Fantasy world

In fact, my illness should have been incurable and hopeless since I participated in the commune performance. On the day Zhang Xiaolian got married, my life seemed to be suddenly hollowed out. My soul just drifted away in the wind, leaving only a shell and a hollowed-out skin.

After waking up from the hazy state of mind, I felt like a reborn phoenix rising from the ashes. I no longer have pain or sadness. I look relaxed and relaxed. I have become carefree, listless, shameless, and doing nothing.

As for these changes in me, Michelle was of course the most sensitive and angry. Unknowingly, she seemed to have grown up a lot overnight, and she became even more domineering towards me. He pointed fingers at me all day long, yelled at me, and didn't give me any face at all. This is amazing, it is simply earth-shaking. I'm not as good-tempered as before. She doesn't give me face, so I make her feel better. In this way, the two of us soon became mortal enemies. We exchanged cold eyebrows and bad words every day, and neither one accepted the other's fault.

I had a falling out with Michelle, and I didn’t feel the slightest sense of guilt or loss. Originally, she was just an annoying little thing. In many things before, I was extremely embarrassed and entangled because of her. Now, it's best if we have a falling out. If we have a falling out, I will have less scruples and worries. If we have a falling out, life or death will be my own business.

In fact, Michelle and I have always been like this. We are sometimes cold and sometimes hot. It is not surprising that our family has long been accustomed to it. It is just an awkward situation between children. My parents would occasionally get angry and nag at Michelle, but they would never say harsh words to me. As a result, Michelle felt extremely aggrieved. He hates me more and more. From the look on her face, now that she saw the murderous look in my eyes, she was about to fight me with a knife.

When I was having such a quarrel with Michelle at home, I could only find a way to avoid his sharp edge. Only then did I remember again that Wu Wenyan and I were public partners. At this time, what else should I pretend to do?

The relationship between Wu Wenyan and I is well known to the adults of our two families, and it has no practical significance. However, the adults of the two families never seemed to mind that we were dating in private, and they didn't seem to worry at all about our long-lasting relationship. Love will do something treacherous and unethical.

The adults generally have their reasons for thinking this way. I am an educated youth, my conditions are not bad, and of course my vision is very high. What is Wu Wenyan? They are children of the Black Category 5. They are not ugly in appearance, but they are by no means beautiful. In comparison, there is a world of difference between me and Wu Wenyan. Then what else do you have to worry about? What's more, after all, the two of us are still in the name of being in a relationship, so it's not normal for us to not have any private interactions.

Professor Wu's life was peaceful even when he didn't do any special sports. The job given to him by the team was very special, and he was honest and diligent. He didn't care about other people's business and didn't cause trouble. In addition to working, the rest of his time was given to those broken bricks. Every time I go to his house, he will happily report to me his latest progress and achievements. When I am in a good mood, I will chat with him more. Seeing that I was not in a high mood, he handed me over to Wu Wenyan and closed the door to worry about his own affairs.

And these days, people like me have become walking zombies, and their expressions are also in a trance. Professor Wu can naturally see through it at a glance. When I went to visit him, he basically ignored me and went about his own business.

Wu Wenyan was actually very surprised and wondered why I suddenly seemed like a different person these days. From the first time we met, I couldn't wait to hold her in my arms, couldn't wait to be intimate with her, and even couldn't wait to throw her down. Fortunately, Wu Wenyan is not as hot-headed as before, and she stopped my attempts without hesitation and resolutely.

This made me very embarrassed and disappointed. Even a little angry. Before, she was very affectionate towards me and had no regrets. She always blamed me for not being proactive enough and refusing to want her. But now that things have come to a head, and she refuses like this, it's totally not the case. At this moment, this situation has invisibly aroused my incomparable longing for Zhang Xiaolian.

In this world, only Zhang Xiaolian is the truest and best to me. Whenever we are together, no matter what the situation, even when she is very angry, we can do whatever we want together. She has never rejected me like this, and she has never made me feel frustrated and embarrassed like this.

Fortunately, Wu Wenyan and I were only in a fake relationship, just for show. I was secretly glad that she was so coy, because after all, we haven't reached that point yet. In the future, no matter when we finally break up, my feelings of guilt and guilt towards her will finally become much easier.

Although Wu Wenyan strongly resisted my reckless behavior, she was not particularly angry. There is just no acceptance, no submission. She kept asking me, what happened? Why did I suddenly become like this?

I don’t want to say anything now, and I have nothing to say. All her questions are nonsense. I can’t answer her at all, and I don’t want to.

She doesn't shy away from being intimate with me, but she hopes to be close to me and talk to me in a whisper. But now my heart is so calm that I don't even bother to say anything. My soul is gone and all I have left is a piece of shit. What can it say?

In this way, Wu Wenyan and I were having a real relationship more than ever. After finishing work every day, I would go on a date after finishing my meal. Although, neither of us ever made that breakthrough. However, a man and a woman alone, in love, stuck together like this every day, no matter what happens, it will be the same.