Fantasy world

Zhang Xiaolian's age and identity also determine her authority and status in our family. My uncle, my aunt Michelle, all know that Zhang Xiaolian cares and takes special care of me. In their eyes, these are the responsibilities and gestures that I should have as a cadre and a cousin. No one will think more or more deeply.

Zhang Xiaolian has been visiting her uncle's house much less recently. But I know very well in my heart that Zhang Xiaolian mainly wants to avoid suspicion. But whenever there was any big or small matter at home, Aunt Mi would tell Michelle to find Zhang Xiaolian. Especially when it comes to matters related to me, Michelle will make her own decisions without even having to ask Aunt Mi to tell her.

Obviously, when Michelle came to Zhang Xiaolian this time, she must have complained to her about my tricks. Zhang Xiaolian glared at me fiercely as soon as she entered the door. Then he and Michelle locked themselves in the room, mumbling and not going out.

After staying for dinner, Uncle Mi and Aunt Mi went to clean up and rest. Michelle deliberately kept Zhang Xiaolian and me sticky for a long time. Only when it got dark and the night was quiet did she let Zhang Xiaolian go. Now, when I see Zhang Xiaolian off alone in the dead of night, I no longer even have to avoid Uncle Mi and Auntie Mi. Family members are still family members after all.

At night in the countryside, soon there will be no light. Every house closes its doors and turns off the lights. Under the night, only the barking of dogs and the chirping of insects can be heard.

When Zhang Xiaolian and I walked out of the house, we were completely submerged in the darkness. After we were far away from the village, we became complete ghosts of the countryside, enjoying the boundless countryside freely.

"what happened again? I see you are preoccupied and distracted!"Zhang Xiaolian was getting intimate while feeling anxious at the same time.

"nothing? I’ll report back to you soon!"

"report? What to report?"

"Report on our underground work!"

Zhang Xiaolian bit me hard. I didn't care about the pain. I continued our intimacy regardless of anything and unscrupulously.

After the passion calmed down, I couldn't wait to tell you everything that happened in the past few days. I told her everything in one breath, waiting to be scolded and reprimanded by her. But she didn't. She just held me tightly in her arms, feeling sorry for me and comforting me for a long time.

"It seems that several little girls have become dizzy and crazy! I'm so obsessed. If I continue, something will happen."

"What to do?"

"no way!"

"no way? Then am I not dead?"

"Deserve it! Are you being flirtatious? Do you think all wine drinkers in the countryside are like my sister, so easy to bully?"

"sister! Think of a way! My sister and I are not responsible for the quarrels we have now. If my sister hadn't insisted on me attending some political night class, I wouldn't have been so casual with them."

"OK! You caused trouble yourself, and you blame your sister? Then I really don’t care about you!"

"do not! sister! please! I kowtow to you! Bow!"

"Okay! Don't do it. There is no other way now. You can only follow them. Be careful and don't cause a big problem."

"What? You - let me - accompany these four little girls to play with fire——"

"Still pretending! I feel so unhappy!"

"I-am I still happy? These crazy girls all seem to be willing to take their lives. I want to live a few more days even if they don’t take their lives!"

"okay! It's not as serious as you think. If we talk about playing with fire, aren't we both playing with fire now? Aren't you fine too? In fact, there are many bad places in this countryside, but they are not so white and scary."

"sister! What’s wrong with you?"

"What's wrong with me?"

"You are in heaven and on earth. Which sentence is true?"

"This time, that time. In the past, my sister wouldn't let you mess with them. If you did, you wouldn't have a good life. That! Now, everything my sister said is not confirmed. But now that you have provoked them, do you want to be a deserter? Can you still escape? Of course I want to teach you how to deal with these abuses?"

"sister! sorry!"

"You have nothing to be sorry for, sister! What you are sorry for is yourself, it is Xueer"

"oh!"

"Hao Bin! Based on my experience, some little girls actually just want to make friends with you. But this is not allowed in the countryside, so we can only be like the two of us, secretly being sluts!"

"But, sister, you have said that if men and women get too close, something will happen."

"Then look at the sky, the earth, them, and yourself. No matter what happens, let nature take its course. No matter what happens, you must first learn to protect yourself!"

"sister! You're all teaching me to be bad!"

"Then you think you are still a good person!"

"Too!"

"Hao Bin! Remember what my sister said, in this world, good people and bad people are not just words, nor are they just pretending. There are two skins in front of the person and behind the person. It’s good to be able to guard your conscience throughout your life!"

"sister!"

I couldn't control it anymore. I suddenly turned into a roaring lion and threw her to the ground.

Our tryst had chosen the most difficult and cruel way from the beginning, in the darkness and wilderness. Earth, many beautiful and romantic things seem to be being swallowed bit by bit by this boundless night, and eventually they turn into a surge of passionate emotions and disappear into nothing. We also seem to be falling bit by bit, becoming decadent bit by bit, We became a veritable couple.

After a storm, Zhang Xiaolian pinched my nose hard:"Tell me, are you a good person or a bad guy?"

Zhang Xiaolian's words were too straightforward, too explicit, and too sad. I was still embarrassed and unwilling to face it. She seemed to feel my guilt and comforted me in turn.

"We country wine drinkers actually live a miserable life. You, Mi He and the other little girls are kind of destined to be together. First they were saved, and then they became so familiar with each other in night school. Nothing serious has happened so far, so I'm lucky."

"However, I still feel that this is playing with fire. It is too risky. If someone catches me, my reputation will be ruined!"

"If we were caught now, wouldn't we both die? But you are still willing to take risks"

"The two of us - how can this compare? We truly love each other, and death is worth it!"

"Our true love for each other is fruitless, and we are essentially no different from the rest of them? You are an educated youth, and they are all wine drinkers in the country. Even if they all really like you, they know it in their hearts, and they don't want anything to happen or a future with you. They are just looking for emotional sustenance and confidence in life in you. Now that you and them have reached this point, don't avoid it. No matter how awkward it is, the more you do, the greater the danger."

"Why?"

"Have you forgotten that these little girls were all fished out of the lake by you together? They had the courage to die before, can you bear to let them fall into despair again and go to a dead end again?"

"But——"

"Sister has long said that you are too soft-hearted and kind-hearted. Sister is so willing to be a woman for you, of course they and the other little girls will also be fascinated by you. But they are all little girls, so you must not do anything excessive to them, not to mention Mi Helingzi and the others, not even Wen Yan. This is the principle. If you treat them too much, no one can save you if something happens!"

Zhang Xiaolian has turned me from a boy into a man. Of course I heard her words very clearly. With her, she is an adult and I am a child. I don't have to worry about anything. I just listen to her words. But I If I am with those little girls, I will become an adult. They are all little girls. How can I dare to have any real feelings and ambiguity with them? Who can take the responsibility if something goes wrong? I think, I know this and they should know better. In that era, no one dared to be confused about this matter. It would really result in being shattered and ruined. Even my public relationship with Wu Wenyan, I still have She strictly maintains distance and propriety, because she is afraid that she will be young, energetic, impulsive, and cause trouble in a moment.

Afraid of making trouble, it is better to nip it in the bud. It was because of the night school a while ago that the little girls Mi Helingzi and I had been hanging around too much. Cooked. Mihe dared to date me like that. It can be seen that these country wine jars, despite being quiet and shy at ordinary times, are pitiful. Going crazy is reckless and reckless. Now I have fallen into their gentle trap. What will I do in the future? Nip it in the bud?

Zhang Xiaolian neither objected nor appreciated my attitude. Political night school and cultural tutoring were all her fault. Later, she asked us to break up quickly and keep our distance. It was she who severely criticized us. Warning. And now that things have developed to this point, she has no good ideas. If she can't communicate normally, she can only sneak around. That's okay.

Zhang Xiaolian is the first country woman I met after being transferred to the countryside. She is in my heart She has always occupied an important position. She has always been treasured by me like an angel. She is beautiful, gentle, kind and generous, quiet and steady, capable and intelligent. For a long time after I was transferred to the countryside, because she was a cadre, she and Uncle Mi and Aunt Mi We are also relatives, which allowed me to have close contact and understanding with her. But she is still the goddess in my heart.

But later, the two of us suddenly became such a relationship. In fact, this has made me My heart began to tear apart. The Zhang Xiaolian in my mind and the Zhang Xiaolian in my life were constantly merging and separating.