After Mao Lilan said these words, she seemed to be relieved, but Fei Yingli was stunned for a moment. This was the first time she had seen the tiredness in Mao Lilan's eyebrows.
Fei Yingli said quickly:"Xiaolan, what's the matter? Let's talk slowly. What's wrong?"
Mao Lilan sighed and said:"Mom, I just feel more and more that Yuanzi is right...."
"What did Yuanzi say?"
"Although Sonoko would never let me quarrel with Shinichi, she would complain angrily every time when Shinichi behaved very disappointingly, but she never advised me to draw a clear line between us. Category"
"but....I asked Sonoko that she seemed to be getting increasingly at odds with Shinichi, and Sonoko told me....Forget it if it was before, but she is not single now and has a fiancé. Every time she sees Shinichi like this, she becomes even more dissatisfied when she compares him with Brother Baiyu."
Fei Yingli's face darkened when she heard that it was related to Kudo Shinichi. This brat has no emotional intelligence. The problem is that it hurts Mao Lilan's heart, and Fei Yingli doesn't like her very much in the first place, and is even a little annoyed. Kudo Shinichi's, this is even more so.
Thinking of Bai Yu, and comparing Kudo Shinichi, even if Kudo Shinichi is still a teenager and a student, he may be very different in all aspects, but compared with normal people who have some emotional intelligence, There's a lot of difference, not to mention the relationship between Fei Yingli and Bai Yu. It's okay if you don't compare it, but it's even worse when you compare it.
Fei Yingli nodded and said:"Indeed, compared with Bai Yu....No, there's no comparison at all. No one can compare with Bai Yu. He is a being who can't find any problems."
"mom...You and Brother Bai Yu really appreciate each other....I also know that men like Brother Bai Yu are simply not comparable to ordinary people, but....This summer vacation, I discovered and figured out a lot of things"
"Um?"
"I originally thought that I would be uncomfortable not seeing Shinichi this summer, but....I didn’t make a single call or send a single message, and neither did he, but I found that I didn’t feel uncomfortable or sad at all."
"I seem to suddenly feel....Shinichi's position in my heart seems to have become dispensable.....I don’t know if it’s because I haven’t interacted with Shinichi for a long time. Maybe I have accumulated too much disappointment. Maybe....Maybe it's because I suddenly figured it out? Just like on the Internet, for a moment, you suddenly grow up. Fei Yingli was stunned for a moment and said:"
Xiaolan, what do you mean?...."
"I will be in my senior year of high school soon, and I have to prepare for my further studies, so I have no time to deal with these things. I have also looked away from many things. I have a good impression of Shinichi, but...Even if I don’t get a response, I’m also thinking that all the responses can be together...."
"What can I get? Are you just happy because the good feelings at the beginning have a good ending? What about future life? Is this still the case? Now they are just childhood sweethearts, just good friends, but if they are really dating, or even become a family..."
"I suddenly realized that I couldn’t imagine what it was like. I couldn’t imagine what the so-called happiness and joyful life was like. Maybe he would grow and change, but.....I'm tired...I really don't want to wait any longer.
Fei Yingli breathed a sigh of relief and said,"Xiaolan, have you thought about it?" Although I don't think much of that guy, but....After all, it's your own choice, are you sure? Sometimes when you let go, you really let go."
Mao Lilan nodded and said:"Well, I don't know when it started. I started to lose my disappointment and anger towards Xinyi. I started to notice that in many things, even if Xinyi didn't participate, I didn't feel that anything was missing. , but it seems that you can play more easily"
"I....I'm sure, even after I made such a decision, I didn't regret or feel sad in my heart. Instead, I felt a sense of relief and relaxation."
"I decided, I don’t want to wait anymore, I’ve been waiting for ten years.....I don’t know if I need to wait another ten years, but I don’t want to wait anymore. Enough is enough. It’s really enough.....I want to live more for myself." (To read exciting novels, go to Feilu Novel Network!)
"There is no need to apologize for Shinichi’s rude behavior in front of friends, no need to be disappointed because Shinichi didn’t make an appointment, no need to feel bored because there is no common topic, no need....There are many things...I suddenly felt, why don't I give up? Fei
Yingli stroked Mao Lilan's hair and said with a smile:"Now that you have decided, let's do it. But Xiaolan, now that you have decided, don't look back, otherwise it will be even more painful.""
"Mom, I know, I just think that Brother Bai Yu and the others are all so outstanding, but they are all very ordinary in life, but they are so ordinary, but they can be so fulfilling, so happy and happy, so I think of it Just give it a try, the result....Ah..."
Fei Yingli smiled and said:"Although it's not a good thing to say, I think you did it right. Falling in love is one thing, and marriage is another. No one has so much time to spend endlessly. experiment."
443"Yeah....Mom, I just wanted to find someone to talk to. I’m feeling much better now, and I’ve completely let go of it. I feel a lot more relaxed. Mom, let’s go up and have hot pot tomorrow evening!"
"Um? Okay, then just go to Bai Yu’s shop."
"good! It just so happens that I can meet Sister Lu Xi and the others before school starts!"
"You really like Lucy and the others very much."
"Because Sister Lu Xi and the others are very good to me, and when I am with Sister Lu Xi and the others, I always feel that life becomes very fulfilling and interesting, and I have a lot to talk about.
Fei Yingli nodded and said,"That's true, but then again....Xiaolan, you have to remember, don't tell that guy, otherwise, wouldn't it mean that you are confessing your love? That guy doesn't know what to say."
"Mom, I'm not stupid. This kind of thing must be spent quietly like this....."
"Um....Okay, Xiaolan, let’s take a look at the photos we took this time. I’ve sorted them out."
"Really! Great, I thought it would be two more days!"
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