Broken wings

"Ah Qu. He whispered, walked over to her and crouched down, tuck her broken hair behind his ear, "It's been a long time since I've seen you, are you okay?"

"I want to get out. "

In the past ten years, every time Wan Yan Ban came to see her in the dark room, she would say this, Wan Yan Bian's cold fingers slid over her cheeks and placed them on her lips: "Not yet." "

"Stop it. Wan Yan Qu looked up at him, his eyes overflowing with acid mist, "Don't be miserable, okay?"

"Stop? How do you stop? I haven't let him taste the pain I've endured, why should I stop?" Wan Yanban's face became unusually distorted, grabbed the hair on the back of Wan Yan Qu's head, and lifted her up, Wan Yan Qu raised his face under the force, his face was full of sadness, "Ah Qu, you are not well-behaved." "

Wan Yanqu's tears flowed down, and they looked extremely poignant in the dim light: "Once you release those terrible things, have you thought about the consequences? How many people will die? Have they all been innocent with you, and they all have to lose their lives? Now that the country and the people are safe, and the people have just lived a good life for a few days, don't you do any more evil, okay?"

Wan Yanban looked at her face obsessively, staring at her beautiful eyes, and then slid to her nose and lips: "For so many years, I can only be myself in front of you, you know?".

Seeing the pain in his eyes, Wan Yan Qu wanted to reach out and hug him, but Wan Yan Ban didn't give her this chance at all, and pressed her on the bed and started a new atrocity, until Wan Yan Qu no longer had the power to resist and shed numb tears.

"Seeing that I will soon get revenge,

you let me stop? How have I lived for more than ten years? There is nothing else in my life except those poisons, and there is nothing in my mind except revenge! I want to let the people he cares about die in my hands one by one, so that he can also taste the loss of his relatives. "

Wan Yan Qu's tears slid down the corners of his eyes, in your plan, there is no me at all, I am just ...... you borrowed Xilin's stepping stone

He has never been a gentle person, he has

always been a guide, he has to be what he wants, there is no room for anything.

Wan Yanqu just cried silently, as if he was dead.

Wan Yan

Qu was drugged by him, as long as Wan Yan Ban didn't want to let herself die, she could only live and be humiliated again and again, she had no expectations for the future, Wan Yan Ban saw an endless dead silence in her eyes, no hope of life, no light.

Wan Yan Qu closed her eyes, opened her eyes again, and there was

a final decision in her eyes, turned over and lay down on the bed, Wan Yan Ban was surprised by her initiative.

"Jian Yu ......" Wan Yan Qu couldn't help but put his arms around Wan Yan Bian's waist, and unconsciously called out a person's name in his mouth.

Wan Yan Ban

thought that he had misheard, and looked at her face in disbelief, Wan Yan Ban gritted his teeth and said, "Take a good look at who is in front of you!".

Wan Yan Qu did not speak indifferently.

"Do you remember him?".

Wan Yan Ban is an extremely possessive person, and the person he likes can only be with him. The people who have followed him over the years, after he got tired of it, all of them were killed, and there was no room for anything. Wan Yan Qu was different from them, he thought countless times that he might love her. When she was at her most depressed, she encouraged herself, gave herself food, gave herself a place to live, never spoke harshly, always gentle and patient, and was very relieved when she was with her, except for his wife, no one could give him that feeling. She often leaned on her chest, rubbed her chin affectionately, and from time to time would lean on her cheek and kiss her, the dependence and sweetness in her eyes made her dizzy for a while. Eyes don't deceive, she loves herself, and what she loves most is herself.

"Qu, are you doing it on purpose? Are you throwing a tantrum with me? Am I too busy to ignore you these days?"

Wan Yan Qu smiled faintly and said: "Busy pushing Xilin into the abyss? Busy letting my brother fall? Busy avenging your annihilation? Busy looking for other new love? Do you think I don't know what you did outside? Who is locked up in the dungeon? How many children have you let the people in the dungeon give birth to you for so many years? How many children have you killed? You have done so many evils, and now you still refuse to wake up! Let me tell you, Jian Yu is better than you, you are not as good as him, you are not as good as him! Not only are you inferior to him, but the child you have is not as good as the child he has born, you are a person who is utterly miserable!".

Wan Yan Ban

has never been a gentle and tolerant lover, after listening to her sarcastic words, the muscles on her face began to tremble, and she pinched her neck and pressed it on the bed, Wan Yan Ban's fingers tightened, Wan Yan Qu was almost suffocated, his mouth was open, but his breath could not enter the body, and the feeling ......of suffocating to death was not so pleasant

Suddenly let go, a large gulp of air was inhaled into the respiratory tract, Wan Yanqu convulsed all over, and fell on the side of the bed retching and coughing. In the past, Wanyan would definitely hold her in his arms in distress, but now he was only full of anger to vent, and before she finished coughing, he grabbed her hair fiercely and asked: "Where is he better than me, where is he better than me?"

"He's better than you everywhere! He's more cultivated than you! He's more generous than you! Not like you, he's a complete madman!"

Wan

Yanban's eyes were scarlet, and he gritted his teeth and said: "Wan Yan Qu, you tell me that you lied to me, and I will forgive you ......."

Wanyan Qu was discouraged, bent on death, looking at the roof with two empty eyes, as if there was nothing in his pupils.

"Kill me. Wan Yan Qu turned his head to look at him, his eyes were dry and there was no moisture, and there was no emotion and fluctuation in his eyes when he looked at Wan Yan Bian, "Kill me, after I die, bury me under that banyan tree, I want to go back to the day we met, in another world, and live a good ......

."

"You were just calling Jian Yu...... Do you think I'm him?do you think I'm him?" Wan Yan Ban pinched her neck and made her look at herself, "For so many years, you have been with me for so many years, and you have always regarded me as his substitute?" Wan Yan Ban never thought that he would be such a cold-blooded person, and there would be times when his heart was broken, at this moment, he felt that his whole heart was empty, Ah Qu was the only spiritual sustenance he lived in this world, and her love for herself was the only oxygen that made her blood boil. Originally, I just used her to borrow Xilin's place, but as the two got to know each other more and more, in my own eyes, her life alone in the world was precious, and it was not a pity for everyone else to die, so it was ...... How could that be?

Wan Yanqu chuckled: "You know, I can tolerate it for so long, it's because of this, I don't love you, and you don't love me, can you let me go?"

"Let you go?" Wan Yan Ban smiled bloodthirsty, and stabbed him with a knife, Wan Yan Qu's body shook, and when he saw the knife inserted in his abdomen, he showed a relieved smile. If you really believe it, it's okay, it's too tiring to live in this life, so you won't be able to hurt me anymore......

Black blood gradually flowed from his mouth, and the knife was poisonous, Wan Yanqu took one last look at him, and recalled in his mind the time when he first met, when he was twenty-three years old, and he was twenty-seven years old. He is obviously in his first year, but he is particularly heroic. Knowing his life experience, he begged his brother to take him in, and he often chatted with him and took care of his mood. The more we talked, the more I liked him, the more I felt that he had the wisdom and intelligence of an adult, and he was very informal, and he was very distressed about what happened to him, because of a war, he was the only one in the whole family who survived. Later, he confessed to himself, saying that he liked himself, and the two were naturally together. After being together, at first he was very gentle and took great care of his feelings, but as time passed, he slowly showed his ferocious side, like a jackal, often staying alone quietly, with a cunning light reflected in his eyes.

I

don't know what he mysteriously got in the secret room, but I intuitively felt that the secret room was always wet and gloomy, and I rarely set foot in it. Although he felt that he was doing something, and he didn't ask him, he was still very good to himself, the country was in a time of war, and people who died in vain abounded, and if he wanted revenge, he would support him. A good home has fallen apart like this, and no one can accept it. I didn't inquire about his identity, I just wanted to love him with all my heart and follow him.

Later, he

gave birth to his child, and then he was locked up in this basement, cold and dark. Later, she went up without permission. I saw him mixing things in the secret room, and in front of him was a big basin, which was crawling with all kinds of poisons, and he was so frightened that he retreated again and again, and he found himself coming up, and he didn't say anything, and then he locked himself up. Staying in a cave with so many poisons, crying to him and wanting to get out, he just touched his head and didn't say anything, and then pulled off his pants gently.

Since then, he

has not stepped out of that secret room, he can't communicate with anyone, he is just locked there alone, the person who comes to deliver the food will never say a word to himself, countless times when he comes, crying and asking him to take him away, he is going crazy, he is just silent, and then he holds himself tightly in his arms, and keeps rubbing his hair.

Later, he explained the truth directly to himself, and his patience became less and less.

He probably doesn't love me.

Or perhaps, he never loved me, but just used himself as a stepping stone, borrowing Xilin's place to study those terrifying Gu arts, plotting revenge.

More and more black blood overflowed from the corners of his mouth, and he fell down dejectedly, slamming on the bed, his eyes were blurred, every breath was tightly pressed against his heart, his fingers moved slightly, and he took a breath of relaxation, and he could finally leave, now he can live well without me, and it doesn't matter if I live or not.

Wan Yanban watched her gently close her eyes, stop breathing, and reach out to probe her snort, which was already out of breath. Wanyan smiled distractedly, leaned over and hugged her into his arms, tears slowly filling up: "So you are mine alone, you can see with your own eyes, how I cut off his head and put it at the head of our bed, let him see how affectionate we are." "

I don't know how long it took for Yan Ban to hold her, when tears hung on his face, he tightly strangled the person in his arms, and gritted his teeth with hatred: "Why, why do you all have to leave me! Why, no one wants to stay by my side...... Why can't you stay with me? She is gone, you are gone, the children are gone, and I am left alone, living in this painful world. "

Can you leave someone with me?

Wanyan Spot hugged her all night, tired on the ground, frantically looking for bottles and cans, and the green liquid flowed out of the knocked down bottle in a hurry, and it flowed into a piece.

"I won't let you leave me, I want you to accompany me, you said, no matter what I become, you love me, you love me, you say, you have

to give me a lot of children, you say, you will double the compensation for the love I have lost, you say, we are a family, we will always be together ......

".

At this point, the folding of wings - "The Beginning of the Heart Throbbing in Volume 4" is over. Thank you to everyone who watched.