Broken wings

Qi Xiujin struggled to get up, thinking in his heart, he was afraid that the beating would be lighter, and he was really going to die if he knelt for three hours.

But she didn't dare to delay, so she hurriedly returned to her position and knelt straight: "The last general will make the marshal angry, please punish the marshal heavily!"

As soon as the whip went down, the clothes on Qi Xiu's shoulder cracked, and when the whip was withdrawn, a string of blood beads was brought out, and Qi Xiu gritted his teeth and did not make a sound.

Bi Zhoucheng finished twenty lashes, Qi Xiu's entire back was already peeled open, Bi Zhoucheng threw her a black cloak, Qi Xiucheng supported the ground with both hands, trembling uncontrollably, his fingers trembled, and he tied the cloak.

Bi Zhou Cheng shook the whip in the sea water tank, and the

sea water immediately dyed red, Bi Zhou Cheng hung the whip and said coldly: "Get out, go back to where you should be, don't let people find you out! "

Qi Xiu was overwhelmed by his cold tone, and felt sorry for the persecution he received when he was young, the pressure he was under, and he didn't know what to do. She walked all the way to him, wrapped her arms around his legs and begged for forgiveness: "Marshal, I shouldn't have come out without permission, I violated the marshal's military order, I came here just to see you, you don't come to dinner, I can't even look at you from a distance...... Today, I heard Elder Qin say a lot of things about your past, and I miss you so much...... I did something wrong, marshal, you beat me, you beat me hard, please don't see me, please don't snub me like this again......

".

Bi Zhoucheng looked at the person who knelt at her feet and cried bitterly, she never seemed to know, the extreme feelings she showed were easy for people to tell what she meant, and who she thought of herself. She can treat herself as a brother and a father, and say such touching and even misleading words, but she can only play the role of the father she needs, suppress her feelings in the bottom of her heart, be thoughtful for her, and spare her life for her.

Today she came to her tent, and if she was seen, I don't know what kind of uproar it would cause.

Bi Zhoucheng kicked her shoulder,

kicked her over a few times, Qi Xiu was so painful that his eyes were black, and he crawled forward desperately, Bi Zhoucheng stepped on her shoulder, refused her to come, and said shocking words in his mouth: "I shouldn't have recruited you into the camp in the first place, it's too common for one or two people like you to be missing in this world, even if you are killed and dismantled, no one will know." "

Qi Xiu was stunned on the spot, not understanding what the marshal meant.

"If you die at the hands of others, it will inevitably be a pity, but it is better for me to do it myself. "

Qi Xiujin was so shocked that he didn't react: "What?".

"Don't you understand? I'll tell you to get out, go back to the room, don't come out again to attract attention, if there is a next time, you dare to step out of the room without permission and come to this land, I will kill you with my own hands, and save others from grasping your mistakes, and then let you be tortured to death. "

Bizhou Cheng threw it hard, Qi Xiu fell to the ground, Bi Zhou Cheng returned to the

table as if nothing had anything to do and continued to deal with official business, Qi Xiu Cheng sat on the ground for a while, what the marshal said made her feel wronged, but she thought that Bi Zhou Cheng was calculated when he was young, and how many blood and tears he had to swallow in the middle to grow into what he is now, and he was even more heartbroken, so he knelt up: "Marshal, Xiu Ji is back, you take good care of your body, I know you don't have the heart to say these words, I know you hurt me." Qi Xiujin swallowed the mist in his eyes, "I won't make decisions in the future, I'm obedient, don't be angry with me, I'll go back." "

Bi Zhoucheng watched Qi Xiu staggering up, limping away, slowly turning into a small microcosm, and sighed tremblingly in his heart.

Qin Lao saw Qi Xiu crying and

came back, and with a body of injuries, he asked her what was going on, Qi Xiu was aggrieved and cried on him, and after crying for a while, he got better again, and wiped his nose and coquettishly: "Xiaozhou bullied me, Qin Lao went to be angry for me." "

Qin Lao guessed that her whip was beaten by him, and shook his head funny: "You, I said where did you go, it turned out that I went to find Xiaozhou, Xiaozhou is worried about your safety, if you are seen, you will not be able to take a whip." "

Qi Xiu pursed his mouth and touched his nose: "Oh, I know, I just miss him, and he doesn't come to dinner to avoid suspicion, but I just miss him." Forget it, I don't believe that the day I didn't go out, I wouldn't see it as I wanted. "

Qin Lao wanted to speak and stopped, wanting to ask if there was something unspeakable about Qi Xiu's pilgrimage, but he didn't ask. It is not difficult for onlookers to misunderstand that Qi Xiu is so dependent on Bi Zhoucheng.

It was difficult to have a big heart for Qi Xiu, so I was beaten hard, scolded again, and cried aggrievedly for a long time, but when I finally saw someone, my heart was a little better. Bi Zhoucheng is also willing to punish her, which is much stronger than cold indifference, in the punishment, she can still feel the peace of mind that she is being held, if he ignores her, her heart is even more difficult. No matter how hard Bizhou Cheng beat her, she never minded in her heart, and she didn't care, she was beaten and beaten, and she couldn't die anyway, but the marshal avoided herself, also to avoid suspicion, and she still couldn't do such a thing in the future.

Qi Xiujin took care of his injuries in the mirror and fell on the bed sullenly.

I

saw so many lovely children today, and when I went to bed at night, Qi Xiujin couldn't help but think about Ouyang Qian, thinking about it in my body, and thinking about it in my heart.

She remembered that when she was in Guangzhou, she had dinner with her friends, and saw her friend's child in her arms, innocent and cute, she liked it very much, and when she went back after eating, she asked Ouyang Qian: "Brother, do you like boys or girls?

Ouyang Qian would never complain, 'You won't even let me touch it, how can you talk about having children?' That kind of words, he would seriously consider it, and then smiled dotingly: "Look at you, how many do you want to have?"

Qi Xiu Ji ate the fruit after the meal, and said beautifully: "I want a son and a daughter, the dragon and the phoenix are auspicious." "

Ouyang Qian responded to her with a smile: "Just right, I also want two, and the two children have playmates, so they won't be too lonely." "

"I want a brother and a sister, the elder brother protects the younger sister, and the younger sister has the elder brother to hurt. Qi Xiujin swallowed the honeydew melon, her mouth was full of the sweet smell of the honeydew melon, she puffed out her cheeks and pressed them to Ouyang Qian's chest, looking up at him with a cute expression.

Ouyang Qian was still eating melons, and seeing her cuteness, he couldn't help but take a sip: "It's so cute." "

Qi Xiujin smiled shyly, pressed his head, kept kissing him, and kissed him until the end, and made a delicate voice: "Brother, ......

".

Ouyang Qian laughed briefly: "I won't be busy with official business tomorrow, at home, train and train you, a little goblin ...... who is dissatisfied

."

Qi Xiu rubbed him a few times, his mouth was not idle, he gently kissed his neck, rubbed his side face on his neck and rubbed it again, and said greasyly: "Brother, I want to give you a child......

".

When Ouyang Qian heard this, there seemed to be a fire burning in his heart。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

Ouyang Qian gasped a few times, raised his head, and distanced himself a little from Qi Xiujin, whose cheeks were red, but his eyes were very bright, like a shy little animal.

Ouyang Qian kissed the bridge of her nose and said with a low smile: "Okay." "

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Qi Xiu thought about all the things Ouyang Qian had done to her in the past, and she couldn't bear to make it herself in the bed, but after the love tide, it was a hundred times more uncomfortable. Brother, I really, really miss you...... I miss you so much...... If you're still alive, can you come back sooner?

Thinking about it, she regretted that she was together at the beginning, why she couldn't

suppress the resistance and fear in her heart, why she couldn't give birth to a child for him, if she had a child at the beginning, she would have hope, and the mother and son would be much more comfortable than now.

Obviously, he is so patient, so

patient, and so gentle with himself, why doesn't he have the courage to take that step?

If there is no ...... that happened when you were young

She furrowed her brows and shook her head vigorously, she couldn't think about it anymore, every time she thought of her living environment when she was a child, what she had experienced, a series of chain reactions would roar. She would involuntarily complain about her mother's obedience and her father's cruelty and violence, and she used to think that if her father could make her feel a sense of being loved and protected when she was a child, would it be possible for her to summon up a little courage to resist and stop the wicked when they did evil. She was jealous of the children who were cared for by their parents, jealous of their smooth childhood, her countless nightmares and crying, why she was loved, why she was the one who suffered those bad lucks.

If this really hadn't happened at that time, she might not have had a miserable life, and what a beautiful spiritual fit it was for men and women to be happy, but she didn't have the opportunity to experience it. And those wicked people can still marry wives and have children in a grand manner, and still live well in the world.

More than twenty years have passed......

Qi Xiujin remembered that he was less than ten years old at that time, and in the environment of his father's violent mother, he did not dare to say anything disgusting, just because his home was also another place of violence. It's nice to have a hand outstretched and hug her.

Qi Xiu's head was stuffed in the pillow, tears were also soaked in the pillow, and the trembling wheezing sound was also muffled in the pillow. If I hadn't met Ziyi, I would have reached this age, and I am afraid that I would still not be married, and I would have been alone all my life. He had given himself enough security, trust, affection, and patience, and now, even he was nowhere to be found.

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