Broken wings

Ouyang Qian summoned the hidden guards, and searched for her from inn to inn, and finally found her near Guangzhou. She stayed in a remote inn, Xiao Er said that she came here half a month ago, her mental state is not very good, and she stays at home, often orders things that exceed the amount of ordinary people's meals, and every time she goes to close the disc, it looks bad.

Ouyang Qian

went to knock on the door, the door opened, and Qi Xiu's unkempt and sloppy appearance was also revealed, she was stunned for a moment when she saw Ouyang Qian, Ouyang Qian was even more heartbroken when she saw her like this, her hair was sloppy, her face was burnt yellow, her eyes were blue, her lips were black, and the whole person was a lot fatter than the last time she saw her.

As soon as Qi Xiu was about to close the door, Ouyang Qian squeezed in, he looked at her in shock and now gave up on herself, and asked, "What happened, why did you ......?"

Qi Xiu suddenly burst out and pushed him out of the door: "Get out! Get out!"

"Tell me what's going on!" Ouyang Qian held her hands, and Qi Xiu was controlled by both hands, so he drove him out with his head and legs.

Ouyang Qian barely recognized the sad thing from her whimpering and crying, she used to tell her mother and sister about her unfortunate experience once because she was timid and cowardly, the last time she went home because she was too embarrassed to make trouble with her family, she cried and said the reason why she didn't dare to marry people easily, and it was also this time that she learned that she told them when she was young, and then they had long forgotten it, and they still laughed and talked with those wicked people, and when she grew up, she always thought that they had forgotten about it, but she didn't expect them to remember, and she remembered that she could also talk and laugh with people who hurt her。

"I don't expect anyone to help me get justice, so many years have passed, but I have already said what I am most afraid of, but they still choose to ignore it, it is not others who are hurt, so others say that the past is over, and tell me in a high-sounding manner, you still have to become your own child, you have to regulate yourself. "

"You see, I'm such a selfish person, I don't

recognize my relatives when I'm unhappy, you've only known me for a long time, and you can open your mouth and say that you like me, I'm not worthy of a person like you, so don't come to my world again and make me ashamed of myself, can I succeed? "

"No one in this world loves me, and I don't love anyone, any sunny and kind person should stay away from selfish people like me, go, you go to me, I don't want to see you again, I'll live alone, anyway, no one cares about me, God didn't give me a trace of warmth, he made me fall into the ice cellar and become an out-and-out poor worm, you go, you go, get out, get out!"

"I'm leaving all of you...... We leave all people, go anywhere, and see people again. "

Ouyang Qian locked her tightly in his arms, and he wouldn't let go no matter how hard she beat her.

Qi Xiujin was tired from crying and had no strength, so Ouyang Qian slowly let go of her and wiped away her tears and snot: "You are very tired, go sleep for a while." "

"Let's go. "

"Okay, you lie in bed and go to rest, I'll go. "

Qi Xiu

Ji climbed into bed, Ouyang Qian really walked out, Qi Xiu Zhen looked at the lake outside the window emptyly, and the whole person was empty.

When Ouyang Qian came back, he brought a doctor, checked her body, talked to him, prescribed some medicine and left.

The doctor said that she was depressed all the year round, and her personality had hidden manic symptoms, which would be caused once she encountered an emotional outburst, which would divide everyone into their opposites, and no one could get close, so she was the only one to spend the most painful moments alone, which deepened the factor of her distrust of others.

After the doctor left, she opened her eyes and said in a daze, "Someone has come in." "

Ouyang Qian responded: "I'll find a doctor to show you your body." "

"I heard the doctor. Qi Xiu opened his eyes, "It's terrible, I'm a person, I always hide things that are not good for myself, and I can't hide them after a long time, and I'm too lazy to wear a mask to live, so it's good to let me see the reality as soon as possible, people like me, no one will really like it, so that I won't harm others and ......hurt myself again."

"I love you. "

When you were drunk, I

told you that you had a good impression of me because you didn't know me, and when you knew what kind of person I was, you wouldn't want to be with me, no one would accept the real me, what you saw, how hysterical, how ...... Sorrowful. "

"I said, I love you, I

love all of you, why do you think I won't accept the real you? Because you think you have a bad personality? You think your family is not good? You are so lonely that you want to push everyone away? What do you think I will think when I see you like this? I dislike you? My heart hurts and cracks!".

"What you won't accept, no one will. I wasn't at home, the matchmaker and the family that told me to kiss went to give a dowry, I went home, I got married, and there was another trouble at home, I came out, I felt like a duckweed, good, clean. "

Ouyang Qian stepped forward and hugged her tightly, Qi Xiu couldn't resist, and after a while, he unloaded his strength and said with difficulty: "You can't breathe, you're going to strangle me......

".

"If you dare to say anything more to let me leave you, I will strangle you alive in my arms. "

Qi Xiu pilgrimage uncomfortably struggled: "I can't breathe ......".

Ouyang Qian finally let go of her: "Xiao Qi, let's get married, I promise you, I will definitely be good to you, marry me, okay?"

Qi Xiu took a few breaths of air, and she shook her head: "You will have a more suitable woman to marry, I am not worthy of you, I can't go far." "

"Then at least don't hide from me, okay?"

"There is no need for us to meet again, you are far away in the capital, as long as you die of this heart, there is a high probability that we will not meet again in this life. "

"The light on your body has always been radiating and attracting me, how did you make me die of this heart?".

"I've never seen any so-called light on me, okay, I'm tired, I'm hiding alone, just trying to restore my calm, no matter how long I am decadent, I will get better, grassroots like me, my wallet will not allow me to go on like this forever, please get out of here. "

Ouyang Qian compromised and said: "Okay, as long as you are good, I can do anything." He stood up, his eyes dark, "Well, I'm leaving." "

Ouyang Qian glanced back at her again and reluctantly left.

After he left, Qi Xiu lay down for another day and couldn't lie down, packed up and left the house, returned to Guangzhou, and looked for a few days of work, although she didn't want to work anymore, but she didn't have the money to open her own shop, so it was better to save the money first.

When she returned to Guangzhou, she made an appointment with a friend for dinner and chat, and her mood eased a lot. People always have to look forward, she thought.

There is a big customer in the capital,

this time to order five thousand taels of clothes, the boss asked her to take a variety of fabrics to the capital to confirm the pattern style and style with others, Qi Xiu heard that she was going to the capital, not very happy, but how can it be her turn to do things, she thought left and right, the capital is so big, it will not be so coincidental, can only go hard.

The boss was reluctant to let her rent a carriage, so she could only hang the fabric on both sides of the horse and ride it. Her legs were about to break along the way, not to mention how much it hurt at the root of her thighs when she got off the horse.

Carrying the fabric to the satin village of the big customer, I confirmed it with him several times, and the customer said that she must make the corresponding finished product, and he depends on the finished product. Qi Xiu felt that this was too time-consuming, and if all the fabrics and styles were completed, I am afraid that it would take until next year. The customer's eyes were horizontal: "Do you know how to do things? I used to cooperate with them, they were all like this, you gave me so many choices, I only look at a piece of cloth, and I can order 5,000 taels of goods according to my own imagination?"

"I don't mean that, you can choose the pattern and style you like, and I'll go back and make the style you like, and then show it to you. Because there are so many kinds of fabrics, they are all done, and I will get next year. "

"Are you the only embroiderer in your silk village? I remember there are other embroiderers?"

"There are other embroiderers, but they all have things to do, you see, do you want to pick and choose, the color and style you like. "

"Okay, leave it here, I'll get back to you in a few days. "

Qi Xiu was helpless, so he had to find a cheap place to live in the nearest inn.

She has a few good friends who are also in the capital, and they are nearby, so she asks them out for dinner when she has nothing to do in the past few days.

It's good to die, Yuan Zhen and his party also eat here.

"I heard that this shop is quite delicious. "

"Really, what's the specialty?" said Qi Xiu's voice.

Ouyang Qian heard the prestige, and sure enough, Qi Xiu and a few

sisters sat on the table on the periphery, Ouyang Qian ran over in a few steps, and his eyes lit up in surprise: "Xiao Qi, why did you come to the capital?"

Qi Xiujin subconsciously retreated, and when she saw it, she was also there, and she stiffened. At this time, it is in the people, not in the palace, and going to bow down may cause panic.

"Hugh, who is this? A few of them asked curiously, Qi Xiu opened his mouth, but he didn't say why, Ouyang Qian arched his hand and said, "Hello, I'm her friend." "

"Hello, hello ......

".

Ouyang Qian looked at Qi Xiu and felt uncomfortable, and glanced back: "Oh, it's okay, let's come out to do errands, and have a meal by the way, since we have met, let's go and say hello." "

Qi Xiu thought about it, but still followed him, came to him, and made an irregular etiquette: "Folk girl, I've seen ......".

"Uncle. Ouyang Qian reminded on the side, but Qi Xiu couldn't call it, but fortunately Yuan Zhen was not reluctant, and waved his hand, "Don't be formal, sit down and eat together." "

"No need, my friend is still outside......" Qi Xiu politely declined.

Yuan Zhen lowered his eyes and waved his hand: "Then you go." "

Ouyang Qian said: "Father-in-law, I want to talk to her. Yuan Zhen glanced at him coldly, and then said for a long time, "Go ahead, don't lose your sense of proportion." "

"Yes. "