Fantasy world

Such days are really suffocating. But Michelle is the most annoying troublemaker! Seeing me becoming this virtuous day by day, surely she won't let me go easily? She started to use her shameless trump card again. You keep pestering me all day long, forcing me to tell the truth, what’s going on?

What's wrong with me? It’s just boring and boring! Why? Why? She asked me who I asked? I know but can I say it?

I had no choice but to drag her to find Professor Wu or Wu Wenyan again to spend some time. But when I suggested it, she immediately felt that she had guessed what I was thinking. This time, she also played a clever trick. After accompanying me to see Wu Wenyan, she immediately found an excuse to run away.

Only then did I realize that I had been tricked by him again. By the time I realized it, it was already too late. Okay, Wu Wenyan was also made a big deal out of being messed with like this. Even if I jumped into the Yellow River, I couldn’t wash myself away.

Wu Wenyan was shy for a long time, then slowly calmed down, pretending to be calm and asked me:"What! Are you two at odds?"

"What's wrong with me?"

"Just because you don't have trouble with her doesn't mean she doesn't have trouble with you."

"Too lazy to pay attention to her! Children are just ignorant!"

"She is a child, but she is very sensible!"

"Do you know anything?"

"Whether she is sensible or not, you can't deliberately anger her like this. If you do this, I feel even more uncomfortable."

"It's okay, don't think too much"

"How could I not want to? You two were all here to help me, so what else could I be greedy for? The two of us are just showing off to others. Why do you want to make things extraneous? Xueer, in fact, it won’t take more than a few years for the two of you to openly have sex with each other. Won't everything be fine by then?"

"Wenyan! Don't think too much. I promised Xueer that as long as I can return to the city in the future, I will definitely take her with me. But I don’t know what day it happened, and I don’t know if there is such a day."

"What? Do you regret it? Want to back off? Then you don’t want Xueer to die!"

"Do you think I am this kind of person? Since I settled here, Uncle Mi and Aunt Mi have always treated me like their own son, and Xueer and Xiaoqiang have treated me like their own brother. Since I promised Xueer, I will never regret it or break my promise."

"That's pretty much it!"

"But for Xueer and me, this is also a difficult and long process. Uncle Mi and Aunt Mi have said that even if I really like Xue'er and feel sorry for Xue'er, I will treat Xue'er as my own sister. The two of us eat from the same pot under the same roof, let alone let others gossip and laugh. Wen Yan, you also know that for country girls, reputation is really more important than life."

"I know!"

"Xue'er and I - we can only be cautious, wait and endure until I can return to the city."

"According to this, our false partner can still wait and endure slowly until you bring Xueer back to the city?"

"There is no need for us to stay together for so long. As long as you feel you no longer need me, you will be free at any time."

"You are an educated youth and there is still hope of returning to the city. What kind of hope do I, a child of the fifth category, have in this life? If you can stay here for one more day, you can at least give me a little vanity and a little care. When you return to the city one day, I will still be at the mercy of others! If anyone wants me again, I will resign myself to fate."

"No! Wenyan! You can't be discouraged like this. You must cheer up. You are still young and life has just begun!"I couldn't help but stare at her boldly. She glanced at me lightly, with a hint of sadness:"What hope do you think I have, what future do I have?"

"You have! The days are still long and the future is still far away. The world will always change. We must live in hope."

Wu Wenyan suddenly raised her head boldly and looked at me with tearful eyes:"Brother Hao Bin! After going through so many things, this is the first time for both of us to face each other like this. The first time you fished me out of the lake, I didn't even have a chance to say thank you. In order to help me this time, your sacrifice and price are too great. Even if I sacrifice my life to compensate you, it won't be enough!"

"Wenyan! Don't say that! As long as I can help you, I-I didn't do anything? This time - you should thank Xueer the most, as well as Secretary Zhang, Uncle Mi and Aunt Mi——"

"Yes, there are still many good people in this world, and I will remember them and be grateful for them forever. But no matter what, you are the one who feels most aggrieved. I know, I am very ordinary, and I am still a child of the fifth category, and I will never dare to have any more extravagant expectations for you. You can treat me as your sister, this is the greatest happiness in my life. But I - I also hope that you can allow it, don't refuse - I can do that - like you with everything, okay?"

Wu Wenyan's voice became weaker and weaker, and she became more and more trembling! I didn't dare to look at her anymore, so I turned around quickly:"Wenyan! Don't--if you do this, I'm afraid I won't dare to see you again!"

"Why? Do you hate me so much?"

"No! no! It will be a long time before we are in a relationship like this. We must never have anything happen to each other again. If someone catches us, we will be doomed!"

"I know! I will never let you be implicated or take the blame again. I just want to love you with all my heart."

"Wenyan! I don’t want you to be wronged anymore. If you feel more comfortable this way, just think about it this way. But we must say yes, the two of us - together, we are brothers and sisters, good friends. Wu

Wenyan sobbed loudly and choked up:"I listen to you!" I listen to you! I just want you to know how much I love you, and that my life is all yours! You can take it anytime!"

I turned around quietly and looked at her face full of tears. My heart collapsed instantly.

"Wenyan! sorry! I - I'm just an ordinary little educated youth, I don't have much ability or ability, and I can't help you more. I would like to treat you as my sister and Xueer, and do my best to help you and protect you!"

"Brother Hao Bin! This is enough! I am already very happy and contented! If you can treat me like your sister, like Xueer, I will repay you with all my love!"

"No! I can not——"

I suddenly became hysterical, struggled to break away, covered my face tightly, and squatted on the ground in frustration.

When Wu Wenyan met alone, it was completely painful and struggling. Her tenderness melts me, scares me, and frightens me. Since I can't give her any results or promises, I can't have love for her. Any intimacy I have with her is blasphemy and harm to her.

I quickly escaped from that suffocating and ambiguous space, using the boundless darkness to cover up my inner panic.

My cousin is right. Once any man or woman falls in love, they are standing on the edge of a cliff and may be shattered to pieces at any time. Especially at my age, with no experience and experience, impulsiveness is the devil, and impulsiveness is seeking death. cousin! Where are you? Come and save me! If you don't save me, I will really die!