Broken wings

".

"Oh, that's because you don't have experience in doing this kind of low-pitched and small thing...... Then tell us sisters, in what capacity are you following him now, is it a concubine, or is it a little lover?".

"Because I need his help with something, I need his money and connections, so ...... I promised him to stay with him for ten years, to be a cow or a horse...... "It was really hard for her to say the name mistress in front of people.

"So you're staying with him now because he can give you the benefits you need?"

"Yes. "

"Did he react strongly to you when you came back to him, such as what you liked the most, and what did he hate the most?"

Qi Xiu thought about it when he heard this, and scratched his head: "I don't think he likes me anymore, I have a bad temper, sometimes my mouth is more poisonous, and then I also respect him very much, and when I see him, I will bow and kneel, but he is still unhappy." "

Several people changed their eyes, and they all understood, and said, "Then after you returned to him, did he ask you...... What about that?".

Qi Xiu's face turned red: "This ......

."

"That's it. They all laughed happily, "I can still think about it after six years of separation, which means that he still hasn't eaten the taste and is unwilling, he spent money to buy you, he wants you to adjust the pressure of life for him, what's the use of your respect, he is not looking for a servant." In this case, in order to maintain your relationship and get these benefits from him, I suggest that you do not keep him suppressing himself, but obey when you should. Like you said, he doesn't have no choice, if he goes back to you and is disappointed, maybe he will really turn his face and be ruthless. "

"Is that so?" Qi Xiu looked at them in confusion, and said

nealy, "But, I, I ......."

"What's wrong? Do you have anything else to hide?".

"I ...... I don't want to have this kind of relationship with him, I, I don't have self-love, he has more and better choices, why do you have to follow me? There are many people who follow him, he really doesn't lack people, I don't want to care about his love and sweetness with others, but I can't put such a dirty body in front of him, ......."

"He's still very noble in your heart, isn't he? So you just want to give him the best, but now you're not innocent, so you've been resisting his closeness, right? You said that he and other people can also talk about love, and will be affectionate and sweet, so why can't you? Men, women, who is more noble than whom? Why do you have to ask women to be three chastity and nine spirits, and men don't need them?" The generous attitude of the women made Qi Xiu stunned, and the green and white jade fingers waved," To tell you the truth, our sisters have also followed a lot of rich and noble sons, some are greasy fast, some are greasy and slow, but they can't escape a year and a half, men are all fresh, you don't have to care about this, you are not dirty at all. "

Qi Xiu said in a

whisper: "Then what am I going to do?"

"You said that he has a

very good personality, and he will be very gentle with you, and listening to your voice, he should also be a high-ranking master, which shows that he actually misses the old days, right? Later, you separated for the time being, but now that he has grown up, he has seen more of the outside world, and he has all kinds of beauties around him, but he is still greedy for your stability, and is willing to spend a lot of money and connections to solve problems for you, just to be able to relax in front of you, in fact, I think he should rely on you. "

"I also agree, if he is really the kind of man with a heart and more beautiful people around him, there is no need to hook up with you again. "

"I think so too, in fact, such a rich and good husband is also quite good, why don't you impress him with sincerity, subdue him, and let him turn his prodigal son?"

Qi Xiu shook his head firmly: "It's impossible." "

"Why? Dislike him? Don't everyone all play each other? If according to your standards, Young Master Lin and Young Master Xue and them, I don't know how many flowers they have lingered in, no one will want to marry them in the future? Jokes, those who are willing to marry them will definitely wait in a long line to enter the door, if anyone enters their house, they will enjoy a lifetime of glory and wealth, how good. "

"That's right, Miss Qi, it's the first time you've become this kind of identity, you don't know, it's difficult for ordinary financiers to serve, especially this kind of rich, anger and scolding are common, you see those rich men's concubines, they all want to be the main room when they are crowded, you used to be so fateful, now instead of looking for someone else, it is better to take him back, at that time his money is your money, what else do you and me. "

Qi Xiu smiled bitterly: "I really can't accept this, the meaning is different, if I put myself in the position of my wife, I can't endure this life for a day, but if I only see our relationship as a relationship of interests, I still have a hope, as long as I endure it for ten years, after ten years, the bridge will return to the bridge, and the road will return to the road." "

A shrewd and wise gaze fell on her: "Miss Qi, in fact, you can see all kinds of things between you very well, can calmly accept your current relationship, and know how to get along with him better, you all know." What he wants is that you are like a wife, gentle and virtuous, a harbor for him to rest. It's just that I can see that you are a person with a high moral bottom line, and you can't deceive him, can you? You can't weave him a beautiful dream, in which he mistakenly thinks that he still has you, and you only blindly respect him, and remind him all the time that you are in this relationship of mutual benefit, and this is the source of his unhappiness. "

Qi Xiu was silent.

"Alas, too, after all, what we want is not the same, what you want is sincerity, what we want is a lifetime of glory and wealth, if I marry a rich young master, I don't mind if he goes out every day to fool around, as long as I give me enough money to spend." "

"So where does his pressure usually come from? Is it in business? or?"

"Sort of, I also do business, and there are some, it's a matter of the court, and I have a lot to worry about. "

"Ouch, the military master in the barracks? Is this a coincidence, this person who used to be General Xue in the barracks. The woman pulled the delicate sister to the side, and the girl looked proud, "I used to follow General Xue, has General Xue heard of it? "

Qi Xiu laughed dryly: "I've heard of the big name." "

"If you want to maintain your current relationship, you can also, in fact, those men, if you find out their tempers, it will be much better. For the little lovers raised outside, they are annoyed and jealous, and they are annoyed to stick up when they are not interested, as long as they are interested in it, they follow their wishes, in fact, it is very easy to serve. You have to learn to be coquettish and show weakness, you love him for three points, and you have to coax them to think that you love him very much, so that he will be soft-hearted, and let him willingly put money into your pocket. Hehe, of course, people like us rarely invest their feelings in them, to put it bluntly, it's just for their money. "

Qi Xiu was stunned: "Ah? No, do you want him to be happy?".

"He's happy to reward you with silver, aren't you happy too? When you're happy, you'll have more strength to do things that make him happy, and if you need help, ask him for help, of course, depending on when he's in a good mood, it will make him feel a sense of accomplishment, and then you have to make an expression that he's very powerful and adores him, don't all men love this? "

After Qi Xiu went back, she thought about it for a long time, and she wondered if Ouyang Qian was worth doing it herself. In this life, she has no blessing to enjoy the joy of the world, but if she is not even qualified for self-satisfaction...... She didn't know if she would be able to focus on business as she thought.

After all, after so many years, she will feel when she reads those books, looks at those paintings, and the plot pokes at the tip of her heart. This is the instinct of the body, the hobby in the bones, but if she loses this ability, will she read those books again, will there be a possibility, and she will still feel empty, but she will not be relieved?

She sent the finished military affairs back to the barracks, and asked about the recent situation in the camp by the way, the camp is not idle, and there are still many things to deal with. Qi Xiu was in his position, but she repeatedly derelicted her duties, she thought twice and went to Bizhoucheng's camp.

Bi Zhoucheng was not in Long'an, Qi Xiujin sat in his room, looked at the furnishings in the room, remembered the bits and pieces of his experience in the past six years, and remembered how he walked from a small soldier to the position of a general step by step, although what she saw from the outside was only the rise and fall of the official position, but only she knew how much effort and blood she had put in behind her to promote these levels of official positions.

In the first three years, she had almost no time to rest, Bi Zhoucheng valued her and took her personally, other soldiers got up at the point, ate at the point, and went to bed, but she couldn't, everyone else went back to rest and sleep, but she still had a lot of training to complete. How many times she was so tired that she vomited until she fainted, how many times did her heart feel like it was going to jump out of her throat, and even though she opened her mouth wide, she still felt that she couldn't breathe, she didn't have time to play, and she basically fell asleep when she returned to the room.

Bizhou Cheng is extremely strict in disciplining, she can't meet his requirements, not only has to double her training, but also has to be punished, she was beaten and continued to train with an injury, and her clothes were grinding on the wound, which made her cry. Bi Zhoucheng didn't seem to be able to see it, and the standard would not be relaxed because of her aggrieved tears.

Later, they went on a mission together, and slowly became more and more acquainted, seeing his rigorous attitude towards people and things, and seeing the marshal's vision and mind, the marshal slowly became a beacon-like existence, she knew that the marshal's high requirements for her were for her good, and the grievances in her heart all dissipated.

In three years, he was promoted to four levels in a row, sat in the position of deputy general of a single battalion, and joined the Yuan'an Army, what a glorious thing. She still remembers how excited she was when Bi Zhoucheng announced that she had become a member of the Yuan'an Army, this is the most elite team to protect the country, how could she be lucky enough to be a member of it?

This is the embodiment of her value, why can't she continue to do it?

Qi Xiu looked down at his shoes, these resentments and dissatisfaction were just emotions that would occur when standing on his own position. Why should others care about what you care about, why should they cherish the position you cherish, you want to be a canary, and blame others for not giving you the opportunity to serve the country, why should people give it?