If life could be repeated

Excerpt from Alexandre Dumas's La Traviata

Today the wind was very strong, and the rain did not stop, and the wind whistled the windows, and the rain poured in through the open windows, wetting the windowsills, and the stationery on the windows was also wet and blown away by the fierce wind.

Ni Xiaocui sat on the bed next to the window, looking out of the window almost blankly, with sadness in her eyes that could not be concealed.

She didn't know how she could have become like this, she had worked so hard for so long, she had struggled so many times, and yet, what did she get?

She slowly dropped the newspaper in her hand, and the headline on the front page was that Fang Chuan, the future heir of the famous Fang Group, would marry his cousin Yao Qingqing in the near future, it is said that Miss Yao had studied at a certain senior university in country M, and had obtained a number of bachelor's degrees, she was almost all-round, gentle and sweet, and did not lose her decency and generosity, and was once praised by Mrs. Fang If she got engaged, she would be Fang Chuan's virtuous help......er

She smiled bitterly and muttered to herself, "Once upon a time, she also wanted to be Fang Chuan's ...... virtuous assistant."

However, now she is seriously ill and her lover is far away, she is like a withered camellia, and no one will smell its fragrance anymore.

"My life is so bad, if I could do it all over again......

Ni Xiaocui looked out the window and smiled bitterly.

Ni Xiaocui is a street girl, she is not like other girls, some are forced by life, some are sold to dirty places, she can't help herself, she is like her mother to go on this road for pleasure.

Her mother Hao Hongmei is a woman who loves vanity, her heart is higher than the sky, her life is thinner than paper, and she has always thought that she was born to be happy, because she has the capital that all beautiful women should have, good skin, good figure, can dress up, can be coquettish, once she also had a very good, loyal and honest husband to her, but it is a pity that her husband is a small clerk of the company, and he can't satisfy Hao Hongmei's vanity and pleasure, she has to think better, so Hao Hongmei cheated.

Hao Hongmei fell in love with a little white-faced young man who drove millions of sports cars and claimed to be a famous and noble son, that person could speak well, and he could say some rhetoric with one mouth, which made Hao Hongmei very happy, so Hao Hongmei followed him to abandon her husband and children, and quietly eloped, this kind of thing made Hao Hongmei's husband, that is, Ni Xiaocui's father, feel that he had lost face, and his personality changed 180 degrees, and the original image of a good man was completely subverted, and he even began to suspect that Ni Xiaocui was not his biological daughter, but Hao Hongmei's cheating partner.

The more he thought about it, the more certain he was about his conjecture, he lost his previous love for Ni Xiaocui, and often beat and scolded his daughter when he was drunk.

Ni Xiaocui sympathized with her father and hated her mother at first, but later, she began to dislike her father.

If Dad is capable, why let Mom be abducted?

Ni Xiaocui swore that she would never be a person without talent, she would stand at the top of the crowd, she would have the best, and she would be the focus of everyone's attention.

However, aspirations are inversely proportional to reality.

Ni Xiaocui's academic performance was terrible, almost third from the bottom of the class, which she blamed on her lack of talent in that area.

If you want to be admitted to a good school and have a good development, her grades are not enough.

Ni Xiaocui fell into distress.

Later, her best friend introduced her to work in a private club, and at that time, she had not yet sold herself, and there, she met the real drunken gold fans.

The private club was full of wealthy people, and all they threw in the faces of these waiters were a lot of bills.

Ni Xiaocui wants to become famous in one fell swoop, and wants to fly on the branches to become a phoenix, if it is impossible to go alone.

"You have to come out and sell," said her best friend, "and you have to sell yourself for a good price, so that you can impress others." "

Ni Xiaocui was hesitant at first, but the boss in the club introduced her to a big customer, who claimed to buy her first night, and the price was more than 100,000 yuan.

Ni Xiaocui was tempted, although it was a guest with a fat brain, but he was really generous.

Ni Xiaocui was going to convince herself, but in the end, she still couldn't face that person's obsessive face and short figure, and she ran away.

However, she froze when she stumbled upon a familiar figure in front of the clubhouse's cramped and gloomy restroom on the ground floor.

What she didn't expect was that person was actually her mother.

The mother who drove millions of sports cars, she didn't recognize her mother at all.

was originally so tall, so beautiful, although she was a little fond of vanity, but she was still a simple and kind mother, she was wearing the most vulgar and revealing miniskirt, greased and powdered, with cigarettes between her fingers, her hair dyed blue and purple, and her face was decayed, but she still had to rely on her own appearance to serve others, which really disappointed Ni Xiaocui to the extreme.

However, her mother has no shame, and from time to time she pulls the passing guests to scratch their heads and make gestures, pestering endlessly.

"Mommy ......

".

Ni Xiaocui spoke with difficulty.

Hao Hongmei also stood on the spot with a shocked face, the cigarette butt was so burning that her fingers didn't notice it, until there was a burning sensation on her fingers, she hurriedly threw the cigarette butt and stepped on it with her foot.

That day, Hao Hongmei was very generous, she invited Ni Xiaocui to the hot pot restaurant outside the club to have a good meal. During the dinner, Ni Xiaocui asked about her mother and the little white-faced young man.

Her mother took out the cigarette in her mouth with a look of vicissitudes, exhaled a puff of cyan smoke, and said to her, "It's divided, it's early." That guy is a liar. "

Ni Xiaocui knew that the little white-faced young man drove the so-called expensive sports car only from a car rental agency that he had rented from a car rental company, and the brand-name suit and watch on his body were deceived from other women.

Hao Hongmei only found out the truth after eloping with him, but it was too late to regret it, that person was not only a liar, but also a member of a gang of crooks, who specialized in hooking up with married men or young women who were eager to get married.

Hao Hongmei is one of the victims.

But Hao Hongmei hated that person, but she quickly met the owner of the club by virtue of her appearance, and the two went to bed as soon as they came and went, but the owner of the club was a family man, and it was impossible for him to marry Hao Hongmei. Hao Hongmei encountered bad people one after another, and she was already disheartened and began to degenerate day by day.

She told Ni Xiaocui, what kind of man, what dignity, that's all, only living, as long as you have money, is the best way to live. If the man is reliable, the sow can climb the tree.

Ni Xiaocui understood her mother's suffering, she began to understand her mother's feelings, and at the same time, she also felt that her mother's words were right, she wanted money, she wanted to live a good life, she had to make money desperately, and make money by any means, otherwise she would be looked down upon for the rest of her life.

But now it seems that this idea is simply too naïve and outrageously wrong.