Broken wings

"Yes. Ouyang Qian nodded, Gu Fang answered, and helped him out of bed, "Go wash and wash, I'll make breakfast for you, and you can eat it after washing." "

"Well, thank you. Ouyang Qian washed up in front of the windowsill, and felt that the dizziness was slightly better, Ouyang Qian was the first time to live in someone else's house, and his heart was up and down, he turned around and bowed to Gu Fang and said, "I'm sorry for the trouble for a while, sorry ......

."

Gu Fang

knew what he was thinking, so he only smiled softly, calmed his uneasy emotions, and didn't want to talk to him about this topic back and forth, so he pulled him directly, ignored his words, and asked him to pick out clothes: "Qian'er, when you came, Gu Shi didn't help you bring your clothes and daily necessities, the toiletries were bought for you first, and the clothes haven't had time to buy yet, these are the new clothes that were just made for Fang Shi, you wear them first, and when you are better, I will take you to buy them." "

Fang Shi protested: "My clothes are ......

".

Gu Fang glared at him: "If you are embarrassed to grab things from the patient, I have no opinion, as long as you can stand Qian'er hanging around in our house in a middle coat." "

Fang Shi flattened his mouth: "Okay then." "

Gu Fang smiled, Ouyang Qian also pursed his lips and smiled, and said in a low voice, "Thank you." "

"Come to dinner. Ouyang Qian got dressed, Gu Fang led him to sit down, Ouyang Qian ate in small bites, usually he can eat in half an hour, but today he ate two quarters of an hour, because his stomach was always gushing sour water, and the stomach colic was terrible. Seeing that his face was not good, Gu Fang asked, "Is breakfast unappetizing?"

Ouyang Qian hurriedly shook his head: "No, it's not, it's me who is not good, and I feel a little uncomfortable in ......my stomach."

Gu Fang nodded: "You eat first, the medicine is almost fried, I'll bring it to you." "

"Okay, thank you Gu Fang. "

Gu Fang went out, Fang Shi stepped forward and sat down: "Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, who are you polite to when you are at your house......?"

"I just want you to hurt, and see how much you are always separated from life. Fang Shi let go of his hand and glanced at the fish fillet porridge in his bowl, "You've been eating breakfast for almost half an hour, and your stomach is very uncomfortable?"

Ouyang Qian nodded: "In the palace before, the diet was irregular, and I came out hungry." "

"You deserve to be hungry. Fang Shi said angrily, "You should know the emperor's feelings for you in your heart, you deliberately took Qiao and gambled with him, you are hungry, and you are miserable, who is to blame?"

Ouyang Qian lowered his eyes and remained silent.

Seeing him like this, Fang Shi couldn't bear it anymore, and his voice softened a little: "I don't know what kind of great contradiction happened between you and the emperor, a good father and son have become what they are now, but I want to advise you, it doesn't matter what you have, it's the most important thing to live." Even if you don't eat or drink and get angry with him, you don't know whether he will be sad or not after you die, so what's the point of such a punishment? You don't have your own thoughts, you do what he says, and if there are contradictions, you will solve them, so why

do you have to do it with a dead heart?"

"He didn't

let me eat, and he didn't care about my life or death. "

Fang Shi grabbed him by the collar and lifted him up, and his tone became a little heavier: "He won't let you eat, and he doesn't care if you live or die? Don't you feel sorry when you say this? You are really obedient when he doesn't let you eat, what if you just stop eating with a breath? Later, when you faint from hunger, don't you still serve you with delicious food and drink? He doesn't care about your life and death, and he asked my father to take you back to my house to raise your body? You should know that he is always righteous and awe-inspiring, but in fact he has a small heart, and he will always be jealous in his heart. You only see how he makes things difficult for you, and when he cares about you, you pretend that you don't have that kind of thing, and if you don't accept his care, it doesn't mean that he doesn't care about you. In the end, what you say and do is according to what you think in your heart, and it is understandable that he hurt your heart, but you can't be too unconscionable and blame all the faults on him. Do you dare to say that he has indeed shown no mercy to you in the past six months, and has never given you any warmth? Do you dare to guarantee that you have spoken and acted without shame in the past six months, and have not made him angry?"

"He has given me warmth, but I don't want it myself. Ouyang Qian said in a low voice, "I don't want it myself, I can't afford it, I don't want anything." "

"He seriously injured you, but he tried his best to save you, which means that he himself is also struggling in his heart, and now no matter what he thinks, just say you, if you really don't have any expectations for him, why do you have to accept treatment and survive? If you really die, you can completely ignore his efforts to save you, and you will die with a bite of your tongue. You are deceiving yourself, you say that you don't want him to be good to you, but in your heart you still desperately want him to abandon his previous suspicions and accept you, but you are sad, so you blindly feel sorry for yourself, your life is so long, you plan to keep fighting him like this? He is the king of a country, and you want him to come to you and beg you to be reconciled? I've heard my father say that he sent you into the miscellaneous room before, because Song Yemin and his party in the previous dynasty participated in your book, sued you for smuggling the treasury, and wanted to force the emperor to kill you, and after a long time, the emperor sent you into the miscellaneous room It was just an expedient measure, in order to let you avoid the limelight temporarily, and let you out when the limelight passed. If my guess is correct, the emperor must have told you several times to let you go home, right?

Ouyang Qian was silent.

"I didn't go out of my way to understand this matter, but I just listened to my father's discussion, and I guessed again, I can guess that the emperor should have said some heart-wrenching words to you, which makes you feel ashamed of yourself, such as what you picked up, the palace is not your family or something, is it? In the palace, you are everywhere with a soft knife to cut people's hearts, everywhere is not soft, and you are respectful, in fact, you are still resisting the emperor's orders, you know these yourself, you are used to coming to this set, who can stand you? The emperor punishes you, and you can't complain about him. Also, the emperor is straight, he won't beat around the bush when he speaks, and he will say some things when he says them, and he doesn't keep them in mind, so don't embarrass yourself in your heart. "

Ouyang Qian nodded, he was taught a lesson, and the whole person became even more silent.

"This time, Long Ting told me a few words, and we all guessed, you went to Xilin some time ago, right? After coming back, you looked weird, someone went to report to the emperor, I guess you also deliberately said something, causing the emperor to misunderstand you, I really convinced you, there is a misunderstanding I never know that I spread it out, you gamble with him, he gambles with you, and in the end suffers and suffers, you fall into a problem, he cries tears at that time, what do you want?"

Ouyang Qian glanced at him and only said, "Fang Shi, you are not me, and between us, there is no ...... like in your family."

"You said you have such a temperament......" Fang Shi sighed helplessly, "I know, the emperor is fierce, sometimes his words are really hurtful, I just want you to let yourself go, stop blindly looking at self-pity." Fortunately, there is still my father in the palace who can help you, otherwise you can't kick a fart character with three feet, and you don't say anything if your body is uncomfortable, I think it's even more difficult. "

Ouyang Qian sat down on the stool and muttered, "I don't want it anymore...... I don't want to humiliate myself anymore, it shouldn't be mine, I don't want it ......anymore."

Fang Shi also sat down and patted him on the shoulder: "I didn't mean to force you to say this, I just don't want to see you continue like this, what happened before has passed, don't keep getting along with yourself." He grinned again, "Our family is not as grand as the palace, but ...... Qianzi, let's take this place as our home in the future, don't be restrained, we've been friends for so many years, huh?"

"I see. Ouyang Qian said in a low voice.

At first, Ouyang Qian was honestly afraid, and when Gu Fang brought a bowl of noodles and two side dishes again, he wanted to lift the quilt and get out of bed, but was stopped by Gu Fang: "Don't move, don't move." "

"Gu Fang, thank you...... I'm not hungry, you don't have to bother to make it ......for me alone in the future," said Ouyang Qian's face with a slight flush, Gu Fang knew that he hadn't taken this place as a home, and he still felt that he was a burden, and he was actually quite uncomfortable in his heart, so he smiled comfortingly, "I still want to see you gain a little fatter, you look at the thin one." "

helped Ouyang Qian

get out of bed to eat, but Ouyang Qian ate very well, ate all of them in one go, and said that he was not hungry...... Gu Fang secretly smiled bitterly in her heart, she was really a hard-working child, she always pressed herself when she needed anything, and never asked for help.

Ouyang Qian put the chopsticks on the empty bowl, bowed his head embarrassedly and said, "Thank you, sorry for the trouble......."

Gu Fang took a small medicine cup from the tray again: "Thank me, then drink these medicines in one go, don't let me drink them in small sips." "

Drinking medicine after three meals a day is the most painful thing for Ouyang Qian, he glanced at the small stew pot with a bitter face, pouted his lips unconsciously, and looked aggrieved Gu Fang's heart was soft, rubbed his hair, took a candied fruit, and said seductively: "If you want to eat candied fruit, drink these medicines, and it is the right way to quickly raise your body." "

Ouyang Qian's aggrieved defense: "But my burn has obviously receded......

."

"This is to consolidate the effect of the medicine, why don't you drink it quickly? When you come back alone, the candied fruit will be gone." Gu Fang shook the candied fruit in his hand, Ouyang Qian actually wanted to eat the sugar gourd, sweet and sour, it was easier to suppress the medicinal taste in his mouth, but he still said with a strong spirit, "Okay, before I come back from Gu Shi, I must eat the candied fruit." As he spoke, he held the medicine bowl and drank it well, and immediately his handsome little face twisted into a ball, covering his mouth with one hand and running his throat with the other, Gu Fang filled another bowl, Ouyang Qian took it and drank it in one gulp, and he choked on it too quickly, and coughed for a while.

Hearing the sound of coughing in his chest, Gu Fang hurriedly went behind him to smooth his back, and it took a while to calm down, Gu Fang said heartbrokenly: "Slow down, ......" When he walked in front of him, he was stunned.

"Ahem......" Ouyang Qian covered his hand, and there was blood between his fingers.