Fantasy world

In the vast water conservancy projects, the difficulty becomes more and more difficult as we go to the back, and the labor intensity of us migrant coolies is also increasing day by day. If nothing else, let’s just say that the deeper the river channel is excavated, the steeper and longer the slope the Taodan climbs. Every day it seems like carrying a load and trekking hard on the endless snow-capped mountains and grasslands. Not to mention how tired the body is, people The spirit will also be broken. With Mihe and the others, I still look for opportunities to get together from time to time to comfort and encourage each other, which can somewhat relieve some of the depression and mental pressure. Gradually, this has become a strong spiritual pillar for us.

The loudspeakers on the construction site still tirelessly broadcast various advanced figures and advanced deeds on the construction site. One day, I heard a long report on Yu Ruonan and her revolutionary comrades on the loudspeaker. The revolutionary spirit of"fighting against heaven and earth" and"not being afraid of hardship and not being afraid of death", the revolutionary will of"not getting out of the firing line even if you are slightly injured" and"getting up and fighting again after you fall". There is a lot of gorgeous rhetoric in it. But after listening to this report, what worried me most was whether her body was really exhausted.

After finally getting through the work, I hurried to see her. I haven't seen her for a few days, and her appearance really frightened me. Her face looked obviously thin and tired, and her eyes were starting to sink in. I cried loudly with tears streaming down my face in front of a large crowd around her.

"sister! What’s wrong with you? How thin have you become after not seeing anyone for a few days?"

Yu Ruonan looked at me and was stunned for a long time. Then he showed extra happiness and excitement:"Hao Bin! You're here, why are you still crying? What happened?"

"Are you still asking me? Today, the loudspeaker said that you were too sick to get out of bed, yet you still insisted on leading the iron girls to run at the front."

"Hi! Didn’t you hear that the big speakers were all playing? look! Isn't this good for me?"

"What good? My face has lost a lot of weight and my eyes are almost like holes!"

"real? Is it ugly?"

"Don't you look in the mirror yourself?"

"I really don’t have time to look in the mirror these days!"Yu Ruonan pulled me and greeted the people around me:"My brother is here to see me. I would be crazy not to accompany you today!"

"knew! Value sex over friends! Just go crazy with your brother!"

"I'm going to die! Go back and tear your stinking mouth apart!"

A group of female educated youths laughed and ran away. Yu Ruonan and I walked casually along the path on the construction site. Soon we walked out of the work shed area and gradually moved away from people's sight.

"Why are you free today? Are you even here to see me?"

"The trumpet of the first grade of high school blew you all hard today, which made me feel uneasy all day long!"

"Do you really care about me that much? Do you care about me?"

"nonsense! You tell everyone that I am your biological brother. Who else here is closer than you?"

"Duplicity! He will play tricks on me! You have more friends here than me! Being an older sister and being younger, you have fallen into the honeypot. Do you still care about me, the neighbor sister who is cruel to you and will abuse you when we meet?"

"How stingy! You're talking about me! No matter how many sisters I have here, will it hinder the friendship we grew up together? Does it affect me to care about you as a sister so much?"

"of course! I'm a person who can't get even the slightest bit of sand out of my eyes! If you really care about me as a sister, then you can only pretend to be me in your heart"

"This is an unreasonable request!"

"forget about it! I don't care about your hypocrisy either!"

"as you like! Anyway - I will always do this, treat you like my own sister, keep it in my heart and keep it in my heart!"

"okay! Don't pretend to be pretentious in front of me. Trying to seduce me into making mistakes again. During these days when you were sent to the lower level, you really took to the water like a fish in water, and you almost became an old fritter."

"Come on! You are the only one in the world who sees and talks about me this way. Others think I am stupid, easy to bully and fool"

"alright! Don't talk about these boring things. Let’s talk about something serious and useful."

"So what is serious? useful? I don't know!"

"Then tell me about yourself!"

"Talk about me? What do I have to say? Work every day and get used to it slowly! Eat well, sleep well and take good care of yourself!"

"Stop it! You hang out with these country wine jars all day long, just for temporary happiness. Have you really not thought about what to do in the future? If you have the chance to go back to the city, aren't you afraid that you will be entangled and unable to escape?"

"You are just looking for boring things to say and I don’t want to pay attention to you!"

"You have a guilty conscience and are still pretending to be serious!"

"OK! Then I will answer you, if I really get entangled with these country wine jars, I will either put down roots or take them back to the city."

"cut! See what you can do! After being decentralized for a few years, I brought back a girl from the countryside. She has no job and no registered permanent residence. How can you support her? Even if you have the courage, can your family tolerate it?"

"Okay! Then I will take root in the countryside and work for the revolution for the rest of my life. Is this okay?"

"Can! It seems that you are obsessed with things, and your soul has been taken away by others a long time ago. Your parents have raised a precious son like you in vain!"

"Sister Nannan! I asked you, are you tired? Your mind is filled with thoughts all day long about things that you won’t even know how to deal with in a few hundred years. After worrying about yourself, you still have to worry about others. Are you too busy and have too much energy?"

"What did you say? Are you someone else? I am your sister and you are my brother. I don’t care about you here, but who cares about you? You were fascinated by those wine jars in the countryside. People just saw that you were as stupid as a pig and that there was no cure for your stupidity, so they would bother to pester you at all costs. Do you still think you are really charming and capable? How likable you are? idiot!"

"OK OK! I'm stupid! I am stupid! I'm an idiot! Stop thinking about me and take good care of yourself!"

"I am very well, and there are many people who want to take care of me! Don't worry!"

"I'm not worried that no one likes you! I am worried that you are deceiving yourself! Obsessed. You see, you just want to be the first and strive for progress. I wish I could risk my life, right? Is it worth it?"

"Of course it’s worth it! I have now become the team secretary. If you work hard, you can take another step forward. If the opportunity is good, you can be promoted from a brigade cadre to a commune cadre, and then you can hope to switch to commercial grain and get a state salary. Isn't this also a bright road?"

"cut! You dare to think, you can really dream!"

"Even if I were dreaming, it would be better than you being so confused and dreaming!"

"I don’t think so! Drunk life, dreaming and death are dreams, and wishful thinking is also a dream. I don’t regret it even when I wake up. When you wake up, you just want to jump off the building!"

"Why! Are you here to see me or to piss me off? I haven't pulled your ears for a few days and you're still going crazy?"

As Yu Ruonan said, she really stretched out her hand to twist my ears. But when she saw that I didn't avoid it, she didn't dare to use any force. I didn't know what kind of magic was driving me, so I raised my hand unconsciously. , grabbed her hand that was resting on my ear, she hesitated for a moment, and then took her hand back forcefully.

Then, she instinctively looked around and found that we had gone far away, and the surroundings had become dim and silent.

We The two were awkwardly silent for a long time, and Yu Ruonan said in a very small voice:"It's getting late, go back and rest, we have to work tomorrow!"She didn't wait for my answer, turned around and ran away without a trace.

She left, leaving me standing there stupidly, stunned for a long time. At this moment, I didn't know what was in my heart. The taste. I just couldn't help but want to cry, and the tears flowed out uncontrollably.

In a daze, I suddenly found that I had wandered into the place where several little girls and I often had trysts. Although no one had a tryst with me today, But being here, I still feel extremely friendly.

Now, except for Miff, the four little girls and I have been indulged in this ambiguous entanglement. No one knows how to sort out this mess and how to solve it. Cut it off.

Send it to the countryside and accept transformation. I have always been ignorant. I came to this remote and unfamiliar village from a big city. I met Zhang Xiaolian for the first time. Being at Uncle Mi’s and Aunt Mi’s house made me feel at home. The warmth and warmth. The little girls Wu Wenyan, Mihe Lingzi and Mifu made me deeply aware of the misfortune and fate of rural wine jars. However, all this made me feel like I had fallen into a deep quagmire and could not extricate myself..Zhang Xiaolian turned me from a young and ignorant little boy into a vulgar and wretched little man so easily and abruptly. And these wine jars and little girls were like moths to the flame, charging and challenging without restraint and fear. My moral bottom line and the limit of my will. But at this time, Yu Ruonan was still grabbing my weaknesses and tearing them apart. I felt that my personality, my soul, and my life were all torn into pieces. I was like a soul I was out of my body and lost my possession as a lonely ghost, so I could only wander around in this endless countryside. Slowly, I was transforming from a lonely ghost into a ferocious ghost, and into a man-eating demon.

I sit quietly alone in this boundless darkness, my mind is full of chaos, all broken and messy camera images. Zhang Xiaolian, Yu Ruonan, Michelle, Wu Wenyan, Mi He, Lingzi, Mi Fu - they all look so perfect Who do I love? Who do I hate? Who do I like? Who am I afraid of? Who do I feel sorry for? Who do I rely on? I want to see a face clearly and catch a figure, but they all run away in one breath, and all around me It was still empty.

After a trance, what appeared in front of my eyes again were my parents, my eldest and second sisters, and the home I had left for a long time.

I really wanted to go home. When can I go home?