Knight of the Blue Lagoon (The Past of Tao v)

39. Leaving (The Past of Tao i)

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Daozhi left, and there was one less poet writer in the school. Not many people paid attention to Daozhi's departure. The sky was still blue, the leaves were still dancing in the wind, the breeze was still whispering, the earth was still growing, and everything was as it always was.

Tao Zhi likes schools, places that contain wisdom, places with ideals, and places that are pure. He was a little reluctant to leave, after all he had worked here for 3 years.

One evening, Daozhi received a message from Tang Jiahui

"I had a lot of other courses added to my junior year abroad program and I was very busy with my studies. My grandparents moved in with me so that they could take care of me and supervise my studies. They wanted to send me to study abroad, so there was no way I could continue in the future. I’m sorry."

"Nothing to apologize for, just try hard."Daozhi

"What do you do next? How about we go abroad together?"Tang Jiahui

"No."Daozhi

"Unfortunately."

After a long period of hard work from her grandparents, Tang Jiahui didn't have much choice. They had already set the next goal for her. What's the answer? Tang Jiahui still felt a little guilty. After all, she chose to leave her behind. know the way

"No regrets, take good care of yourself in the future."Daozhi.

It seemed like a peaceful breakup, but Tang Jiahui couldn't calm down for a long time. Finally, she sent a message to Li Xiuyan.

Daozhi sat alone at the dining table. The dining table was once so warm and sweet, but now it is so empty. Walking into the study room, he flipped through the books aimlessly. Books are the best thing at this time, and books are the universal antidote. When he was tired of reading, he went out for a walk. At night, on the street, motor vehicles and non-motor vehicles Everyone goes in his own way, at his own speed, without interfering with each other. On the sidewalk, right is right and left is left. People are in an orderly manner. There are no sudden non-motorized vehicles and no motor vehicles crossing the zebra crossing. Turn right to pedestrians. Everyone abides by the common rules. The system of life, this is a city where everyone strives together. An old man can walk freely and confidently on the sidewalk represents the quality of a city, but it is a pity that it is only at night. No matter how organized the society is, there will be accidents. Tao Zhi walks alone Smoking on the street, sometimes smoking can make people see the surprises of the world clearly. Taking a walk, often walking can help people find the way to live. Daozhi never stops experiencing the changes in the world and will never forget it. The souls who had crossed paths with him may have made life colorful because of the ups and downs.

In the next few days, Tang Jiahui seemed to have lost his soul. She could not bring herself to wake up, and her mother came to see her specially to comfort her. Lying quietly in her mother's arms,

Tang Jiahui suddenly asked:"Do you think Li Xiuyan and Dao are a good match?"

My mother stroked Tang Jiahui's hair and replied slowly:"It's worthy."

Tang Jiahui raised her eyes and looked at her mother:"Is it really worthy?"

The mother nodded gently.

"Really? Is he more worthy than me?"

"Don't think about it so much. It's over. Once it's over, you should look forward. Don't make the same mistake as your mother and not let go of the past."The mother gently wiped away the tears from the corners of Tang Jiahui's eyes, feeling very sad.

The mother understood that her life today was mostly her own fault, but her daughter's current situation was not her fault. The mother didn't know if this was really good for her daughter.. Back in the room, her mother looked out the window at the unfamiliar city and shed tears sadly.

Daozhi wanted to leave for a while, leave the city, stay in one place for a long time, and suddenly felt some kind of congestion. Do you want to go to a more crowded place? place to enhance your inner tolerance. How about going to a deserted place to seek release?

"Daozhi, where are you?"The sound of the message disrupted Daozhi's thoughts. It was Li Xiuyan. Daozhi didn't know how to reply. She is a good girl and should have a broader future of her own.

"Remember what you promised me, this year is very important, you must do it."Daozhi thought for a while before replying.

"I want to see you"

"It's been a while. It's better not to see each other now until we get the notice."

"I'd love to see you now."Li Xiuyan

"Promise me to study hard, cherish my time even more when I have beauty, and learn to communicate with others with wisdom."Tao Zhi.

In this gray world, a ray of sunshine pierced the gray fog and shone in Li Xiuyan's heart, touching her most sensitive nerve. This nerve has not been touched for a long time.

If you enter the Tao today The apartment she lives in will immediately become her home. The home she wants will shake her heart. The longer time goes by, the more reluctant she will be to leave. Li Xiuyan has never had a man to rely on since she was a child. How she longs to have such a person. She wanted to rely on Daozhi like this, and Daozhi was willing to let her rely on him, but she might not be able to stop relying on him, and her eyes would no longer want to see the world. Daozhi hopes that Li Xiuyan can develop more when she is young. She should learn more professional things and know more about the world of life. I believe that Daozhi sees further than she does. Only by seeing more can we have a more accurate understanding of many things, and the world may be different.

Li Xiuyan sat on the ground leaning against the door. Life turned out to be so beautiful, and there were such excellent people around her. Maybe Daozhi was the only man in the world who truly cared about her and could devote himself to her, but for a woman, everything was For the final destination, with this destination, everything else is actually secondary.

Li Xiuyan felt more and more that all this was destined, as if it was the fate accumulated in a previous life. Only then did Li Xiuyan realize the preciousness of time, and she had wasted too much in the past. Life is about meaningless things. Thinking about it now makes my heart hurt. Thinking of these, I can't help but lie on my knees and cry. At the end of the corridor lives a young woman about the same age as Dao Zhi. The door of her house is on the left side of Dao's house. Facing the corridor leading to the elevator, Daozhi's door faced the fire staircase. The young woman would look at Daozhi's door every time she came home. She didn't know when. Whenever there was any movement, she would lie on the door mirror and look. She likes to explore. This stranger living across the wall may be a way for this bored young woman to break up her boring life. The door opposite suddenly opened, and the lights in the corridor turned on.

"What's wrong with my sister?"The young woman's tone was gentle.

"It's okay, I'm okay."Li Xiuyan raised her head

"Are you waiting for the person opposite?"The young woman recognized this girl and had been to his house a few days ago.

"Um."Li Xiuyan

"He's not here. He just went out. Do you have his phone number?"Young woman

"have"

"Call him, why wait like this?"Young woman

"fine."Li Xiuyan

"Come in and wait. It's so cold sitting on the ground."The young woman doesn't understand why little girls nowadays always do silly things.

"Thank you, no need. I just want to sit here for a while and then leave."Li Xiuyan.

The young woman could not understand the girl's behavior, so she had to go back boringly, but it made her more curious.

Li Xiuyan sat quietly at the door alone, leaving her and a few faint lights in the corridor. Recalling, His thoughts when he saw Daozhi and Tang Jiahui eating in the school cafeteria, his heartbeat when he saw Daozhi buying oranges at the school gate, his thoughts when he came into contact with Daozhi in that classroom, and his current mood, Daozhi has always been moisturizing in silence. Things are colorful in colorlessness, and love is invisible.

Li Xiuyan kept asking in her heart, where have you been? Where are you? You have shown me the path of life, and I will be satisfied by seeing your face. of happiness.