Broken wings

Yuan Zhen looked back at him: "Tired, aren't you?" Under the candlelight, his face lost the usual coldness and sharpness, and had a soft, warm color.

"The emperor doesn't feel hard working for the country day and night, how can the slave feel tired. "

Yuan Zhen

looked at him for a few seconds, then turned around to pack up the folds and other things, poured himself a cup of tea and drank it, after drinking a cup of tea, Yuan Zhen took off his coat and asked lazily: "Why did I give you the silver ticket to Concubine Wen?"

Ouyang Qian guessed that someone was staring at his and Wen Huayuan's every move, and said in a low voice: "No merit, please rest, the emperor, the servants are guarding outside the room." He took a few steps back, turned around and walked out.

Yuan Zhengang wanted to stop him and tell him that he didn't have to keep vigil, but before the words could be spoken, the others had already gone out, and he was a little stunned. Maybe it's because in the dead of night, people's hearts will also become soft, and he now feels that as long as Ouyang Qian knows that he is wrong, he still cherishes him, as a parent, what can he do.

Raised his feet and walked out of the door, and when he went out, he saw Ouyang Qian standing straight outside the door, with his hands behind his back, his body thin but not losing his bearing. Although he was dressed in humble clothes, his noble temperament was not covered at all, and he looked ahead without squinting, but there was no focus in his eyes. Lately he seems to have been restless, thinking about something?

Yuan Zhen lost his mind for a moment, he was such a person, from childhood to adulthood, his body grew little by little, and his face was handsome. I used to be a proud person who gave a thumbs up and praised him, but now why is there such a big gap between the two? Even if they meet and talk every day, they don't have a word that can speak to people's hearts, and they are all cold, angry, and can't stir people's hearts.

Ouyang Qian felt that someone's eyes were on him, looked back, and saw that the emperor was looking at him, and immediately bowed down: "The emperor has something to order?"

"It's okay, I just want to come out and breathe. Yuan Zhen said lightly.

Ouyang Qian persuaded softly: "It's late at night, the emperor should rest early, tomorrow he will go to the morning court, and he will get up early." "

Yuan Zhen went back to the room without making a sound, put on his coat, and went out to Ouyang Qian and said, "Go out for a walk with me." "

Ouyang Qian raised his eyes and glanced at Yuan Zhen, he didn't understand what was there to walk in the big night, and after thinking about it, he had been standing all the time during the vigil anyway, and the time to walk was too fast, so he nodded in agreement.

Ouyang Qian only followed behind Yuan Zhen, Yuan Zhen was very depressed, didn't he call you out at night just to chat? "

Ouyang Qian

stepped forward as he said and walked side by side with Yuan Zhen, Yuan Zhen only felt that it was still very cold outside at night, turned his head to look at the thin clothes on Ouyang Qian's body, and couldn't help asking, "Are you cold?"

Ouyang Qian bowed and replied: "Back to the emperor, the slave is not cold. "

Yuan Zhen looked at the four walls, and remembered that when he was young, more than 20 years had passed in a blink of an eye, fame and fortune, and power and position were just passing away, and they were gone, but because of this throne, he lost a lot of important things, and the height was unbearable.

"Qian'er, you say, is it true that people can't break through this wall in this life?" Hearing this, Ouyang Qian looked at Yuan Zhen's face, and was shocked by the expression on his face for a moment.

took off the dignity and glory of the emperor, and the vicissitudes of frustration on the face of the queen were vividly exerted at this moment. Ouyang Qian felt that the emperor was so lonely at this moment, like a person walking a road that could never turn back, and he was the only one on the road.

"The emperor wants to go out, and it is easy to fly by. Ouyang Qian pondered and said.

"But after all, there is a thousand pounds of burden in this wall, and I let it go, and this wall collapses with a bang. "I have been in the world for 40 years, what do I have left? imperial power, status, and the support of the people? It's just something outside the body, every night in the dead of night, I will ask myself, I have lived for most of my life, what do I have, but every time there is no result, "What do you think of the happiness and misfortune in life?"

Yuan Zhen asked this, Ouyang Qian probably guessed that he missed his family, lowered his eyes and said in an obscure voice: "The emperor is the Son of Heaven, the Son of Heaven is blessed, the emperor has parents who love you, brothers and sisters-in-law who love you, lovers who love each other, and brothers who are born and die, in the eyes of the slaves, the emperor is lucky." "

"I thought you would say that I had imperial power. "

"Imperial power, but also you have in order to protect your own people, because of this imperial power, you have carried the rise and fall of the Yuan country, supported the people of the Yuan country, and you have a hard life every day. The slave thinks that the emperor is lucky, because the emperor your parents love you very much, your brother and sister-in-law love you very much, your people love you, and your friends are very righteous, so the slave thinks that you are lucky, not for those illusory rights. "

"My parents left in one day, my brother and sister-in-law couldn't escape the catastrophe in one day, my lover doesn't know where I am, whether I live or die and I don't know, my brothers in the past are now cruel to my people for their own selfishness......" Yuan Zhen smiled lonely, he has lost too many things one after another over the years, and gradually walked all the way, people lost all the way, and now although he has a niece, he always feels that he can't get close.

"The emperor also has Concubine Wen, she is the emperor's confidante and a good listener, the emperor should go to her more if he has nothing to do. Now that the country is prosperous, the emperor should spend more time with his family, and the family reunion will make up for the lack of a lot of feelings. "

"Then do you think you are lucky?" Yuan Zhen suddenly pulled on Ouyang Qian, Ouyang Qian was stunned for a moment, and then lowered his head and said humbly, "The slave is naturally lucky enough." "

"Oh?" Yuan Zhen waited for his next words with interest.

"The slave was taken in by the emperor when he was

young, so he didn't starve to death, and he had to be carefully taken care of by the emperor to grow up, and it was a kindness that the slave couldn't finish in his life. Although Ouyang Qian's words were words of gratitude, he was also very distant from them.

Yuan Zhen listened to it in a disturbed way, but he couldn't say anything for a while, just looked to the side lonely, I don't know when it started, he also began to wear a mask to see me, and he also learned to be false and wronged with me, saying a few innocuous words, but it was very harsh to hear.

"The slave has Concubine Wen, Hidden Cultivation, Lonely Time, and Lonely Fang's love since childhood, as well as Nanfeng, Nanfang, Longting, and Fangshi who grew up with me, and the slave is lucky enough. When the slave first arrived in the miscellaneous room, fortunately, the chief manager of Chu Yan took care of him many times, and Uncle Yan was kind and kind, so that the slave felt that returning to the miscellaneous room was returning home, and he felt very happy. "

"Do you treat that slave as your father?" Yuan Zhen squinted at Ouyang Qian, his eyes flashing with a faint flame.

"Slaves have no blessings, they have no parents, but fortunately they are taken care of by Uncle Yan, and the slaves have long regarded Uncle Yan as their parents. "

Yuan Zhen stopped, glared at him angrily, and said in a sharp voice: "You regard him as a parent?".

Ouyang Qian also stopped, glanced at Yuan Zhen suspiciously, and then looked down.

"It'......s good that you treat him as your parent," Yuan Zhen smiled coldly, "He's your parent, what is me?"

Yuan Zhen's question was a bit nonsensical, Ouyang Qian blinked his eyes a few times and still couldn't understand what he meant, and replied in a wooden voice: "You are the master of the slave......

."

"Master, heh......" Yuan Zhen sneered, "You are carefully divided! The master and servant relatives are so clearly divided, no wonder you live so easily!".

In the past, the harsh criminal law taught him the attitude that a slave should have, taught him to recognize his status and identity, and taught him how to be a good slave. Ouyang Qian knew that the emperor was picking on his own thorn at this time, and it was wrong no matter what he said, so Suo Xing closed his mouth and looked like he was confessing his guilt and surrendering to the law.

"I've always been angry with myself, and I'm not as good as raising a dog to put my heart into you, a

wolf-hearted thing! Raising a dog still knows how to be loyal to me, but what about you? I've been raising you for almost 20 years, and you've been in love with other people's fathers and sons! Where do you put me!".

Yuan Zhen's sudden anger made Ouyang Qian panic: "The emperor is a god in the eyes of the minions, and has a supreme position, and you are the emperor that the minions will always be loyal to." But the slave is also a person of flesh and blood, Uncle Yan...... He has been selflessly helping the minions, caring for the minions, and making the minions warm every time they go back. Ouyang Qian paused, his face was gloomy and lost and could not hide his sadness, "But the emperor is the emperor, you are the son of heaven, the slave is just a grass people, and the slave will not dare to climb the emperor's pity until he dies." "

Yuan Zhen's eyes turned black when he heard this, and he flicked his sleeves and strode away.

Ouyang Qian looked at Yuan Zhen's back as he walked farther and farther away, and the mist in his eyes floated sourly, why did he do everything wrong? Do you know? You have a home, you have relatives, and I also want to have a ......

Raising his eyes and looking at the sky outside the Forbidden City in confusion, a small piece of heaven and earth, he muttered to himself: "The palace, the palace, is just a larger cage......

".

After Yuan Zhen went back, all he thought about was what Ouyang Qian said, and he suddenly didn't know whether he was angry with himself or him, and he gasped for breath, unable to calm down for a long time.

Being a slave is indeed caused by himself, and it is clear that the master and servant are also punished and persecuted many times by himself, but he really did what he said, and he has a deep disappointment in his heart, and a ...... of loss that cannot be concealed in his heart

"Xie Heng. "

Xie Heng bowed and said, "The subordinates are here." "

"You go and send someone to keep an eye on Chu Yan, the head of the miscellaneous room. "

"Yes. "

After Ouyang Qian came back, he bowed down and said, "You should rest early, if you have something to call the slave." "

Yuan Zhen was still angry, and when he saw him come in, he strode inside, took out the broken futon, threw it on the ground, and pointed outside: "Get out of here and go to sleep! Don't dirty my place!".

Ouyang Qian sighed softly helplessly, and bowed down more and more: "Yes." He picked up the futon and walked out.