is not weak, they have strong firepower. Yang Dongming said.
"After I torpedoed the bridge of an aircraft carrier, they were all in disarray, and then they all gathered and retreated. I don't know how. Castor said with some smugness.
"You guess they bombed their flagship's headquarters. You've done a great job this time!" said Winston.
"Well, really, I didn't catch anything this time!" said Winston, then with chagrin.
"Hey, what are you talking about?" Emilia walked over at this time, she was wearing a black lace dress, Yang Dongming was fascinated when he saw her slightly sexy dress.
"Why are you dressed like you're going shopping, don't you know we're in combat readiness?" asked Casto.
"Yes, I was shopping, and the transfer order you applied for here hasn't been approved yet, so I've been here with nothing to do. I happened to be on vacation today, so I went out shopping. One hour ago, I had just received an order that the ground forces were also preparing for battle, but as soon as I was about to go back, the opposing fleet was beaten away. Emilia said.
"Well, it's not good, you don't have to fight, you can continue shopping. Casto said.
Yang Dongming looked at Casor and said, "You have to thank Casto, it's because of him that this space city was spared." "
"Ahh I can't help but think about it again, showing a sense of pride.
"Hahaha, I feel like too, I've saved the fleet and the city, right?" Castor said.
"You've saved everyone in the entire Titan Circle!" Winston said.
Casto was suddenly embarrassed, scratching his head and saying, "Am I that great? "
"Just go back and look at the battle report. Let's wait. Yang Dongming said.
"You can also ask Sonya, she might know why the Pluto rover is retreating. Winston prompted.
"Okay, I'll go find her. Casto said this very crisply, and then flew back to the dormitory alone.
"He also said that he didn't love Sonya...... "Yang Dongming complained.
"That's it, this stubborn donkey! Sonia should beat him up the next time she sees him!" said Emilia.
"Hahaha, can Sonia do it? I heard you say she's very kind. Winston laughed.
Emilia shook her head, "No, I just think Sonia is aggrieved." "
Casto returned to the dormitory, took out the chip to connect to the dark web, and edited a large string of texts in Sonya's way, telling his mood and combat experience in one go. After saying this, he also added a sentence: "Do you think I am a hero?".
Castor had mixed feelings when he said this, he hoped that Sonia would recognize him as a hero, but at the same time, he was also a little uncertain about his identity as a "hero", and he thought that if Sonya could tell the reason why he was unsure in his heart, he might be able to find the direction to become a real hero in the future.
Almost 20 minutes later, Sonia replied with a long string of texts.
"Congratulations! You've made another meritorious service! The information transmission time is too long, I'll tell you everything I want to say next, don't be annoyed!
I heard rumors that Petrov, the commander of the fleet of the Celestial Voices, was killed in battle, and that the Commentators would say that the Commander's death was a self-sacrifice, and that the battle of the Celestial Voices would be invincible. It's ridiculously dead.
You've avenged Father Sergei this time. He fought many times with Commander Petrov, and they did not deal with each other when they were young, and often fought. After that, there were several quarrels because of the poor combat between the fleet support and the army. Commander Petrov even gave the order for the transports to leave Father Sergei's men and retreat alone. Father Sergei later got into another fight with him. This time he will not off Father Sergei, who is said to have been blown to ashes by a hydrogen bomb.
I think you should be a hero in the minds of many people, and your record this time is really amazing. But my definition of a hero is not quite the same. In my eyes, a hero is the kind of person who will fight for his own goals and free will towards a seemingly impossible goal.
You're asking me if you're a hero? Actually, you're not sure, I'm not just saying you're not sure you're a hero, but I think you're probably not sure if you're really working for a great goal. A true hero may not claim to be a hero, but he is very determined about what he does.
Don't be angry, I'm not blaming you, I'm not belittling you. It is not easy to find such goals, because lofty goals can easily be confused with unrealistic fantasies. People need to find in reality, and then find the answers in their own hearts, and find their own way. Let your spirit be in line with the direction of the world, and work towards a direction that is difficult to achieve but in accordance with the law.
It sounds illusory, and you might think that the goal would be very big and complex, as if you need to get a lot of power to mobilize a large army. But it can also be very simple, like Mr. Ingmar, who is also a hero, who is approaching the soul of that free and great artist.
Hahaha, I really like freedom so much that I can't help but think of Mr. Ingmar. He's back to Mars now, and he's saying he's going back to do something. I was thinking that it would be a hero to explore freely like him, but at the same time to fight against the whole era with all his strength and reach the realm of the greatest artist in history.
But when it comes to freedom, the relationship between heroes and freedom is complex and contradictory. The hero pursues freedom, but on the way to pursue freedom, he has to be bound by various things, and finally loses his freedom. You should aspire to such a hero, but it will cost you a lot to be such a hero. I know you can be like that, but I don't want you to be like this, it's a contradiction!
You can understand me, you can, you are as free as I am!".
This passage of Sonia is like the philosophy of a thinker. Sonya's heart is deep, but her heart is bright, revealing the positivity and innocence of an idealist, which makes Casto have to think about himself and think about the future.
He thought about it for a while, and then he wrote these words.
"You're right, I'm not sure if I'm a hero or not. There is also no clear and great goal now. My old goal has been denied, and that's what you call an unrealistic goal.
The path you said was not easy, but I wanted to go on with my stubbornness. I don't know what kind of ending awaits me, and I don't know if I'll be able to get there, but my heart is bright, and I think this path will be fulfilling.
Since my previous goals were unrealistic, what kind of goals are realistic, great, and lofty? I've been trying to find a question.
You say you like freedom, and I often think about the relationship between freedom and our will. Am I really free? I may be bound by all sorts of rules and regulations. Military regulations, laws, morals, social values, and even AI may all be vaguely constrained by me.
But you may not be free, are you really free with God? Under God's constraints, you can't do what you want, right, many times, when you are in trouble, you still have to seek God? I think you may be like that. But I think that truly free people do not seek God's help when they encounter suffering, but bear all this alone, looking for solutions in a free mind.
I have always believed that God's restriction on the spirit of complete freedom is a kind of restraint that prevents human beings from being completely freed from spiritual bondage. Let our souls always be wrapped in a bag. I wonder if if the human spirit is strong enough to disbelieve in God.
I'm sorry I'm challenging your faith, please forgive me!".
Casto was very worried after sending this text, he was afraid that Sonia would be angry, and even more afraid that shaking Sonya's faith would make her uneasy. His young heart was touched by another heart billions of kilometers away, and every beat of that person's heart seemed to reach him from the far outer reaches of the solar system through the stardust.
"You're right, I'm not really free under the shroud of God!" Sonya's first words reassured Casto's mind halfway, and he then looked at Sonya's next message.
"You're right, I believe in God because I am not strong enough to admit my weakness and helplessness. I'm not sure I'll be able to survive in the face of terror and despair. God is my dependence, and that all-powerful and mysterious being convinces me that all difficulties are not a problem.
But it did tie me down and make me think about attributing it to God. Multiple factors are tied up in God's body, which is actually a kind of laziness in thinking. But if I were to overcome these tribulations on my own, I am afraid it would still be too difficult.
Maybe I can disbelieve in God, but it will take an opportunity for me to prove that I can overcome all the suffering. Only then can I be confident that my mindfulness is enough to sustain me. "
After reading it, Casto first let go of his previous worries, but he also worried about Sonya's future again: "Will she seek self-proof of suffering for the sake of freedom?"
At the same time, Yang Dongming went to Captain Lin to report the results of the battle after finishing the battle report. He first reported the results of this battle with a little excitement, but when he reported it, he found that Captain Lin's face was solemn.
After listening to his report, Captain Lin said to him: "We have won this battle, but it will be difficult to say in the future. I had just attended an emergency meeting, and I was scared by the new information that was released at the meeting. The Pluto rover is much stronger than we thought!".
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