Fantasy world

I was woken up by a wave of discomfort and pain. The alcohol was still irritating my stomach. I struggled and groped hard, and my brain was also thinking about the environment around me. As soon as I reached out and touched the quilt on my body, I vaguely felt that I was sleeping on the bed. My brain swelled dizzily, and I felt burning in my throat. I quickly reached up and groped around, and finally found this familiar environment. It turned out that I was back in my own room and sleeping in my own bed.

I lay down again, preparing to calm down a little before getting up again to find water. At this time, I seemed to hear some sounds vaguely in my ears. Like a resentful whimper. The voice was very small, somewhat intermittent, and seemed very depressing, yet very sad.

I persisted and sat up again, listening and identifying carefully in the darkness. Along with the suppressed cries, there were vague calls for"national strength". My heart suddenly stopped and trembled! It's mom, it's mom who's crying, missing her lost relatives.

I woke up from the wine immediately, and without thinking about it, I quickly got out of bed. Open the door quickly.

There was only a dim light in the hall, and Aunt Mi burned some paper money at Guo Qiang's portrait, unable to control her grief and longing. The whole time he was crying suppressedly. Uncle Mi was still sitting aside smoking a cigarette. Michelle took good care of her mother, crying and sobbing with her. It was probably the sound of my opening the door that alerted them. The room suddenly became deathly silent.

My heart was completely shrouded and surrounded by this darkness and sorrow. I walked quietly to Guo Qiang's portrait, knelt down to him, kowtowed, and then raised my hands and swore:"Brother Guo Qiang! Just let me be your substitute! I swear to you, I swear to God. I will definitely do it." Take good care of your parents! Take good care of your younger siblings!"

Aunt Mi couldn't help but stepped forward and hugged me:"Bin Bin! My son! Our parents are going to be buried, and we don't want you to show your respect to us. Mom is just worried about Xue'er. With Xiaoqiang, my parents don’t know if they have the ability to help them on the road - Binbin! Mom is reluctant to let you leave this home! Mom only asks that you can still treat Xue'er as your own sister.——"

"mom! I am like this, I haven’t left home. I'm worried about you and Xue'er. I've finished my school work, so why don't I go home to live there?"

"Binbin! You have your own things to do, and Mom doesn’t blame you! It doesn't matter whether you go home or not. As long as you still have this family in your heart and remember your brothers and sisters, you can still rest in peace even if your mother dies!"

"mom! Stop talking! I swore in front of Brother Guoqiang that you will treat me as Brother Guoqiang from now on. Even if I go to the ends of the world, this is still my home. Xueer, Xiaoqiang and the others will always be my dearest people.——"

Aunt Mi finally showed a hint of relief on her face. She touched my face kindly:"Binbin! You are also suffering in your heart, and mom knows it. Your dad and I didn't blame anything, we just felt aggrieved and uncomfortable. We only blame ourselves for not having the ability, and for letting the children suffer. We have been wronged. Xueer - this child only blames her for her bad fate! If you can really love her and take care of her like your own sister, my mother will kowtow to you!"

"mom——"I couldn't help but hug Mom tightly! Crying and choking in her arms like a child!

Although my mother and I had some communication before, we had never been as harmonious as we are now. During this period, Dad was still sitting aside smoking a cigarette, while Michelle kept leaning to the side and feeling sad secretly.

After my mother comforted me in turn, she asked Michelle to get me a glass of water. Then he silently let me go, turned around, and took my dad back to the room to rest.

My parents entered the room just like that, and Xueer and I were the only ones left in the room. We were both stunned there almost at the same time. No one knew what to do or say next. I picked up the water she poured for me and drank it all in one go. Seeing that I was hungry and thirsty, she poured me another glass of water. I drank it all in one gulp, and she poured another glass of water. The two of us just poured and drank water, and unknowingly drank four or five glasses of water. She hesitated a little whether to pour me water or not.

After I drank four or five glasses of water in succession, I felt angry and suffocated by the dullness and embarrassment. I didn't hesitate anymore, went up and hugged her tightly into my arms.

Her body was always so thin, so thin. I pulled her into my arms so tightly that I could completely surround her and drown her. I only felt her body trembling, and she was sobbing repressedly in my arms.

I kept holding her so tightly, and she kept shaking and sobbing. I didn't dare to let go of her for a long time. I was afraid that if I let go, she would quickly run away from me. I didn't dare to get any closer to her. I know that we are now brothers and sisters. If I want to be intimate with her again, it will be bullying and hurting her.

She sobbed in my arms for a long time, and then slowly began to break free. I had no choice but to loosen my arms and let go of her body. After she left my arms, she always lowered her head and kept arranging her hair with a bit of mechanical shyness. I couldn't bear it anymore, so I couldn't help but whisper to her:"Xue'er! I'm sorry! I hope you can forgive me! Don't hate me!"

Xue'er didn't say anything, just lowered her head silently, picked up the oil lamp in the hall, Walked into my room very naturally. I was a little surprised, but I had no choice but to follow her into the house. I found it through the light. I just threw up in the room. Michelle carefully cleaned up the dirt in the house and put the water bottles and cups in their proper places.