Broken wings

Ouyang Qian's voice was like a poison that charmed his mind, and the slightest thread was entwined with Luo Yuan's thoughts, echoing in his mind over and over again, and he felt as hot as if his chest was being burned by fire. Ouyang Qian was already asleep, Luo Yuan boldly reached out and stroked his face, his skin was so hot and soft...... His Adam's apple is so good, and it must taste good when he bites it......

Luo Yuan leaned over with red cheeks and said intermittently: "Just kiss...... Morsel...... Good no good...... I...... I like you so much......" leaned over and kissed his forehead affectionately, kissed his eyes again, his hand involuntarily stroked his chest, slowly sliding towards his lower abdomen, his hand continued to slide down, and when he couldn't kiss his lips by himself, he suddenly woke up.

He

sat up and withdrew his hand, what am I doing? He doesn't like men, he will hate me if I do this, he will marry and have children in the future, and he will do all the things that normal people do. He's a normal man, and I'm not, I can't do whatever I want just because I like him, it's so undeserved......

Luoyuan couldn't hide the heat, so he ran out with his shoes on, and went to the backyard to fetch well water and poured it on himself, forcing himself to calm down. After pouring several buckets in a row, he fell to the ground, and the bucket fell into the well with a 'bang', and a gust of wind blew, and he couldn't help but hug his arms.

I'm such a monster, Rakuhara thought.

The next day he had a high fever.

Ouyang Qian had a little headache when he woke up, he rubbed his hand on his temples, he didn't see Luo Yuan left and right, and thought that he was not the kind of person who left without saying a word, besides, his clothes were still on the hanger, and he went to look for him when he got dressed, and found him in the backyard.

He was lying on the ground wearing only a medium coat, the water stains around him were dried by the wind, and he curled up in a ball and slept on the ground, looking extremely thin.

Ouyang Qian went over and saw that his face was pale, his lips were burning dry, and when he touched his forehead, his tentacles were hot, and he hurriedly carried him to the room. Because it was still early, everyone hadn't gotten up yet, Ouyang Qian troubled the kitchen to decoct the medicine for him, and carefully woke him up: "Luoyuan, you have a fever, come and drink some medicine and then sleep ......."

Rakuhara opened his eyes and remembered that he wanted to misbehave towards him last night, so he turned his head away with a face full of embarrassment.

Ouyang Qian saw that he was still uncomfortable, and teased him: "Why did you still run to the backyard? Could it be sleepwalking?".

Luo Yuan looked back at him, his eyes were extremely complicated, Ouyang Qian's clear and bright eyes, how could he know that he had that kind of mind for him, otherwise, I am afraid that he would like to return to Xilin as soon as possible. Luoyuan, how should you deal with yourself in the future, have you thought about it? Knowing that you can't do it, do you still want to go to him alone? Ouyang Qian, how can I like you so much, when I see you, my eyes and my thoughts are all hooked by you. But you've taken my soul, and when you get to know it, you'll think it's dirty...... So I can't let you know my thoughts, I can't let you know what feelings I have for you, I want to hide them so that you can never find out ......

"What's wrong? Look at me like this?" Ouyang Qian smiled helplessly, stretched out his hand to help him lean on the side of the bed, took the medicine bowl and handed it to him, "Can you drink it yourself?"

Luo Yuan didn't say a word, took the medicine bowl and drank it all.

After drinking a bowl of medicine, Ouyang Qian helped him to sleep: "Let's stay here first, tell me if you feel unwell." "

"Aren't you going back to Beijing?"

"When my father-in-law gets up, I'll ask him, if he wants to go back, I'll stay here to take care of you first, and when you're well, I'll send you back again, and you can recuperate with peace of mind." Ouyang Qian sat on the edge of the bed, giving him an invisible sense of security, and Luo Yuan smiled bitterly, "You really know how to take care of people's ......."

"We're friends, aren't we?".

Friend. Friend...... Friendly ......

When Ouyang Qian went to ask Yuan Zhen for peace, he asked about returning to the palace, and

also explained the situation to him, Yuan Zhen's wise and sharp eyes kept staring at Ouyang Qian's eyes, Ouyang Qian was panicked by him, and asked timidly: "What's wrong?"

"You stay away from that place in the future, and don't get too close to him. Yuan Zhen coldly dropped a sentence and put on his coat, "Just find a doctor to take care of him." "

"He is in the Yuan Kingdom, no matter how he says, he should also do a little bit of the friendship of the landlord. Ouyang Qian knew that his father-in-law didn't like Xilin's people, but Luoyuan was different from them, he was a friend worth making, so he bowed down and said, "If it's time for the father-in-law to return to the palace, you can take someone back first, and the child will go back after sending Luoyuan." "

"You've only known each other for a few days, haven't you just drunk once and talked once?" Yuan Zhen turned around and glared at him, "I said, you are not allowed to have any contact with him again, you have to completely cut off contact with him." "

"Why?" Ouyang Qian straightened up, and his attitude became tougher.

Yuan Zhen closed his eyes to hide his embarrassment and disgust, and opened them again: "Do you want me to say it a second time?".

"You've always been like this, depriving me of my right to make friends for no reason, and it's my freedom to associate with whomever I want. "

"You have to let me put my words on the table before you give up? I said that you are not allowed to make friends with anyone, it is all for your good, will I harm you?" How could Yuan Zhen not see Luo Yuan's thoughts, Ouyang Qian didn't think about it, but he couldn't hide it from his eyes. He looked at the tenderness and sweetness in Ouyang Qian's eyes, definitely not at his brother's eyes.

Unexpectedly, Luoyuan's condition worsened again, but he refused to be treated, and stubbornly had a high fever and was about to go back to Xilin. Ouyang Qian asked him the reason, but he refused to say, just blindly pushed him away, and he couldn't even walk steadily.

He recalled in his mind what Yuan Zhen had said to himself:

"Luoyuan, you are a smart person, I see

that you are a bright and upright person, and I kindly advise you, don't bring those stinky problems of your Xilin to my Yuan Kingdom, you think I can't see those dirty thoughts you have, and it is good for everyone to get rid of this idea as soon as possible. Now that I drove you away, if Ouyang Qian knew, when the time came, you would be even more embarrassed. Ouyang Qian is a normal person, different from you, don't disturb his life again, he won't accept you, get out of my realm. "

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Ouyang Qian tried to persuade him many times to no avail, and he carried Luo Yuan's weak body and walked back, Luo Yuan's body was unstable, and his face was full of embarrassment and tears: "Let go of me! I don't want to go back! I don't want to see those people, I don't want to see anyone!".

Ouyang Qian took him to another inn and persuaded him comfortingly, "How can you be in a hurry with a body like yours? Only when you are well can you return to Xilin safely." "

Luo Yuan turned his head: "You go back, don't come to me again." "

Ouyang Qian thought of what his father-in-law said to him, and saw that Luo Yuan was different from usual, so he must have said something to Luo Yuan. smiled at him slightly: "Is it my father-in-law who said something to you, my father-in-law doesn't understand you, after understanding your personality, he won't have such an attitude, don't take it to heart." "

Luo Yuan turned his head to look at him, and the tears in his eyes reflected Ouyang Qian's face: "No, it's you who don't know me, it's always ...... you don't know."

Rakuhara lay down, wrapped himself tightly in the quilt, and covered his head inside, and the huge ups and downs revealed the fluctuations of the owner's emotions. Ouyang Qian was dumbfounded, stood up and rubbed his hands, and walked around nervously.

They won't accept me,

not only Yuan Zhen won't, Ouyang Qian won't, even my father won't accept me, he will definitely think I'm immoral, and I'm ...... What a lonely thing it is to keep this secret until death.

Ouyang Qian saw that his movement was getting smaller and smaller, and finally he stopped making a sound, and when he lifted the quilt, he saw that he had fainted, and tears soaked a large piece of bedding.

Ouyang Qian probed his snort, it was extremely weak, and he was surprised to lose his true qi to him. After losing his true anger, he asked the doctor to look at him, he was tired and sweaty, and his head began to dizzy, he had been out for too long, his father-in-law was worried, so he got up and prepared to talk to his father-in-law.

Yuan Ruo

was going out to go out for a walk, and when he raised his eyes, he saw Ouyang Qian, who was almost collapsed, Ouyang Qian walked and walked around, and his soft body fell down, Yuan Ruo hurriedly stepped forward to catch him: "Ziyi!"

Ouyang Qian vaguely saw an anxious shadow, and then tilted his head and fainted.

Yuan Ruo

laboriously carried him back to the inn, and saw Yuan Zhen pacing back and forth in the lobby from a distance, Yuan Ruo shouted loudly: "Uncle, come here, Ziyi fainted ......

".

Yuan

Zhen heard the voice and strode over, frowned and helped Ouyang Qian off Yuan Ruo's back, and suddenly he was not angry: "What's wrong with him? I looked for him everywhere and couldn't find him, where did he go?"

"I was about to go out when I saw him staggering back not far in front of the inn, and fainted as he walked. Yuan Ruo explained the situation succinctly and clearly, Yuan Zhen sent him into his room, and then turned around and said, "Ah Ruo, you go out first." Yuan Ruo nodded and left, and handed it over to the imperial uncle, and he was relieved.

As soon as she walked on her front foot, Yuan Zhen poured a basin of water on Ouyang Qian's face with a '——!'. Ouyang Qian was awakened suddenly, touched his face, and saw his father-in-law looking at him coldly in front of him, he quickly got up, fell to the ground with a soft foot, and Ouyang Qian hurriedly knelt down again.

"The late return of the child worries the father-in-law. Ouyang Qian lowered his head and said, his eyes showing an extremely tired state.