Broken wings

"Then why can't I pick it up? You happen to pass by, you happen to pick it up, it happens to have a needle on it, it happens that there is a father-in-law's birthday in it, and it happens that you are still venting and tearing this little straw man! You say this is not what you did? You look me in the eye and say!".

Nanfeng didn't even dare to raise his head, curled up and moved back, trembling all over, tears flowing uncontrollably. He didn't dare to look directly into Ouyang Qian's eyes, he was afraid of the results he was about to face, and his subconscious self-protection prompted him to run away, but Ouyang Qian grabbed the back of his neck, and his strength was so great that he tore off his flesh and skin. Although everything pointed to him, it was really not his doing, Nanfeng's neck was going to shrink behind his backbone, and he could already imagine what kind of storm he would have to face.

Kicking on the knee socket, Nanfeng fell to his knees and choked in fear.

"You kneel down honestly for me, and don't go anywhere! Tell me, are you in conflict with your father-in-law again?".

"It's not a ......," Nan Feng choked up and roughly explained what happened today, Ouyang Qian looked at him with gray eyes, "Just because of this, you use this kind of indiscriminate method to curse your father-in-law?"

"I didn't want to curse him, I was just angry, this little straw man wasn't made by me, it really wasn't me...... I just picked it up casually, I pulled the straw on it is to be angry, I don't know that there is a father-in-law's birthday in it, brother, it's really not me" Nanfeng was afraid that Ouyang Qian would alienate himself because ......of this, if he stayed away from him, no one would care about his life or death anymore, and the fear of being abandoned had been hanging on his head since Ouyang Qian saw the white cloth, and he was so afraid that he couldn't be more afraid.

"It's not you? that's me? Heh, you can put your father-in-law's birthday on this spell? Whether it can be fulfilled or not, isn't your motive too vicious?" Ouyang Qian's disappointment caused him to not only be extremely tired, but also to lose even the little spirit he had left. He couldn't believe why Nanfeng would do such a naïve and vicious thing, the Nanfeng in his impression, although arrogant and domineering, was a person who knew how to repay his kindness, whoever was good to him, he would keep it in his heart, and then return it a hundred times over.

Although the father-in-law sometimes speaks badly, it is also due to his hatred of iron and steel, and the father-in-law's heart has always been good, all he has been thinking about is to let Nanfeng slowly get on the right path, be an excellent person, and be able to serve the country. Even if the father-in-law said one or two heavy words, saying that he was not like Nan Shijue's son, it was because of his inaction all the time. The father-in-law just wants him to learn well, and wants him to enrich his strength, instead of blindly living a muddy life, where is the father-in-law's heart that can't stand him?

But because of this, he had the intention of harming his father-in-law, how could he forgive?

"It's that he's talking so badly...... I couldn't get angry for a while, so I ...... "In order to protect himself, Nanfeng subconsciously pushed the responsibility to Yuan Zhen, but before he finished speaking, he was cut off by a hard slap.

"You're still avoiding the heavy and light!" Ouyang Qian held a breath of blood in his chest, slowly surging up, a mouthful of blood foam spurted straight out of his mouth, choked and coughed a few times, and the soles of his feet were weak and took a few steps back. Nanfeng, who was terrified by a bloodstain on the ground, couldn't even bother to cover his swollen face, and stretched out his frightened hands, but he didn't dare to fall on Ouyang Qian's legs, he wanted to hug his thighs and cry bitterly, but he couldn't.

"Brother...... Brother, why did you vomit blood...... Don't scare me...... I know wrong...... But, but...... "But the curse is really not ...... I did

Ouyang Qian forced himself to close his eyes and calm down, stretched out his hand to wipe the blood stains off his mouth, his voice was extremely tired, with a lifeless gray mist: "Yu Gong, my father-in-law is the emperor, we are the courtiers, your behavior is really the following crime, there is a heart of disobedience, if the reigning father today is not the father-in-law, but another monarch, I am afraid that a thousand knives will not be enough to atone for your sins." "

Nanfeng couldn't think of anything but crying, he didn't think that things would develop like this, he didn't think about cursing his father-in-law, he just couldn't get angry, he just couldn't get angry...... But he was wronged, no one would believe that this straw man was not made by him, no one would believe him...... He knew that he shouldn't have picked it up, and he shouldn't have sat on the steps and pulled the straw in a daze, at this time he regretted, annoyed and aggrieved, but time couldn't turn back.

In the past, it was difficult for the son of the emperor to see his father, even if he was a little tired, he would have to run around the palace at both ends, and if he had time, he would teach us to practice martial arts, whether you accept your father's kindness or not, what he has been doing to you all the time is to make you a talent! We are children, and we can only grow up by the grace of God, isn't we? It's not easy for him to be so attentive to us, you don't know how to be motivated, but you want to harm him with all these weird things! Yes, you feel annoyed, you think he nags, but his purpose is not to urge us to become better? You only heard him say that you are not worthy of being the son of Nan Shijue, but you can't hear what he means beyond his words is that he wants you to be strong and can fight for Nan Shijue!".

Nanfeng was still crying, he wanted to defend himself, but he couldn't say anything, he felt that he had never been so wronged, he was just sad, he really didn't have the heart to harm his father-in-law, but his behavior made him speechless, no matter how he said it, it became a quibble, how could it be like this, even his brother ......

"You go out into the dark room and think about it behind closed doors, and don't go out for half a step without my permission, or I'll break your legs!"

Nanfeng stood up with his head bowed and walked away silently.

Nanfeng rarely has such a silent time, dejected like a little broken child, looking at his sad back Ouyang Qian's heart softened again, but he also understood that if such a serious matter did not let him remember the lesson, what would he be afraid of in the future?

A pair of eyes watched all this in the dark, and retreated from the courtyard wall with a sneer as desired.

Nanfeng knelt in the dark room and thought about it, after the tears dried up, his eyes were empty, he didn't know what to think about not to be so sad, why was his heart so empty, and his brain hurt as if it was about to explode?

If there is a choice, if my father and mother are still alive, maybe I will not be like this, I don't have to show my teeth and claws, and no one dares to hurt me, if ......

But they are gone, my father and mother, they

are all gone, leaving me and my sister, my sister's little elm head, if I don't be stronger, what if she is bullied? I want others to be afraid when they hear my name, so that no one dares to provoke her, I want to be like this, no one can change my ......

But...... I don't want to...... I want to put away the hedgehog on my body, snuggle up with my sister every day, study hard, practice hard, eat with my father, and walk in the yard together after eating, my father and mother are chatting, and my sister and I are chasing and playing in the yard...... When I grew up, I inherited my father's mantle, accompanied my father to the frontier, and fought side by side with my father...... My sister stayed with my mother at home, and when my father and I came back, we sat warmly in the house together, around a fire, eating fruit and chatting about the ......

Dad wanted to

test my homework, I stumbled and couldn't answer, Dad wanted to beat me, but he was reluctant to slap me down, so he could only hold his face and say that he wouldn't punish ...... next time

Daddy's palms are so big and warm...... The desserts made by my mother after the meal were delicious, and my sister wanted to rob me after eating, which made my father ......and mother laugh and laughed

My body was so hot and swollen, I staggered out of bed, walked barefoot on the ground, and pushed the door into my father's room, shouting in a daze: "Mother's ......".

The mother was still asleep, but when she heard her voice, she sat up and asked, "Feng'er, what's wrong?"

"I'm a little feverish, is there any medicine to reduce fever......

."

"What? Why are you a little burning?" the mother lifted the quilt and got out of bed, came to her side, and put her palm on her forehead to try to heat it, "Ah, why is it so hot! Come, go back to the house." "

was gently led back to her room by her mother, and put herself on the bed, she didn't even have time to put on a coat, she began to be busy decocting the medicine, looking at her busy back with confused eyes, her nose was straight and sour, I just felt that it felt good to be loved.

The mother came with a bowl of decoction and medicine, her figure was still so tall in her sight, as if she was still the three-year-old child, she helped herself to sit up, and said gently: "Feng'er, come, my mother boiled the medicine for you, drink it and go to sleep quickly...... Mother is sleeping with you in her arms today...... Why did it suddenly burn up? Are you kicking the quilt again? Come, take a sip ......" Her gentle fingertips brushed her forehead from time to time, brushing aside the broken hair on her forehead, and then kept her palm on her forehead.

I cried while drinking, tears flowed into the soup bowl one by one, and my mother asked with concern: "What's wrong? What's wrong? Is the medicine too bitter? Feng'er doesn't cry, after drinking the medicine, the mother also prepared candied fruit for you, you won't be bitter after eating." She took out a bag of intact preserves, took one and put it to her mouth, "Come and take a bite, the bitterness in your mouth will dissipate some of it, let's drink it ......."

Take a bite of candied fruit, it's so sweet, the whole sweet heart is going to overflow, it feels good to have a mother, no matter how old she lives, in her eyes she is a child who needs the most care.

"Mother, I'm willing to give up everything I have now, I don't want anything, can you come back?" looked up at her flawless side face with teary eyes, her appearance had been blurred, but her gentleness was still remembered by him in his bones, and he would never forget how he was cared for by her in the palm of his hand.

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A tear fell, Nanfeng's body shook for a moment, raised his head, and returned to reality, is it really a dream...... I weakly raised my arm and tried the temperature of my forehead, my tentacles were hot, and I was burned, and I returned to the year when my father and mother were still in my dream, thinking that I had a father and mother again...... But no matter how much I thought about it, how much I shouted, my father and mother could no longer hear it, they didn't know it anymore, they all ...... I don't know ......

Nanfeng's head became heavier and heavier, his eyelids became heavier and heavier, and with a loud 'bang', his whole body fell to the ground and burned out.