Broken wings

"Where do you want to go?" asked Ouyang Qian through gritted teeth.

"If you don't want to, see me again, I can leave here, leave the barracks ......".

"You know now that you're scared, when you did those ridiculous things before, why didn't you think about today?" Ouyang Qian grabbed one of her hands, Qi Xiujin screamed in fright, and her body retreated desperately, "Don't kill me, don't kill me......" Qi Xiujin used all her strength to withdraw her hand, there was no way to retreat, she turned around and grabbed the railing and was about to jump down! Fortunately, Ouyang Qian quickly stopped her waist and rescued her, Qi Xiujin hugged his head tightly, his ears were buzzing, and he couldn't hear the outside world clearly, and Ouyang Qian couldn't control her for a while.

The movement was too big, Aunt Bing was afraid of making a fuss, so she rushed over when she heard the news: "Yo, Yuan Gongzi, is this awkward?" motioned Ouyang Qian to hand over the person to her, Ouyang Qian saw that she was really in a bad state, so she could only give the person to her first, Aunt Bing soothed Qi Xiu's body, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's okay, don't cry." "

Qi

Xiu's body writhed uneasily, Aunt Bing took Qi Xiujin's hand and took her back, and said with a smile: "Don't be angry, don't be angry, what are you angry with a little woman." In this way, Yuan Gongzi will invite me to this meal today, and it is the right way to be happy...... Aunt Bing shouted outside, "Xiao Li, quickly call the girls and accompany Yuan Gongzi." "

After a while, a few women with heavy makeup came in, Yingying Yanyan was mixed up, Ouyang Qian felt even more noisy, and the smell of rouge and gouache came to people's faces, which made people only feel bored.

Aunt Bing shook her handkerchief and smiled enchantingly: "Yuan Gongzi, let these sisters accompany you, I will teach her this you brought, and I will ensure that you are satisfied when you come back and serve." "

Qi Xiu followed her out silently, and took a few pills with saliva, and when she calmed down, she felt even more empty in her heart. Ouyang Qian has already bumped into him several times, and there may be one in the future, if he really ...... Qi Xiu remembered the blood stains on his cloak last time, and remembered the neck he broke this time, and always felt that he would be killed by him in the future.

Aunt Bing taught her how to look at people's eyes, taught her how to be

emotionally clingy, taught her how to recognize current affairs, taught her how to be coquettish, and did everything she could. "

Qi Xiujin panicked in his heart, and opened his mouth hesitantly, but did not make a sound.

"If you want to have a

face without a face, if you want to have a body without a figure, you are still so unpopular. Aunt Bing shook her handkerchief, "If you stay with a man like this, everyone will be annoyed after a long time, men, many people look polite, behind closed doors, who knows what kind of goods it is? The girls in my pavilion are all first-class in appearance and figure, and they are all human spirits, but they can look at their faces, and there are a lot of troubled people. The hardships of this profession can't be eaten by people like you, and there is no benefit from being trampled into the mud with your dignity, so you just withdraw as soon as possible, and you have this reputation, but it is not something you can wash away if you want to. "

"There are some paths that I can't choose. Qi Xiu bowed and said, "Please teach me again, I will remember it." "

Aunt Bing

saw that she seemed to have difficulties, and taught those rules again, Qi Xiu relaxed and learned, Aunt Bing smiled and nodded: "This time it is much better, I said, if you have any difficulties, don't you consider Aunt Bing coming here? Aunt Bing has all kinds of people here." "

Aunt Bing can see that Qi Xiu is not a little beneficial, although men looking for little lovers are all fun in bed, but people like her, as long as they are trained, there must be many men who like them. She looked at her with a smile in her eyes, but she was thinking in her heart about how much silver she could earn if she taught her well.

Qi Xiujin smiled reluctantly: "No need, thank you." "

"Don't think that he is raising you now, and he will be able to raise you for a lifetime in the future, which man is not trying to be fresh, after the freshness, then changing a woman is like changing a rag, and you have to leave a way back for yourself." "

"Thank you for your kindness. "

Aunt Bing saw that she was not interested, and knew that she hadn't completely let go of her face, what kind of person she hadn't seen for so many years, and she was not reluctant at the moment, she only said that if she had any problems in the future, she could come to her.

Ouyang Qian sent Qi Xiu Ji back to the

gate of the barracks that day, the two of them did not speak all the way, and when they arrived at the door, Qi Xiu Ji's eyes glanced at the ground where he was standing, she knew that Ouyang Qian was looking at her, but she didn't dare to raise her head to look at him. She knew what kind of gaze she would see when she looked up.

"I'm going back, so you should go home early. Qi Xiu bowed to him, and when he turned to leave, he was grabbed by Ouyang Qian's wrist.

Ouyang Qian said slowly and depressedly: "Why can't you tell me the truth clearly? What has happened in the past few years, whether it was voluntarily or forced, I beg you, you tell me. "

Qi Xiu wanted to withdraw her hand, but she was firmly held and couldn't move, she whispered: "You already know, there is nothing to say, besides, I have also received the punishment I deserve." If you think I'm disgusting, if you want to beat or punish, it's up to you, anyway, I'm useless, and I've come to this point, whether it's life or death, that is, what you say, it's up to me to decide. "

"Have you ever felt a little guilty about me in your heart?"

Qi Xiu said calmly: "Guilty, if you were still Ouyang Qian seven years ago, you wouldn't ask me such a thing." "

Ouyang Qian looked at the tears she shed, and said softly: "Me too, if you have something unspeakable, tell me, isn't it, isn't it...... You have been ...... with the base of eternal life."

Qi Xiu was blown by the cold wind, realizing that the person he could rely on no longer existed, he stretched out his hand and wiped a handful of tears: "If every mistress around you is interrogated again and again like this, I'm afraid there won't be a few left in the end." I have nothing to hide, nothing to confide in, and I don't want to wipe my tears and pretend to be pitiful to attract His Highness's attention. I know that I am dishonorable and humble now, and I am not qualified to care how many bright beauties there are around His Highness, but I am now just a mistress by His Highness's side. Not the one who puts me on the table, not the one who wants to go to a grand occasion with you, not the wife who walks with you, I am hidden in the ground, and no one can see me. I will never cling to the Emperor's grace, even if I have any tongue on me, the dirty water will not touch your clothes. I can't change the past, so please don't pursue it one by one. "

Jing Hong couldn't see Ouyang Qian borrowing wine to drown his sorrows, and sincerely advised: "Childe, is it important to have children or not? You already know what happened to her, but now she just has an unborn child, is there a difference?" I know you have a grudge, but it has happened, and you only have two options, either you can get rid of your old suspicions and live a good life with her, or you really mind, you just need to be expelled from the door, why make yourself like this. "

"I know that's all I can do. Tears slid down the bridge of her nose, "But, how can I not complain, how can I act as if nothing has happened, I wish to gouge out all the eyes of those who have seen her, I wish to strangle her alive in my arms." "

Seeing Ouyang Qian in such pain, Jing Hong sighed, 'love' is really a grinding thing.

"Why bother, since love makes you so miserable, you might as well give up. "

"Abandoned ...... If only the human heart could really be controlled by itself. "

"Childe, since you can't let go, it's better to think more about what she used to be, think about everything she once saved your life and did for you, maybe you can make yourself better. Jing Hong lowered his head, "Actually, although I haven't seen it for so many years, despite those rumors, I always feel that Miss Qi is not that kind of person, the truth of the matter is still the best known to the parties, you have been tortured by your own imagination like this, why can't you ask." "

"Do you think I didn't ask, she wouldn't say anything to me except a few unpleasant things. "

"Childe, you want her to tell you the truth, first of all, you have to have a correct attitude, how can a character like Miss Qi appeal to her inner feelings under your questioning? She used to treat you as a husband, but now what kind of identity has she become? In the past, when you were in a relationship and with Meimei, wouldn't she show weakness to you? How do you let her wag her tail and beg for mercy in your current relationship? Even if she is full of knives, she will never ask you for protection. You have your pride, and her pride is probably many times higher than yours, and you need to be flexible. "

"Be flexible, it's not me who does the bad thing, she doesn't want to ask for my forgiveness, I still have to take care of her face everywhere, whether it's my husband or the prince, I'm doing too much. "

"......" Jinghong was speechless and couldn't teach the Tao.

"There's no way she's going to show weakness to you, so if you want to go with her, you have to do it whether you want to or not. "

"I know there's no way she's going to show weakness to me. When I went out, no matter where I went, I could meet people who crossed paths with her, and I broke the mongrel's neck, and she started crying, and she was crying. Ouyang Qian wiped a handful of tears, "But, I still like her." "

"She may have been frightened, you are not far from the truth, perhaps, Miss Qi really has another secret, perhaps, she has always been devoted to you. Again, your attitude towards her determines your direction, Childe, instead of feeling sorry for yourself, it is better to accept the facts calmly and understand the truth of the matter. "

Ouyang Qian let out a sigh, and Jing Hong saw that he was almost venting his emotions, so he reminded: "It's time for us to go to the training furnace, a bunch of things are waiting." "