Fantasy world

For some reason, the relationship between Huang Huimin and I seemed to have undergone a qualitative change just because of such a joke attack, which was not a big deal. The kind of tolerance and magnanimity I had towards her, and my disregard for past grudges, all of a sudden became particularly narrow-minded and extremely careless. From the depths of my heart, I suddenly felt all the damage caused to my life and my world because of her appearance and intervention.

It was she who made me feel ashamed of my parents and Michelle, and forced me to leave my family and live alone in school; it was she who caused uproar all over the world, forcing me to have a relationship with her, and making me and Wanzili All the beautiful girls who were so close to me have cut off contact with me; she was also the one who pestered me for tutoring all day long, taking up almost all my time and energy. As a teacher, I am ashamed of those children who call me teacher. them.

I thought about this secretly, which aroused hatred and indignation in my heart. Why should I rely on her, coddle her, tolerate her like this? She is the emperor's niece, but does this have anything to do with me? In the past, wasn't she using this to threaten me? If I really fall out with her, she can ask her emperor to torture me and our whole family to death. Well, if a hero doesn't suffer the immediate consequences, I won't do anything wrong if I can't win clearly? Now, it's obvious that you are asking for something from me, but you still dare to put on such a stinky air and sit on top of me and dominate me, that's great! Just wait and see.

To be honest, I am actually not that kind of petty, narrow-minded, dark and vicious little man. Even though she hurt me so much before, I was compassionate and didn't care too much about her. But my kindness didn't get me much good in return from her, so why should I repay kindness with kindness? If I continue like this, she will really think that I am an idiot, a fool, and a soft persimmon that she can hold in the palm of her hand!

It is said that people's hearts are separated from each other, and getting along with others is really just a mood, a mentality, and a scheming.

No matter what you do, the same time, the same place, the same people do it, whether you do it carefully or not, seriously or perfunctorily, actively or cope with it, the effect will definitely be different, and the final result will definitely be two different things.

From that day on, from the moment she uttered the most vicious and contemptuous attack on me. My heart towards her became cold, and my counseling became just a matter of coping.

In the past, she studied too late at night at my place, and girls were afraid of walking alone at night. In this way, every night after she finishes studying, I will be responsible for sending her home. Before, I didn't feel how disadvantaged or annoying this was. But now I find it troublesome to serve her. Several times I just sent her to the village and then turned around and left. Later, she didn't dare to study any more late every night. Normally, she no longer asked me to send her off, and just left in anger. Once, I discovered it by accident. Hou Jinbiao was secretly escorting her. After that, I never sent her home again.

I still follow her time and requirements every day, and I still strictly follow the content of the materials and the progress of my study. There is no change from before. However, now that I am tutoring her, in addition to giving incisive explanations based on the materials and textbook outlines, I am too lazy to say a word. In the past, after intense study, or when we had dinner together or did chores, we would discuss it. If you study all at once, you will either be able to make nonsense of the vast world, and overall it will be quite enjoyable. But now, I have no such leisure and interest at all. I don’t shirk when it’s time for counseling. After the tutoring, you should continue to study, and I will do whatever I need to do.

At first, Huang Huimin probably thought that I was just angry with her, deliberately making her angry, and it would be fine after a few days of awkwardness. But as time went by, her mood became more and more anxious and restless; on the contrary, my mood became more and more calm and indifferent. Then she suddenly realized. I wasn't joking with her, and it seemed that I had no intention of joking with her at all.

Later, it became difficult for her to concentrate, and her learning efficiency obviously began to decline, so much so that she almost lost confidence in herself. I looked at her emotions and appearance, but I couldn't help but feel secretly proud. snort! See how amazing you are? See how you still bully me and despise me?

Tutorials and exams were all her business and had nothing to do with me. Even when I promised to tutor her, I was forced to give in due to her coercion and inducement. Now, I surrendered and obeyed, and I paid a huge price for it. As for the effect, that is your own business.

After being so indifferent for a while, Huang Huimin began to feel the seriousness of the situation. She worked very hard to find ways and opportunities to relax with me. When she comes to my place every day, she first takes the initiative to handle all the housework, sweeping the floor and wiping the table, lighting the fire, cooking, and washing clothes. Even my bed is neatly made. Whenever she had the chance, she would seek to talk to me, and her attitude was much kinder than before, even humility and flattery.

But now I am really disheartened and have no interest. No matter what she did, my mood was still getting colder day by day. Facing such a life, I began to feel extremely lonely and bored.

Tutoring her has become increasingly boring and monotonous, and I even started to feel fearful and irritated by her arrival. More often, I even long for that loneliness and loneliness. I began to rely on nostalgia to pass the long nights. I miss my days at home, and I miss Michelle; I miss working collectively in the bay, even the cruel water conservancy construction sites, and I can be with those beautiful girls; I miss Miffy, and Zhang Xiaolian, they are all me The woman I once had in my life, I longed for that kind of tenderness, that kind of wanton madness——