Broken wings

Ouyang Qian was going to go to Guangdong to stay for a while, and if the evasion search went well, he should be able to have a free life for a while. He walked leisurely with the map, who knew that the map fell in the inn where he lived, and when he walked into the woods, he saw that there were three forks in the road, and he didn't know which road to Guangdong was, so he began to point the troops and generals, and whoever he pointed was counted. Just as he was lit, he heard the sound of horses' hooves gradually coming this way, he simply gave up the soldiers, looked back, and sure enough, a woman was driving a horse and running towards this side in a heroic manner. He trotted over a few steps and asked, "Girl, please stay, may I ask the girl, which way to go in the direction of Guangdong?"

Ouyang Qian pretended to be a rickety old man, Qi Xiujin was startled by him, and there was another bad old man in the wilderness, so he was vigilant at that time, pulling the horse away from him, and looked at him vigilantly.

"Don't be afraid, girl, I'm not a bad person, but I can't find which way I'm going, if the girl knows, please let the girl know." "

"What are you doing in Guangdong?" she was still vigilant, and she only thought that this old man looked so familiar, but she couldn't remember who it was.

"I'm just going to ...... shopping."

"Walk around, can't you also go here too? Take a walk and you go to Guangdong, and come back after walking, right?" Qi Xiu was on guard, "I don't know. "

Then without saying a word, he drove the horse and ran, and from a few words from her, Ouyang Qian had already determined that the direction she was definitely going to was also Guangdong, so he was so prepared that he knew the route of Guangdong, so he followed.

Ouyang Qian felt that this person had a familiar feeling, but he couldn't remember where he had seen it.

Qi Xiujin felt that someone was following her, so she rode her horse faster, but no matter how fast she rode, she felt that the people behind her had become faster, so she simply suppressed the fear in her heart, and looked back, and sure enough, Ouyang Qian followed behind.

Qi Xiujin immediately said angrily: "What are you doing with me!".

Ouyang Qian panted tiredly: "I just want to follow you to Guangdong ......."

"What do you want to do!".

Ouyang Qian almost knelt on his knees when he heard this, and said innocently: "I don't want to do anything, I just want to live there for a while......

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Qi Xiu grabbed the horse's neck and said solemnly, "You are an old man, why can you keep up with the speed of a fast horse?"

"......" Ouyang Qian gasped and said faintly, "It would be better if you could carry me." "

Qi Xiujin looked flustered and hurriedly drove the horse and ran, Ouyang Qian's hot sweat came out, and he could only use light skills to follow her temporarily.

She is an out-and-out money fan, fifty taels of silver, and she has to work for three years to pay off this debt, and now she is a handful of years old, and if she pays off her salary for another three years, does she still want to live? Why didn't she open that mouth in the first place? Why did she bother with that nosy thing in the first place?

Qi Xiu returned the horse to the stable, then paid the rent, and continued to walk in the direction of Guangdong, but he always felt that someone was behind him, and when he turned around, he saw Ouyang Qian, who was not hiding tightly. She trotted all the way into the alley, but no matter how she ran, the figure followed not far from her, neither in front nor behind, like a fly buzzing in her ears.

If you don't do it, since you can't get rid of it, you can just ask clearly. As soon as Ouyang Qian appeared, Qi Xiu hid a wooden stick behind him and blocked him: "What are you always doing with me!".

Ouyang Qian saw the stick behind him and retreated: "I just asked for a way, I just want to go to Guangdong to take a boat to enjoy the scenery, and it doesn't hinder you, why do you look down on me so much?" Ouyang Qian completely forgot that he was an old man, and did not deliberately disguise his voice, but Qi Xiu frowned, and when his eyes were slightly focused, he found that the mustache on the side of his mouth had been curled by the wind, and the exposed skin was fair and smooth, which understood that he was disguised.

Ouyang Qian was quite embarrassed to see that she had been staring at her lips, and waved at her, his eyes averted his gaze: "What are you looking at?"

Qi Xiu pursed his lips and said, "Don't you want to ask for directions?" In a barren forest before, you didn't have a choice but to ask me, but now there are many people, just go and inquire, as long as you don't follow me." "

"Oh yes......" Ouyang Qian realized that he could still ask others, so he bowed his head to her very happily, "Then thank you, girl." "

Seeing that he had really gone away, Qi Xiu returned to Guangzhou with confidence.

"What, why are you so careless?" Cheng Huan shook his head with emotion when he heard about her on the road, "You dare to even take care of the affairs of the yamen, I think you are also lawless." "

"I think that if that person really committed any mistake, even if he wanted to die, he would be beheaded in public, right? Qi Xiu was very afraid, "I just think that people in the rivers and lakes, it's better to be less nosy, I am always afraid that they will come to retaliate against me, and I will be terrified ......."

"Then you usually have to be a little more cautious, wandering outside, asking for self-protection is true, you take care of that idle business, others may not remember your goodness. "

"I understand. "

"To understand is to understand, but to die will not change. Cheng Huan sighed and took the cloth to sew clothes.

Qi Xiujin also knew that he was not good at this, he always didn't know how many pounds and taels he weighed, and he was alone outside, he was really retaliated against, and the consequences were unimaginable.

Because of this huge amount of debt, Qi Xiu couldn't even concentrate on making clothes, and he blamed himself in frustration, blaming himself for being so scared, but why did he still have to meddle in his affairs, so that the money was gone, and he had to worry about his personal safety.

In the evening, Qi Xiu was a little

restless and asked a friend to come out for dinner, talking about the things on the road, and the friend was also very worried about her: "You have to pay attention to watch a little on the way to work every day after that, don't stay in the store at night, go home first before it gets dark, don't walk around, go home after work, and pay attention to safety outside." "

Qi Xiu nodded sullenly: "Thinking about inexplicably owing a lot of debt, I feel wronged." "

"Who's to say it's necessarily a bad thing? Maybe it's a good thing? Don't think about the bad side, if you can make a style that customers are satisfied with, you can make it back quickly." "

"Uh-huh......

".

Talking and talking about the topic of blind date, my friend was a little worried about her: "When did you say you could find someone to rely on, you are twenty-seven years old this year, my children are more than ten years old, you haven't married yet, when will you be a leader when you live alone." "

Qi Xiu scratched his head: "I saw more than a dozen more this year, but they don't feel very good, they say in my ear every day that medium people don't like me, only inferior people can want me, there is one, not good-looking, and there is no ability to make money, they let me want him, but I don't think I like him, and after seeing him for three or four days, their family urged him to give a dowry, their family urged him, he urged me, I said get along again, he learned the same words back, and he didn't know how to speak and do things." But our hometown in Yuzhou is like this, just chat together, can't work together to see how he does things, they said that I see a year is not as good as a year, let me be with him for two more days to give a dowry, I actually want them to save a little bit, but I really can't imagine living with others, escaped. "

"Marriage is the most important event in a woman's life, and you must not catch ducks on the shelves, you have to listen to your own inner voice. "

"In a few days, I have to decide whether to marry a stranger, it is completely a bet on my life, I need not a partner to live, but a

man who can let me rely on to give me a sense of security, I need to make up for the lack of emotion, if I am really forced to marry one of them, and live unhappily in the future, I am afraid that I will never believe in love again for the rest of my life, but this is nothing to lose for them. They are also old, and they all have some problems, I don't want them to worry about it, but I am not as happy as the family that others have lived in since childhood, and I don't have to worry so much, I may only dare to gamble once in my life, I am afraid that no one wants to understand my dirty heart, and no one cares about my missing feelings. "

"No one knows what it will be like to get married, someone is very happy now, it doesn't mean that he will always be happy in the future, you can only listen to your own inner thoughts, you meet someone, understand him in the process of knowing, like him, and then understand yourself from this process, then you know whether you want to marry this man. "

Qi Xiu said suspiciously: "But will I be happy with such an unpleasant personality? "

"Anyone with any personality can be happy, no matter how good the character is, there may be a failed marriage, no matter how bad the personality is, there is also the possibility of being envied, happiness or not depends only on the two of them, not what your personality is, character and happiness are not equal. "

"During the Chinese New Year, I was in my room, listening to them talking in the hall, and I listed my bad temper and I couldn't live a good life. Said to be a pro or still have to rely on a man, women can't always go out to show their heads, after becoming a pro still want to go out to work, there is no door, I feel so terrible when I hear this sentence, I have ideals and ambitions, there are so many things I want to do, after becoming a parent, I will watch the children, and talk to the neighbors about the shortcomings of the parents, I will go crazy. "

"You should cherish what you have and do what you want to do, if even one person in your family once encouraged you, approved of you, and helped you in some things when you were a child, you would not be as timid and helpless as you are now. But it's not too late to start now, and I'm sure you'll be able to live the life you want in the future. "

"Actually, I am very envious of a group of people like you, I have lived in fear since I was a child, I grew up being bullied, and my family has been fighting domestic violence, my relatives' children are clean and tidy, dare to take action, and what they want to do can be discussed with the family, and the family will give them advice, and even if I have ideals, I will not be supported. But life is my own, I also know you, you have brought me a lot of strength, I am also glad that the darkness experienced from childhood to adulthood, whether it is grievances, I have not lost myself, I have not fallen, I have not become bad, just a little timid, I am not a child now, what I need is not what kind of love my parents have, I want to love myself, if I really have a husband in the future, let my children live in a happy family like yours, and become a courageous person like you. For so many years, they have felt that good things should be what they should have. "

"You are the most beautiful thing. I can see that you are the kind of person who struggles through a very difficult life, but makes yourself really good. I have always believed that you have not underestimated yourself, and you will never let yourself be humbled, you have the life you want, and you will be able to do it. "

"But I was physically disgusted, and I really couldn't imagine having intimate behavior with a man. Her eyes were a little dark, "It's the most joyful thing in the world, but I may not be able to enjoy it for the rest of my life." "

"If you really meet a man who loves you and cherishes all your feelings, and you like him, you won't be so disgusted. You can't imagine it now, just because you haven't met the right person yet, if a person really likes you, he will understand you, will pursue you patiently, and will wait for you with his sincerity.

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Qi Xiu was silent for a long time, and the meal was at the end, she raised a big smile: "I will have my own achievements in the future, my own life, love my husband, a warm family, I will definitely find the person who gives me happiness, before that, I would rather lack than excess, I want to end the vicious circle of a family here with me." "

The person sitting opposite gently rubbed her head: "You must be able to do it." "