Knight of the Blue Lagoon (The Past of Tao v)

The two of them sat for a long time until the sun went down. Then Daozhi took her to a busy restaurant for dinner, and then walked around the bustling pedestrian street. People walked quickly or wandered, no matter what the rhythm, I believe they Everyone has their own troubles. Daozhi wanted her to feel more popular. The vitality in popularity, even at night, the vitality still existed, just walking aimlessly like this, although she didn't know where she was going. Gradually, Meng Lili's mood became better than before. They walked across an overpass and stood on the overpass. The car lights flashed rapidly, stimulating their eyes and shaking their hearts. She turned around and saw an elderly lady still setting up a stall, selling small items such as socks and insoles. She was still living an active life. Occasionally, a few passers-by would stop and buy random things. They might not really need them. I just want the old lady to go home as soon as possible. Meng Lili walked over and picked up a pair of insoles. The insoles were nothing special. Maybe it was because the road under her feet was too difficult and she needed a pair of insoles.

Seeing the shops along the street preparing to make samples, Meng Lili suddenly said:"I want to work part-time. My sister can do it, and so can I."

When Daozhi was in college, she often worked on weekends. The university there encouraged students to work, and students were encouraged to work part-time. There is a certain standard for hourly wages, but it is still very tiring. If she wants to raise medical expenses in this way, it may take 100 years. Daozhi never believes that going to school and working can change the essence. There is no other way at the moment. At least work can bring her hope for a few days. Enough is enough, hope is better than nothing..

6. Confusion:

A girl like Meng Lili must not be able to find any decent job. Meng Lili likes to sing, and finally found a job in a KTV bar. On Thursday, Friday nights and weekends, Meng Lili used the excuse of going to the hospital for care. After asking for two days of self-study leave, the teacher naturally understood and could only tell her not to neglect her studies.

All kinds of people come here, most of them singing songs from their youth. They want to use their singing to evoke their past memories. A young girl like her is nothing more than a catalyst for their youthful memories. This may be the reason why they got this job. The private room is not filled with some vulgar middle-aged boss. Not only does he let her accompany him to sing and even drink, but he will inevitably get handsy after drinking too much. She can tolerate it as long as it is not too much in order to sell drinks and tips. Her youth and beauty give her It brought in good income, and although it was hard work, the hustle and bustle could at least temporarily make her forget the pain caused by the hospital. Meng Lili quickly adapted to it, until one of the customers' desires went too far. Meng Lili was a little impatient and couldn't help arguing with him. The customer couldn't help but find the boss, and Meng Lili had to leave. It took just a few months for her to understand. Another kind of hardship in life made her re-realize the magic of money in this world. It not only cures medical needs, but can also buy desires and bottom lines, as long as there is a sufficient amount. Meng Lili began to wonder how her sister earned so much money.

Meng Lili was very depressed when she returned home. Before she could stop worrying about KTV, things in the hospital came to her mind. Meng Lili could no longer handle the silence, and was suddenly unable to adapt to the silent night. Loneliness and pain spread in the loneliness. Loneliness made the loneliness even more lonely and the pain more painful. Until she was overwhelmed and was about to collapse, the sudden sound of mobile phone messages interrupted her. Emotions, like a rope in the abyss, diverted her gaze. She picked up her phone, even though it was an insignificant push message, she slid open the screen, flipped through the video, and accidentally opened a live broadcast. She saw the above The constantly floating rewards immediately attracted her. All kinds of people find people with the same feelings through various methods. No matter what kind of emotion, they can find their own group here. This is a characteristic of the Internet. , no need to have any value, no need to think too much, as long as the smell is congenial. Everyone has more or less depression and boredom. Those who can't find a way to relieve themselves will click on the live broadcast. Meng Lili thought that she was very popular in the KTV and earned a lot of tips. Live broadcast might be a good way. There will definitely be a lot of rewards.

So Meng Lili held a live broadcast. Maybe it was because of the lack of team packaging and promotion, maybe because she lacked language skills, or didn’t know how to show off herself in front of the screen, or maybe her beauty was too much and had no characteristics. No matter how popular it is, it has no choice but to end.

Meng's father's condition became more and more urgent, and Meng Lili had no choice. When she heard others talking about the serious illness relief platform in the hospital, she did not want to miss any opportunity, so she sent her medical records to the help platform to give it a try. In fact, the serious illness help platform is not as useful as advocated. On such a platform, you need a lot of sympathy to get some substantial help. This is different from the sympathy when begging on the street. Seeing the misery with your own eyes is more likely to make people feel sad. Impulsiveness, there are few impulsive hearts in front of the cold screen. As long as there is a questioning voice, many people's sympathy will disappear. It is not doubting the kindness of most people, and it does not deny that some people are taking advantage of people's kindness. When kindness is There are doubts. It’s not that people don’t want to sympathize, but they don’t know whether they should sympathize or not. This is an era that lacks reality and lacks trust, which can only make Meng Lili feel more and more discouraged.

With a numb mood, Meng Lili posted another post on major forums. She also knew that there would probably be no results, but she posted it anyway. The Internet era provides people with a public platform where they can act irresponsibly as long as they do not touch major policies. There are always some people on the Internet who turn the resentment caused by their unfortunate experiences and failed lives into vile and vicious When the language is vented here, the ugly heart is exposed. They use their filth to push down some similar people who are still on the edge. On the other hand, they also scare away some people who are kind but are afraid of the bad smell. This Some people are losers who do not deserve any sympathy, and they do not want others to receive sympathy.

The message below the post hit Meng Lili hard and was very sad. She was full of despair for the world, and she received a payment reminder from the hospital. Meng Lili walked out of the hospital alone. The smell of hospital disinfectant was still in her brain. She was alone on the street. Looking at the cars passing by on the road, but not knowing where to go, she walked past a bridge. She looked at the river under the bridge, passing through it quietly, with the occasional splash of waves appearing and then quickly blending into the calm. Even the waves can be so calm. Meng Lili really wants to calm down. She is tired, exhausted and exhausted. This world has left Meng Lili with nowhere to escape. She stared at the river. The bridge was not high and the river was not deep. She stood quietly for a long time. The sky slowly became dark. In the darkness, suddenly the idea of ​​Tao flashed in her mind. Shadow, I'm afraid he is the only person in this world that he can rely on with hope.

Opening the door, Daozhi was a little surprised, how did Meng Lili find this place? Daozhi hesitated for a moment, and seeing how exhausted she was physically and mentally, nothing else mattered. Daozhi got some food for Meng Lili. Watching her eat, Daozhi thought about what kind of day she had experienced.

Wei Zhen’s novel by WillNox, welcome to the fantasy world of Tao Zhi