Broken wings

When he woke up, Yu Ying and Qi Xiu were beside him, Yu Ying sat forward, touched his forehead, and breathed a sigh of relief: "The fever has subsided a little." "

Qi Xiujin pressed his hands to his heart and breathed a long sigh of relief: "Fortunately, fortunately." "

Bi Zhoucheng reacted for a while before he opened his mouth to speak: "Why are you here?"

Qi Xiu poured him a glass of warm water, fed him to drink, and said softly: "Well, I came to see you." "

"Look at me......" Bi Zhoucheng closed his eyes again, "Look at what I do?"

"Nothing, just thought. Qi Xiu asked, "Are you hungry, do you want to eat?"

"Hmm. "

Yu Ying went to the kitchen to serve him porridge, and Qi Xiujin whispered: "Fortunately, the fever has subsided, you have been sleeping for several days, and you scared us to death." "

Bi Zhoucheng didn't speak, his fingers touched the top of his forehead, he looked at the roof beam blankly, tears flowed down unconsciously, Qi Xiujin saw him look uncomfortable and almost breathless: "Marshal, if you miss your father, you can let them give you a dream ......

."

"I, I dreamed ...... Just. Bizhou Cheng blinked, "I dreamed of them." "

"What did you dream about?".

"In my dream, my father and mother smiled and told me that they were very good over there, so I didn't have to worry about them. Bizhou Cheng slowly shrunk himself into a ball, Qi Xiu put his palm on his body, slowly stroked, after a while, Bizhou Cheng relaxed the muscles on his body and slowly recovered.

"Life is a life of so many decades, we will just meet again later, or perhaps, they have now re-descended into this world and become important people around you. Even if people really don't reincarnate, your relationship is true, what they left behind is true, the students taught by your uncle continue to live with his thoughts, and the love that your aunt gives you, you will continue to pass it on, they have always been there. "

Qi Xiu helped him to lie down slowly, and Bi Zhoucheng said in a dumb voice: "I know." "

"I know that you feel that you owe your parents, they raised you as an adult, but you didn't repay them, but think about it, you used your hard work in exchange for the peace and tranquility of the Yuan Kingdom, and your uncle and aunt can live and work in peace and contentment, isn't this a return? Not everyone can train the children of marshals, and the achievements you have made have also proved to everyone the high righteousness of your parents. You are not unfilial, you are filial piety, and there are few people who can compare to your kind of return. "

Bi Zhoucheng lowered his eyelids, Qi Xiujin looked at him with gentle eyes, and his palm gently stroked his shoulder: "Although the brothers in our camp are not as good as uncles and aunts, nor are they your relatives, and they can't give you family comfort, but after so many years, we are already a family, and we will always follow you." "

Qi Xiu took a blanket from the hanger and offered it with both hands: "I sewed the clothes left by your parents into a blanket, and they are still with you, in another way. "

Bizhou Cheng looked at it distractedly, his hand slowly touched the blanket, and then hugged it tightly in his arms, covering his face all over it, and said tremblingly: "Thank you." Qi Xiu pat him comfortingly.

Yu Ying came over with porridge, Bi Zhoucheng took the porridge bowl, and was about to bring it to his mouth, when he opened his mouth and asked, "Is there anyone to deal with Gonglin's body?"

Qi Xiu's expression was a little evasive: "His body was dragged to the body and whipped, the corpse was terrible, I inquired about where he was and found someone to bury him." "

Bi Zhoucheng responded lightly after a while: "Hmm." "

"Will you blame me?".

Bi Zhoucheng took a deep breath and shook his head: "Gong Lin was the most powerful person under me, all the evil deeds he did were not what he wanted, and the evil deeds were done to make him regain his senses, he knew that the moment my mother hanged herself, she must have been tortured very much, and now she died tragically, I don't feel happy, I only feel heartache." "

Qi Xiu said gloomily: "I also heard Zhong Shuai say that he used to be under your account, he was a commoner, and his exploits were often impersonated, otherwise, he would have already sat down as Marshal Long'an." "

Thinking of the past, Bizhou Cheng trembled and sighed, Yu Ying said: "Okay, don't talk about these sad things, Xiaozhou, drink some porridge, take care of your strength, don't let your brother worry." "

Bi Zhoucheng nodded, drank the porridge in the bowl in

a few sips, handed it out, Qi Xiu took the porridge bowl and put it on the table, Bi Zhoucheng lifted the quilt and got out of bed: "What changes have happened in the camp during the time I go home?"

Qi Xiu said lightly: "It's nothing, Zhong Shuai is in the camp, and he won't get in the way." "

Bi Zhoucheng put on his clothes: "Sister-in-law, I'm fine now, there are too many affairs in the camp, I can't leave them all to Zhong Xiao alone, say goodbye to my brother, and I'll go back." "

Yu Ying was a little worried: "Your body ......".

Bi Zhoucheng shook his head: "It's okay, you can rest on the road." "

On the way back, even if the road was bumpy, Bi Zhou Cheng couldn't wake up sleepy, Qi Xiu saw his head hit the edge of the arrogance one by one, so he laid out a blanket and helped him lie down, Bi Zhou Cheng's confused eyes narrowed a slit, Qi Xiu Jin said softly: "It's okay, lie down and sleep, be comfortable." "

When he arrived at the barracks, Bi Zhoucheng's feeling was almost made up, and after meeting Zhong Xiao, he went to get busy.

Qi Xiu arrived at the camp and received a letter from home, saying that he had received 10,000 taels from Lin Cong and had found a doctor to treat Liu Xici, but he didn't know what the result was. When he was busy with the matter at hand, Qi Xiu was not at ease, so he went back again and witnessed the death of a pair of old people in front of his eyes.

Qi Xiujin

saw that the condition of his mother was still not optimistic, and several doctors said that they should be psychologically prepared, but Qi Xiujin did not expect that it was possible to keep his mother's life if he was rich, so he grabbed his hair in a hurry. However, it is useless to be in a hurry, so she can only find a different doctor to treat her.

Qi Xiu

pilgrimage lost his soul and returned to Long'an, Ouyang Qian was busy leaving the camp, the two met, Qi Xiu didn't want to talk to him, turned around and left, Ouyang Qian chased after him in a few steps: "Are you avoiding me?".

Qi Xiu didn't say anything, Ouyang Qian said awkwardly: "There are so many things in the camp, and you are still outside for so many days." "

"It's my business how many days I stay, what does it have to do with you! Don't follow me!".

Ouyang Qian grabbed her sleeve: "What kind of temper do you always have with me?, can't you get along with me well?".

Qi Xiu furrowed his eyebrows and withdrew his sleeves: "I don't have anything to get along with you! I really don't understand, the princess is already so beautiful, what are you not satisfied with? You even went out behind her back to hook up with three or four!".

"You were originally mine, what do you call coming out to hook up three and four!".

"Who is yours? I am my own, not any of you! Why didn't you do this before? Could it be that when a man grows up to your age, he will become a day and a twilight? If you come out to have fun, the princess will be alone at home and keep the empty boudoir, it is really unfair, if you want me to say, men and women are the same, you can come out, then your wife is messing with others, and you don't blame her!"

Ouyang Qian raised his eyebrows: "You're talking about yourself." "

"I'm already ninety-nine now, don't entangle with me anymore, you came out behind the princess's back to do something unseemly, I won't go to her to expose your shortcomings, as long as you don't bother me. "

"It's better for you to see the reality as soon as possible, as long as I say a word, you won't have the current peaceful life, I won't touch you, but she, it's not within my consideration. "

Qi Xiu's face was fierce: "If you dare to move the ninety-nine hairs, I will die with you." "

"You can try, your so-called common end is nothing more than hitting a stone with an egg. "

Qi Xiujin gritted his teeth angrily: "What do you have to do to let me go." "

"Don't think you can escape from me, you will come back sooner or later, now I still let you mess around outside, I don't want to scare you, once I use my means, you will not have any bargaining chips with me. "

"Can you give me a reason?".

"What reason?".

"Must be pestered with my reasons. Qi Xiu looked at him hatefully, "I can't figure out why you have to pester me." "

"Don't you really know?".

"Don't tell me anything like me, love me or anything like that, I won't believe it, no one will do this to the person they like. "

Ouyang Qian said in a low voice: "This is a fact, I have tried to let you go to a new life, but I can't eat and sleep well every day, I have tried, I can't do it, I can't let you leave me to find someone else." "

Qi

Xiu took a weak breath, didn't have the strength to entangle with him anymore, turned around and went home, Ouyang Qian said in a deep voice: "Xiao Qi, don't fight with me, you will definitely come to me." "

"How dare you make such a conclusion!".

"You're sure to be useful when you get me. "

Qi Xiu didn't want to listen to his nonsense, and

strode forward, Ouyang Qian raised his voice and said: "Xiao Qi, I have good words to persuade you, but you refuse to listen, if you regret it in the future and want to beg me back, the situation at that time will not be up to you." "

Qi Xiu said in disgust: "There will not be a day, you will die of this heart!".

As soon as I arrived at home, I received a letter from home, took a cursory look, was shocked, and hurried home. The letter said that the doctor's ability at home was limited, and her mother was afraid that there would be no doctor for the medicine, so she rushed home to see her mother again.

Qi Xiu

rushed back to the hospital, Liu Xici's face was scorched, except for breathing, no other life phenomena could be seen, Qi Xiu was so frightened that she cried, and her sister said with a crying voice that the doctor had asked them to prepare for the future.

"The doctor in Yuzhou can't see it well, what about other places?".

My sister sobbed and said, "I found it, but I said that there was no way, and she was in this situation, wouldn't it be more sinful to move her again? "

Qi Xiu sat on the ground with weak legs and feet, looked at the lifeless mother on the bed, and recalled her when she was a child.

She was just born, still in her infancy, and her mother held herself in the crook of her arm, gently humming a song to coax herself to sleep. In her memory, she didn't actually have the memory of her mother holding her, but she could imagine how her mother pulled herself step by step to such a big size. When I went to school, I couldn't get out of bed, so my mother dragged me to sit up, and then dressed myself, put on socks and shoes.

I think of her saying to herself while working that she should study hard, and she will not suffer hardships in the future, and she will only use her brain in the future, and she will not have to do physical work.

I remembered that my

mother touched her ears and shed tears, saying that when my father slapped me, I hit my ears and my ears bleed.

Remembering that she came back from work in the field and bought herself a dress, although she would complain that her mother was not by her side, but when her mother came back, she was still happy, and she took the dress and watched it happily under the kerosene lamp many times overnight.

Thinking of the angry words I said to her after being beaten every time I was beaten since I was a child, how could I be reincarnated into this family, if I can be reincarnated in the next life, I will never see you again, any of you, how well you live has nothing to do with me, I don't want to know anything.

Thinking of her mother's

unconscious tears lying on the bed after being beaten, crying softly, saying that if her mother hadn't died so early, she wouldn't have been so bitter in her life, she was beaten and angry in Qi's house, and she didn't have the right to say a word in her life. If her mother was still there, she would never let her daughter suffer such grievances, just like that, she endured it for a lifetime.

I

remember that when I was in school, I was greedy, even if I had to make a big detour, my mother would buy me what I wanted to eat, and then send myself to a private school.

I

remembered that I never felt homesick after I came out, and I was not happy every time I went back, and when I went home, my mother went to the pier to pick me up, and the happy smile, the neighbor greeted her, and my mother was full of smiles: "Hugh is back." "

I

remember that when I come back every year, my mother cleans up her bed and room.

Remember...... When he was still an underdeveloped villain, in his mother's womb, the umbilical cord was connected to the umbilical cord, and he slowly grew into a human form, and his mother gave birth to herself.

She couldn't accept the gradual passing of a living person's life.

Grandma Qi pulled Qi Xiu to get her up, Qi Xiu Jin's

legs were weak and couldn't get up, she pulled her collar and said: "Xiu Ji, don't screw it, not long ago a new doctor came to Yuzhou, I went to inquire, it was arranged by Qian'er's child, but I don't know why, I haven't let your mother go to the doctor." Your mother is now at a critical juncture, don't fight with him, you go and admit your mistake to him, maybe your mother still has the possibility of survival...... You are obedient, what good can you do with him? Don't you want your mother to live?".

Qi Xiujin sat in place and cried, not because of her grandmother's words, but because she really didn't want to be without her mother, she was really afraid of not having a mother. Also, the moment she saw her mother, she had already decided to beg Ouyang Qian, she had struggled for so long before she realized that she had no right to choose at all.