Fantasy world
Chapter 180
The food was very rich for entertaining the new son-in-law. No one in Lingzi's family drank alcohol, so I escaped this disaster. In those days, the living standards of the whole society were not high. Country people could not even eat meat for a few meals a year. I didn't eat much for this meal. Lingzi didn't seem to eat much either. I think the real beneficiaries were her brother and two sisters.
Without drinking, the meal time was very short. I was actually a little impatient. I thought that after the meal, I should be able to stay alone with Lingzi in her boudoir, and my family should not object, and no one would deliberately disturb us. So, when Lingzi said I was stupid, this was probably what she meant.
It was my first time to come to Lingzi's house as a new son-in-law. This meal was supposed to be a very formal and ceremonial meal, but I was absent-minded and my thoughts were wandering.
In the past, I was quite confident in myself. I thought I was not too bad or too disgusting. But after going through so many things, and having experienced so many girls and women, I was completely discouraged with myself. My badness had already penetrated into my bones and soul. It was like a sore on my head and pus on my feet, and from my toes to my head, there was nothing good about me anymore.
Sometimes I calm down and think carefully about how I came to this remote village from the bustling metropolis. At first, I was still a little pure, my heart was not very vicious, and my character was decent; I also knew sympathy, gratitude, and could distinguish between right and wrong, and good and evil. I don’t know how I completely changed into a bastard like I am now after only less than two years here.
I think Zhang Xiaolian should be blamed first. She shouldn’t have turned me from a boy into a man so early. She made me understand the madness and joy between men and women in the world too early. It can be said that lust is the root of all evil. In the Garden of Eden, if there had been no temptation from the snake, Adam and Eve would not have known that there was such happiness between men and women. They would have been gods forever and would never have sinned.
I don’t know whether I should imagine Zhang Xiaolian as Eve or as a poisonous snake. Anyway, she turned me from a boy into a man in my life. It was after I turned from a boy into a man that I found that I had become completely bad. Uncle Mi and Aunt Mi were so good to me, and Michelle was still such a pure little girl, but I defiled her like that. This sin alone is enough to send me to the eighteenth level of hell. I am really worse than an animal. At the beginning, I only admired, liked, sympathized with, and pitied these beautiful girls in the bay. However, as my relationship with them got closer step by step, my psychology and behavior towards them also gradually moved towards sin and fell into the abyss. I knew clearly that I had no right to like, own, or have the ability to like, own. But I still couldn't control my inner demons, and I indulged my desires and greed, taking possession of their pure bodies one by one and tainting their holy souls.
This canIs it called love? Of course not! How can you, a worthless bastard, love so many pure and beautiful girls at the same time? Even if you like them a little and have some feelings for each other, you can't indulge yourself and take their bodies casually? You are called lust! Greed! Lust! Evil!
There is nothing to say, any excuse is a quibble. From the moment I finally possessed Mi Fu's body, I completely threw myself into the eighteenth level of hell. I also completely let my inner demons go. A villain is a villain, no matter how hard you pretend, you can't pretend to be a good person.
Now, among the girls around me, who I like and are within reach, there is only Lingzi left, and I have not been able to completely possess her body and taste her sweetness. But now I am no longer as passive and guilty as before towards her. Instead, I was filled with strong desires, wishing to immediately hold her in my arms, press her under me, indulge in entering her body, and feel her frenzy and joy.
I was completely depraved!
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