Broken wings

Qi Xiu's worry was not a joke, she kept trying to look at the back of her head in the mirror, Su Jiu noticed that she was really in a hurry, so she comforted: "I didn't cut a lot, just a small place, cut along the wound, and the rest of the place didn't move." "

Qi Xiu threw the mirror to the side, lay on the pillow and said nothing, Su Jiu shook her gently: "Now the wound is not healed, you can't get wet, wait for a few days when the wound heals, I will tie a few small braids for you to cover it and you won't be able to see it." "

Qi Xiu was still unhappy: "It can only be like this." "

"Let's sleep for a while, it doesn't hurt so much when you fall asleep, the hemp you drank just now is boiling, why didn't you fall asleep?".

"It hurts so much, how can I sleep, at most it will paralyze my nerves, so that I am not so sensitive to pain. "

Su Jiu patted the quilt: "You go to sleep first, I'll go and bring you the little tomatoes and wash them, and feed you when you want to eat them." "

Originally, when Qi Xiujin had just escaped from the Ghost Gate, he still complained that he was almost dead, but Ouyang Qian was not by his side. But after calming down, she realized that she was surging with emotions that she shouldn't have. I am so injured now, instead of being disappointed that he didn't accompany him, it is better to think about how to explain when he comes back.

When the initial emotions went down, Qi Xiujin looked at Ouyang Qian's position, and the more he thought about his situation, the worse it became. She had a hunch that she would either die at the hands of those people or at the hands of Ouyang Qian, who would like a person who did not speak smoothly and was covered with scars of unappetizing. Now that her leg is lame, she is even slower than others, she just couldn't see her ability clearly, so she didn't know the height of the sky again and again, and she was in trouble with Ouyang Qian.

She put pen to paper and calculated how much money was still unfinished, and asked her subordinates if her mother's doctor had found it, but her subordinates only said that there was news soon, and Qi Xiujin was a little relieved. She had already become a cripple, and if Ouyang Qian felt that it was useless to keep her, she would have to arrange the aftermath in advance.

Her body is like this now, after he comes back, he blindly lowers his posture and humbly begs for forgiveness, he should not kill immediately. It's better to find another way to beg him again, as long as you can spare your own life.

But will he really stay? She remembered that she had lost her temper with him in the past, and another wave of regret struck, how dare she? All her life, it seemed that she had been making mistakes, taking wrong steps, taking wrong steps, ...... wrong steps

Su Jiu came back and put the little tomato on the small table next to her bed, and Qi Xiu turned his head to look at her with difficulty: "Jiujiu, how much savings do you have on you?"

Su Jiu was stunned for a moment, in the past few years, Qi Xiu had never asked her how much money she had in her hand, and she replied honestly: "There are more than 1,600 taels." Su Jiu has no income in the past three or four years with her, although Qi Xiu will give her two taels of her six taels of monthly salary, but she has taken care of Qi Xiu in the past few years, this money is obviously not enough, she is almost all the old money.

Qi Xiu calculated in his heart, he couldn't leave her at all, otherwise he would be insecure, so he said: "The silver in your hand, return a thousand taels to Ah Cong, if I don't suddenly cause trouble, I will earn the rest to pay back, in case I really die one day, you can pay back the rest." "

Qi Xiujin said such a thing, which made Su Jiu's heart very uncertain: "Why did you suddenly say such a thing?".

Qi Xiu lowered his head and smiled: "I mean, in case, who can guarantee that I will live to old age? "

"Hugh, what's wrong with you?" Su Jiu sat on the edge of the bed, touched her face, Qi Xiu Ji gasped, touched the ash bottle under the pillow, and closed his eyes.

Su Jiu bent over, touched her ears gently, and didn't wipe her tears, but would wipe her snot away with his fingers.

Qi Xiu told Su Jiu about the past half a month, Su Jiu glanced at the bottle, and couldn't help but touch it: "What a good boy." After that, she looked at Qi Xiu Ji again, "Hugh, that child exchanged his life for your life, if you don't cherish this life, you will even be ruined with a rumor." I didn't hear what you just said, and you should treat it as if you didn't say it. No matter how the world changes, you are born, I will accompany you in this world until the day of dawn, and when you die, I will give you a funeral. When I arrived in the Netherworld, I would tell Lord Yama that Hugh had done some small evils when he was a child, but those were all acts of harming small animals that he was forced to catharsis by various circumstances. When Hugh grew up, he did a lot of good deeds that benefited the world, and benefited the people, if Lord Yama wants to be punished, I will suffer for you. You have cultivated so many good karma in your life, I think that even if you don't ascend to the immortal realm, you will still be reincarnated into humanity, I believe. "

"I think I just can't see my own ability, and I've taken so many lives. "

Su Jiu knew that Qi Xiu had never let go of those who died in his heart, or rather, it was because Qi Xiu was bent on overthrowing sin that people died on this path.

"But Hugh, there has never been a war that can be resolved peacefully without the dead, whether you do it or not, every day there are dead people, it's just the difference between what you see and what you don't see. It is not you who kill them, but the price they are willing to pay for the peace of the world, and if you die in the meantime, will you blame the victims, because you have lost your life because you have known these dark things? You will not. Hugh, don't blame yourself for the fate of others, you have to crusade against evil, it is part of your fate, their death, and part of their fate. The world is so big, and who doesn't live in their own helplessness? No one's life is easy. I have been with you for the past few years, and I have seen you crawl out of the ghost gate with my own eyes, and my humj is not easy, and it is also very hard, I feel sorry for you. "

Hearing Su Jiu

say so much, Qi Xiu's heart relaxed a little, Su Jiu sat at the head of the bed, Qi Xiu pillow on her lap, Su Jiu brushed her hair all at once.

Qi Xiu thought that even if he was useless, he would not be able to touch Ouyang Qian's interests at all, and he should not find a corner where no one was there and stab himself. If he wants to kick himself, he will honestly pack up his things and leave his place, and he will avoid walking when he sees him in the future. If he has murderous intentions, he will pull down his face, be cheeky, and beg for mercy with affection and reason, in short, face is not as important as life. A little woman begged him to spare his life in a low voice, but if a man is open-minded, he will not kill again.

She was afraid that Lin Cong would offend Ouyang Qian before, but she dared to show her teeth and claws like that, because the family behind Lin Cong had real ability, and she didn't have the slightest ability to shake Ouyang Qian's interests, so Ouyang Qian wouldn't take her in his eyes at all. But if Lin Cong is determined to oppose him, Ouyang Qian will really weigh the loss and the gain is not proportional.

"Okay, I won't talk nonsense anymore, I pay attention to my words and deeds, weigh the proportions, and it shouldn't be a big deal. I'm injured, and I won't be able to work for a short time, if Ah Cong is in the camp, he will come to see me, you will give him a thousand taels first, and then talk about it later. "

Su Jiu touched her head: "It's obvious that I am seeing a doctor, but I want you to pay back." "

Qi Xiujin touched her hand, a little depressed: "I promised to live a good life with you, you know, cure the disease well." "

After a while, Qi Xiu raised his head again: "You help me run to the residence of His Royal Highness King Qian, and tell his people, just say that I have been doing a lot of military affairs recently, so I will live directly in the camp, please don't summon me for the time being, and when I am done, I will go to the door to ask His Highness for guilt." "

"Didn't he go out?"

"Yes, he still has about half a month to come back, I count the time, my injury is not healed so quickly, in case someone turns over my sign and people come to call me over, but I can't go, what a disappointment. It's better to report to him as soon as possible, he should find someone else, he will go to someone else, anyway, he is worried about the country, and he won't worry about me if he thinks about it. "

Su Jiu's voice lowered: "Hmm." "

"Also, by the way, I bought medicine for the scar. "

Su Jiu twisted his eyebrows: "So expensive......."

Qi Xiu is reluctant to pay for it,

but there is no way, at this time and that time, if it was in the past, she would not care whether these scars are beautiful or ugly, she will spend so much money to remove the scars, she would rather save up to buy something for the family, or eat something delicious.

But now she can't help it, no matter how reluctant she is, she has to take care of it: "You have to buy it if it's expensive, otherwise I have scars all over my body, and it will make him feel bad when I see it, and the scars that can be removed will be gone, it is really an old scar, just cover it with rouge, it's better than looking like this." By the way, I have to buy a wig set back, and he won't look for me during this time, just if he still wants me to pass, I don't dare to go against his will, and I can't go over to see people with a bald head. "

Su Jiu said angrily: "Yes, there are so many young and beautiful girls in people, where can I think of you? "

Qi Xiu touched her hand soothingly: "People are the owners of money, they can find whoever they want, don't be angry." "

"Your legs ......" Su Jiu frowned awkwardly, "How do you get out of bed and walk ......

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"Lin Xian said that he would ask other military doctors to come and help me take a look, but it can't be cured, so I'll walk on crutches, it's just ...... In that case, I'm afraid I won't be able to stay in the barracks any longer...... Forget it, let's take one step at a time, you go buy it. "

Su Jiu answered and went, and when Qi Xiu saw a small tomato on the table, he reached out and took one, and when he took a bite, there was a lot of juice, and it was quite sweet.