Fantasy world

I stumbled back home, and Michelle was already standing guard at the door with a cold eyebrow. I felt ashamed to face anyone at home, so I rushed into my room with my head lowered and immediately closed the door. No matter how Michelle cried or beat me, I didn't dare to open the door.

I fell on the bed like a dead body, thinking about a question in my mind. Huang Huimin has obviously gone crazy to ask me to help her with tutoring. She will not let me go easily no matter what. Although I had surrendered to her, how could I face Michelle and my parents? Am I still a human being?

Now I really have the desire to die. When I think of death, I must think of a way to die. Jump into the lake? It's too childish. Besides, I can swim. I can't drown even if I jump. I'm still a laughing stock; hang yourself? How cowardly and ugly is the death? Drinking pesticides is barely acceptable, but we still have to find ways to get pesticides. It would be better to just shout a few reactionary slogans or write a few counter-revolutionary slogans and have them arrested and imprisoned. But being in jail is just painful torture, so why can’t you commit suicide?

If it really doesn't work, there is only one way, run! Leave secretly, escape secretly!

Michelle cried at the door for a long time, but when I saw no movement, my parents also came to call the door and persuade me. I was still thinking about how to commit suicide, and didn't pay attention to the crying outside the door.

I didn't expect that my parents would suddenly open the door in a hurry. The whole family rushed in crying. Only then did I wake up from my stupor. Michelle was the first to rush to my bed, pulling me and crying loudly:"Brother-Brother"——"

I closed my eyes tightly, pulled up the quilt and covered my face, and couldn't help but cry bitterly.

Uncle Mi and Aunt Mi didn't know what happened, so they stood in a daze, at a loss. Michelle actually didn’t know what happened. She was still crying and pulling me:"Brother! What's wrong with you? You're talking!"

I suddenly opened the quilt, rolled out of bed, knelt down in front of my parents with a plop, and looked at my parents with tears streaming down my face. :"Dad! Mom! I may not be able to stay here any longer. I want to leave here secretly. I'm sorry for my parents, and I'm sorry for sister Xue'er."——"

Uncle Mi and Aunt Mi quickly pulled me up together, and Michelle also came up and hugged me:"Brother! I won't let you go. What's wrong with you? If you tell me, we'll find a way! You can't leave me like this. Mom and Dad, I won’t let you leave——"

"Binbin! What's going on? Even if you want to leave, why don't you let us know what's going on?"

"dad! mom! I - I don't want to say it, I can't say it"

"Binbin! You have been in our house for so long, and we have already regarded you as one of our family members. What is there that you can’t tell your family about? We have to bear all the big things together!"

"dad! mom! I don’t know why, but Huang Huimin is haunting me. If I don't agree to her, I'm afraid she will really go crazy and won't even let our family go."

"Are you talking about that crazy girl from Secretary Huang’s house? How-how could she-how could she be so shameless? When she came home with you, we thought she--didn't she know that we had already promised Xueer to you?"

"dad! mom! Xue'er can testify that I didn't even talk to her at school, and I don't know what was wrong with her. I know that if we get into trouble like this, we will have no choice but to accept it as bad luck. Just let me leave, I don't want to bring down the whole family. If I escape by chance, I will definitely come back and marry Xueer when she grows up. If I get caught, I'll be sent to jail for a few years at most, and then I can come back and start over."

"You kid! Don't think too much! When you run away, you are going against the government. What's so big about this? Why are you and Xue'er a family matter? No matter how wronged you are, you can't run towards the dead end by yourself?"Uncle Mi stared at me and scolded angrily. Michelle listened to her father's words and held me tightly with both hands:"No! elder brother! Take me with you! Don't leave me——"

"Shut up! Do you want me to break your legs if you keep making noise?"Uncle Mi gave a rare roar, stepped forward and grabbed Michelle, pulling hard, but Michelle grabbed me tightly and tore me apart, crying and refusing to let go. Aunt Mi stepped forward to stop Uncle Mi, He held Michelle in his arms:"Why are you angry at the child? What's wrong with the kids?"You--you still said that!" This - isn't this what you are used to? Binbin! Cher! Listen up, both of you, from today on, you two are brothers and sisters, and you will never be as unruly as before. State-owned legalists have family rules. If you two continue to disobey me, your mother and I will have no shame in living anymore!"

At this time, I was so ashamed that I lowered my head in pain and helplessness. My mother hugged Michelle and never stopped sobbing. Uncle Mi let out a long sigh. He turned around and walked away, and Michelle fell on her mother's head. She cried even more sadly in her arms.